ethereality

2009-11-11T19:26:00.000-08:00

tumbly tumbly tumbly, tumblr.

I'm on it.

I post a lot of pictures and stuff, but I also do make collages here and there during fashion week.

pateecakez is the hint. hee heeeee.

Miss ya, miss ya, really wanna kiss ya but I can't!........

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NY FASHION WEEK

2009-09-21T15:25:00.000-07:00

music: Man on the Moon - KiD CuDi

mood: blissful

Fun fact #1: My favourite pizza is Boston Pizza's "Rustic Italian" I secretly LOVE red onions!

I also love Pizza Nova's Broccoli and Chicken Pizza... haha

Useless fact #2: When I came home today, I scooped up some Chapmans Vanilla ice cream, poured fruity pebbles, sliced bananas, and felt like the biggest fat ass. It was the greatest feeling.

A. Wang

The braids were a nice adornment to this collection!

Anna Sui

PRESH

Anna Sui, WOULD
My girl Stam! With her crazy eyes

Charlotte Ronson!

One of my favourite outfits

Erin Wasson x RVCA

I LOVE this!

Jen Kao

Proenza Schouler

THIS WAS SO GOOD!

Rag & Bone

Rodarte

SO scifi chic

Threeasfour

Stolen from Ally's blog

2009-09-20T18:07:00.000-07:00

I just had to share...

Sasha! <3

Will make a fashion update soon! I'm overflowing with homework =(

a little break

2009-09-12T18:20:00.001-07:00

Who's locker is right next to yours?
artemio and dom

Are you usually on time to 1st period ?
yeah because my chem teacher is a nazi

Full size or small sized locker?
full

P E R I O D 1.

Who sits beside you?
miarka

Is this your favorite class?
fuck no!!!!! i hate my teacher!!

What subject is it?
chemistry

Who's the teacher ?
maclachlan

Have you ever fallen asleep in first period?
no

P E R I O D 2.
teacher?
macri

What class is it?
fashion

Who sits to your left?
no one, i'm the one on the left

Are you failing this class?
it's the EASIEST CLASS!!!

Is this your favorite class?
yeppp

Who do you sit in front of?
the teacher :( haha

Who do you talk to the most in this class?
selina and joshuelle but i just got in, so wha eva

P E R I O D 3.
What class is it?
grade 12 university math

Who do you sit beside?
dennis and vince

Is this your favorite class?
not my favourite... i like my teacher but it's up there because of one MANDEM <3 TEE HEE Is your best friend in this class with you? nah Do you hate anyone in this class? maybe one person, HAHA... k not hate but... annoyed? :S

Are you allowed to eat in this class?
nay

P E R I O D 4.
What class is it?
world religion

Anyone you want to shoot during class?
shoot with a laser gun... :@

Is this your favorite class?
i love it coz fatima and jaspreet!! <3

Who sits to your right?
jaspreet

What time do you finish school?
2:15

What do you usually do after school?
go to my locker, meet up with the friends and go to mine or tims or miarkas house, and if not... driving lessons

2009-09-12T17:39:00.000-07:00

mood: worried

music: notion - kings of leon

It's the first weekend back from school and I'm already bombarded with homework in every class.

I did a little yesterday, and a little today, but it just doesn't stop.

I dropped out of Accounting and requested Comm. Tech., but it was full :| So I got switched into Fashion, which I guess was my first choice last year but since I didn't know if I should get into Accounting, it was full and so was Fashion. All I can say is: Accounting is boring! There was no way I would continue life like that, regardless of how easy it is.

And I needed a fun course, anyways. I enjoy my fashion class... it's easy, and I love everyone. I'm also so enthusiastic about that course that time just flies by and right after, I have lunch.

Anyways, I've learned to get over (temporarily) and be just friends with someone who I've kind of been smitten with for the past time..... It feels good, because it's better than not being without him at all.

It might have something to do with the fact that I've budded a MEGA crush on someone in my grade 12 math class... "Mans are dying" hehe.

I'll update more tomorrow when I'm done my homework.

the notebook

2009-08-27T10:15:00.000-07:00

My dearest Allie,
I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.
Noah ♥

shopping before school

2009-08-25T21:26:00.000-07:00

The past few weeks, I've been...

