M is for Music P is for Profile (and Phatee) Patricia Estrellla. born on [February 12] and I'm sweet[16]. I study at [St. Joseph] as a second year high school student! I LOOOVE clothes, shoes, food, music, hair and make-up (what girls don't?) so you will see a lot of that kind of content in my blog. If you know me well, you'd learn that I'm actually kind of nerdy, down to earth, real, and definetly NOT like anyone else. Please visit my FLICKR & BLOGGER PROFILE C is for Cbox! F is for Friends Get a blog spot so i can link you here :) Allison A. Pia E. (sister) Regine M. (cousin) Andrea C. Vicky T. Danny N. Shauna S. Natashya C. Jamie V. Diandra S. Chris L. Deborah H. Micah V. Cherry Anne M. Nkechi N. Karina C. Ysabel G. myspace A is for Archives
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Did i tell you guys my cousin from NY took my brown hooded leather jacket? I miss it very much... =( I'm super sad that it hasn't arrived yet, her brother said he'd send it over but who knows how long that should take. The weather is clearing up really nicely and this girl already has a black one.. It's not fair! It sounds so shallow but right now I feel only things ca satisfy me. It sounds stupid but I'm so disappointed and unhappy Aritzia hasn't called. I wasn't expecting the job but omg the levels of happiness I would be in... I can't even go in the store anymore! Sigh... I'm suuuuper bummed but I shouldn't be. Lately I've been feeling so isolated. I'm getting so irritated with the outside world, althoug, at no one in particular. I still try to maintain a positive outlook but it's been... difficult. I'm trying to find out why. But actually, I know why. And I blame myself. Why is it that I still think about YOU. The fact that I practically threw myself at you but you weren't the slightest bit interested? You didn't understand how I felt for you, so I don't blame you, but why did I waste my time =( Why was I so attatched to you, I barely knew you. Sometimes I wonder if it's just cause I wanted someone to hold and hug and take care of and who will do the same for me. I think that pretty much sums up why I so badly need a snuggie, lol. I'm terribly sorry for being shy and trying to make you love the chase, but I don't know what to do with guys like you. I don't know what to do with guys in general. I can't always get what I want, I know. But why is it that I just never do?..... This whole week I've been napping after school, so that's good. It surprises me how fast this week has gone by, and I love it. Tomorrow is Friday! Ally, I can so deeply related with your rant on not going out. Sometimes it's by choice, and for that I am grateful because I'd be even more depressed if it wasn't. I so deeply miss my friends. All of them. Please keep in touch. I love you! 3 HEARD 'EM SAY |