1. Excited about moksha yoga

check out that SWEET deal on this Lululemon "Best Yoga Mat Bag" =*)

2. Hunting for this specific color of this mat!!

I went to Lululemon Eatons, Square One, and finally Vaughan Mills had it :P

3. On the hunt for hot yoga wear

My dad bought these stuff at a Nike Outlet in Vaughan Mills! =)

4. Trying to restrain myself from random/cute stuff at Ones!... BUT FAILING! Evidence... Ice cream lamp (you push the pink ice cream and it lights up!), a lunch bag, lunchbox, sushi shape maker, and chopsticks for when I eat 'em! My mom makes great soosh!)

5. Having a school shopping frenzy

6. Obsessed with cool pens and calligraphy.

But what else is new?

My favourites: the Ice Cream pencil, and Sharp-bo two in one, a pencil case staple in every school year for me :P

7. Spending frivolously

You all know I really don't buy TNA but I am smitten with this flannel! It reminds me of Christmas pjs :)

Why you wanna go and do that love, huh?

2009-08-12T17:49:00.000-07:00

Music: Frontin' - Pharrell

Mood: Useless

Tomorrow's my last day of driving school and I honestly love my class!

They're siiiiiick.

Everyone, go to Bernie's driving school!!

It's siiiiick.

Anygay...

talking to my vag

2009-08-04T22:57:00.000-07:00

Dear period,

stop making my life fuckin' miserable! I HAVE WORK TOMORROW (at 11:30!) AND IT'S FREAKIN' SHARK WEEK.

Love always,

Patricia

hypebeast/pins and roses

2009-08-04T21:42:00.000-07:00

Just a few spacebars from the front page, you might come across this little number.

This is my numbah one stunna, Allison! And it's about time she's got lookbook!

Ever since I was an annoying little tagalong to my sister's house parties in her high school years I'd follow her around because she was the only who thought I was cool and didn't mind talking to me. Ever since, we've made many attempts to hold our annual Demetres dates, but as time has passed and schedules fill up, it's been hard. Nonetheless, we still keep touch and hang out at the occasional get together. Her blog is a real treat for the eyes as it contains a lot of her daily outfits and inspirations. What I love most is she had so much soul (LOL k but forreal, tho...) she's so real and sweet. I know, I already blogged about her previous blog, chicfantasies, but LOL don't you get it? I can't get enough :)

Comment on the CBOX if you'd like a lookbook invite.

kids only

2009-08-04T17:11:00.000-07:00

Jon Gosselin visits!

---

Yesterday, Jace had his birthday party at Funzone! It was so fun! I baked cupcakes real quick but they were ready soon enough to get to the party on time! Immediately, me and my fave cousin Regine run into the bouncy castle and jump til our hearts stop beating and our legs turn to jelly! Then food calls... we play and babysit Maiya in the giant tomato, billions of slides, and slide and ball pit! So funn. Afterwards, my fave people come. (pictured above) We jumped and jumped on the bouncy castle (there were 2!) until the shitty manager (who we liked to call Hailey Glassman) says "kids only" so we got booted.. haha. After Jace cut the cake, we devised plans to get into the bouncy castle, so after several attempts at sliding down all possible slides, all together, we choreographed a landing from a slide INTO the castle. That kind of worked but I still go scared shitless so.. we were in and out! LOL! Then my girl ALLY came and I had a blast with her! She's the best! =)

Anyways, after I went home with the Espinozas. But last minute, mon decided we should get dropped off at Baskin Robbins, so we went! I was treated by Monica with a Rainbow Sherbet! :D

We walked to the Espinoza's and we visited people's restos on restaurant city, LMAO! K that game is seriously a lolfest. Artemio downloaded an app on his iTouch that lets you call people! So it's a phone! We tried that out, it was sick.. I had a mini T. Swift fest by myself (:( lol) and then on twitter, we were inspired by Eleishas tweet saying she was waiting to see Orphan, so we UPPED AND WENT TO SEE ORPHAN! LOL. It was really a good movie... So jokes and fun to see with fun people! I love you guys =)

Today is... Jace's Birthday. Although I didnt spend more than the morning watching him eat Lucky Charms, I wish the bumby bum (what me and my dad call him) the very best! =) Instead, I went to Famous with Jill Chen who's going to Japan, China, HK and I don't even fuckin know where else in Asialand for 3 weeks! We saw Funny People, which wasn't even that funny, LOL. We bussed home right after the storm (it was going on during the movie and it was so fuckin LOUD lol) and now I am chillin in my room listening to Tay Swift... =*) I missed Shark Week last night, sooo pissed! LOL So expect me to tune when they replay it later on tonight

---Once again,---

Happy 3rd Birthday to the one boy who has never broken my heart!

My loving nephew =*)

I can't believe it's been 3 years. I don't want you to grow up yet!

I hope you had heaps of fun at Funzone. I love you so much, and I'll tell you that every single day.

Even though you are not my child, I love you just as my own. You mean the world to me.

Love, "tricia" <3

this is my attempt at trying to be happy after my heart is severed

2009-08-02T11:47:00.001-07:00

bal.....MAINE+qc+mtl

2009-08-02T08:15:00.000-07:00

Trip to Maine and Quebec

Day One: Tuesday
Me, Darryl, Parentals drive about 10 hours to Best Western in Maine... Watched Step Bros and Superbad in the car =*)
Drove also with Tita Cecille+Tito Toto, Tita Luluth+Andrew
Met up with Tito Roven+Tita Chris+Meghan, Tita Irene+Regine, Bryan
Aunts brought Lobbies and Clam CHOWDAH and Pizza for us... One of the hotel rooms STANKED!!!
Went to an outlet mall to buy a bathing suit.. It's pretty cute for 10 dollars! I hate Tommy Hilfiger clothing, but they make nice swimwear
SWIMMING =*)
Day Two: Wednesday
Drove to the beach with Regine in the car this time... TAYLOR SWIFT FEST!!!!
We went to Ogonquit... reallly beautiful day. We met this BIG DOG that looked like an Eskie/chow chow and evidently her name was ANGEL!!! =***) SOOOOO FUCKIN CUTE
Lobster traps

Had to get off the bridge

"Abercrombie boys"

The dog also named "Angel"! =*)

New England Shoreline
Went to Lobsterfest in Rockland! Pretty yums but expensive. I had fried shrimpies. It was really cool there were tents set up, a BUNCH of food.. exactly like ribfest but in that case, Lobster/seafood :P! I got a butterfly crown.... for children I guess but it had curly strings so I called it my "TAYLOR SWIFT" crown =***) and needed it.

My cousins being LOLworthy
Drove to Bar Harbour's Holiday Inn.... Reallyyy cute! It was a really gloomy but family can really brighten your day
At the back of the hotel there was this dock

Across the dock and beside the hidden pool there was a nice spa.
SWIMMING =*)!!! Marco Polo for daaysss, lmao
Supernatural show, and Tong Itz .. noo booost but I just owned.
Day Three: Thursday
Went to some docks which had the Filipino flag... kinda weird, lol.. It was REALLY pretty but a sucky weather day, again...

"I'm on a BOAT!"

We on a boat

Parents being lam3sauc3
Went to a Lighthouse the size of my garage.. LMAO we got there and it was such a disappointment
Headed to QC =( Depart with the cousins
Arrived at Hotel Quartier... reall swankkk lol

Went to Old Quebec! Oooh I loved it!
Ate at St. Hubert's! LMAO It's like Swisch but realllyyy awesome =***)
Made a restaurant on Restaurant City with my mom LMAO
Day Four: Friday
Went to MTL! Passed by my future school: McGill!!! BITCHES!!!
Went to Old Montreal... WHOOOT... =*) so much cool and nice restos! I got macaroons form this cupcake and ice cream shop near Notre Dame!
Decided I will marry at Notre Dame in Montreal... (or PARIS.... but... YOU KNOW MANS ARE POOR)
Ate at Serafim... some reallyyyy lovely restaurant with all organic food and Charlie Chaplin playing all the time on this big screen
Went to the top of MTL to "admire the view" but really just take pics for my dad and whine that I wanted to get home coz my butt hurts
Went home

I think I ate a Tim Horton's Large Chicken Salade Sandwhich toasted on white bread ALMOST EVERY DAY... except Wednesday.

total count :3

damn, they are good =*)

nature of the experiment

2009-08-02T07:53:00.000-07:00

I can't believe I forgot to tell you guys, but on Friday! Tokyo Police Club had a free concert in Mississauga Library Square. After the concert, me and Micah sneaked around and found them! Sneaking around, we also found Andrea! So... we asked for pix and autographs... (I didn't get one bcause I had nothing to sign... =()

PLEASE disregard the fact that I looked like I peed my pants and it ended on my face.

life's a beach

2009-08-02T07:51:00.001-07:00

denim, leather, studs

2009-08-02T06:49:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder... why don't i have an acid washed cropped jean jacket yet.... and then i wonder i dont have 100+ to spend on urban renewal or wilfred. so officially... fuck it... i'm gonna just find one and as tim gunn would say "make it work"

anyone willing to split shipping on an order of studs from studsandspikes? PLEASE! hahaha.

sorry to scare you guys, but I can't wait for fall.... mainly because of...

now if only i could learn to restrain myself from buying it all immediately and crying because i can't wear it in season.

i also don't have my mint beach cruiser yet... though, that shall be postponed because i'm actuallly SAVING... hahah.. like ACTUALLY. it's not for me, though. wait and seeeeeeeeeeez. within a few months hopefully. i better get off my ass and get on a job..... tomorrow

anyways.. I'm finally back from MAINE AND QUEBEC. An ACTUAL blog post will be posted soon, since I haven't been doing that in a forever. Just too damny busy and lazy.

Catch you on the flip side!

SUP

2009-07-28T18:05:00.000-07:00

I want this one, soooo badly!

UPDATE: I'm in Maine!!! =*) I love it!

UPDATE: found it... way too small to be 50 dollars... way too small to be a school bag. Inside, I am crying.

badass+chanel meal

2009-07-27T19:42:00.000-07:00

Sorry 2009

2009-07-13T10:36:00.000-07:00

Sorry I haven't been updating, LAL.

Summer's been really good to me!

You didn't miss much... Just chillin' out.... maxin', relaxin' all cool and shootin' some b-ball outside the school, when a couple of guys who were up to no good started makin' fun of my neighbourhood. I got in one little fight and my mom got scared, she said "you're moving with your auntie and uncle in Bel Air."

WELL ANYWAYS..... a few brief highlights

I'm back at Wild Water Kingdom for my third summer... -_- Saving up for quite the pricey product.... I did the math and all i need are 32 more work days... "only" :(
Me and Miarka have been job hunting for a year-round job!
Canada day was fun! I spent it with the Espinozas having a fireworks war, jumping on a bouncy castle, and Mcdonalds buffet feast!
Signed up for driving school
Arrested Development = LOVE
OMGPOP FESTS EVERY NIGHT AHAHA
St. Valentine reunion, only not really... yeah idk why Vanessa and Isabel called it that because not all bravehearts were invited :( It was really fun nonetheless, and we played Gonzo and this word game! =*)
One of my best friends is coming to JOES! JAKE AND AMIR REUNITE!... Can we get the other one to come, too? haha.... just kidding... (only not really =()

Seriously, twitter has taken over my life. TWITTER IS WHERE IT'S AT... so go 'head and get one because I update it more than anything else :P...

I'll update you guys in depth later.

For now, just look at what summer brings to getting dressed =*)

JPG CTR F/W09

2009-07-09T15:17:00.000-07:00

the stone fox

one of my faves, karlie being stunning as usual

♡

THIS.

i want this soooo bad

i'm bored

2009-07-03T22:21:00.000-07:00

can someone invent cotton candy flavoured mouth wash already?

london calling

2009-06-30T10:21:00.001-07:00

music: "The Way You Make Me Feel" - Michael Jackson

mood: chill beans

Breif synopsis of the trip to UK and France (June 20-June 27 2009)

Saturday:

• Went to YYZ at 1300 to go to LGW,

• Flight left at 1500

• Read Tuesdays With Morrie and cried =(

Sunday:

• Arrived at LGW at around 0300

• Went to Europcar to pick up my dad's whip...

• Drove to Salisbury and arrived at 0700

• Walked around and got lost until they opened the gates to the Cathedral at 0730

• Drove to Wiltshire to see Stonehenge, on the summer solstice!

• Walked to the gates of Stonehenge trekking hills for half an hour only to discover it was temporarily closed :@

• Drove to Bristol (filming location of Skins and hometown of infamous graffiti artist, Banksy)

• Waited half an hour for the Banksy versus Bristol museum exhibition and LOVED it all! ♡

• Drove to London to check into our hotel beside every transportation portal!
• Eat at the dinner buffet

• Dad returns car

Monday:

• Sightseeing tour on a roofless double decker "carriage"! See Parliament, St. Steven's tower or most known as "Big Ben" because of the bell inside, London Bridge, Eye of London, and Visit Tower of London in all its glory featuring "crown jewels" (NO NOT NUTS, YA PERVS)

• Went to Buckingham and got Jace some guardsman pyjamas!
• Go to Marble Arch and shop around Oxford St. SELFRIDGES, SUPERDRUG (BARRY M!), PRIMARK, RIVER ISLAND, UNIQLO ON EVERY CORNER, TOPSHOPPPP!

• Bought mint green Barry M, little owl pencil case for Eleisha, sneakers from Primark, a dinky keychain for Artemio

Tuesday

• Take the bus to Waterloo station to go to the Windsor Castle

• Saw a BEAUTIFUL church but no photography was allowed.
• Saw the state apartments and BEAUTIFUL decor.

• Bought Miarka a GB licence plate and a giant heart shaped lollipop for danny that said "I ♥ London"

• Went to Harrods to get Tita Daisy a Harrods bag and presents for my aunts

• Went to Oxford circus for the giant Topshop with the candy store and Ms. Selfridges where I got a beautiful dress ♡

Wednesday:

• Walked to the train station by King's Cross at 0400!

• Went to Pair-ree by Eurostar! It felt like a luxury! I love trains =*) I wore my silk military ruffled Miss Selfridges dress and ate some GOOD SHAT on the train to Paris

• Arrived at 0700 and went to Notre Dame... Looked for a gargoyle and bought myself a tie-dye Eiffel Tower key chain

• Subway to the Eiffel Tower. The lines were CRAZYYYYY!!!!! So we opted not to climb it because it would take a big portion of our trip here since we only had a day and my parents have already seen it. So many damned gypsies made me sad but cheesed.

• We took pictures around it, and then took the subway to the Louvre. We ate and didn't get to see inside the museum because again, it would take atleast a day to fully see it all and my parents went already. It was nice though...
• Went to the L'arc de Triomphe quickly, btu there was some crane in the way :P

• Went to the Avenue des Champs-Élysées and visited pricey shops :( Went to LADURÉE! ♡

• Passed Haagen-Daaz or however u spell it... HEAVEN ON EARTH but so pricey so we had to skip.

• Went to Lafayette coz there was a sale... all designer goods and I loathed this trip because it was all look but don't touch, haha...

• Went to another mall with Bershka being the best store.. LAME....

• Went home because I WAS SO TIRED.

• Drank wine on the train home

Thursday:

• Went to Westfield Mall and this street that was a lot like Kensington market but it was actually kinda pricey... An orchestra played the Harry Potter theme song before we left

• Grabbed bites at M&S and headed home

Friday:

• Went to Harrods and there was a giant sale.. my mom bought Vera Wang Princess (which I plan on stealing!) and some Boss perfume, more gifts for people

• Went to Oxford street again and got a striped shirt and white sneakers and a gift for my cousin Regine

• Went to Selfridges and Topshop to get my sister's PB bag

• Got monica's presents from Topshop

• I stayed home to finish "A Thousand Splendid Suns" by Khaled Hosseini and again.. cried

Saturday:

• Realized the striped shirt I bought was size 18.. not 8 (these are UK sizes) and we had to return it quickly before we left...

• Returned the shirt and took the train to LHR and ate a good sub there

• On the plane, I Watched Race to Witch Mountain, Yes Man, and Bride Wars (for the 2nd time-_-) and Scrubs was on, but I fell asleep

• Arrived at YYZ at 1700 and fell asleep after unpacking and sorting my laundry

That was my trip to UK & France!

I can't wait for the next big trip! Hawaii 2010 for my sister's wedding should come in no time!

You make me wanna lose control

2009-06-20T07:23:00.000-07:00

Mood: Lethargic

Music: Good Girls Go Bad ft. Leighton Meester - Cobra Starship

Anyways, I'm getting in the UK mood by downloading Skins s3. It takes too friggin long, but atleast it'll be something to pass the time in the airplane when I go home.

Yesterday was my Art Exam, and I'm not even gonna discuss how I almost failed the application because I RAN OUT OF TIME! PEOPLE, KEEP TRACK OF THE DAMNED TIME LMAO =( Embarassing.

After that, I watched a Valkyrie w/ dad and fell asleep. Then I watched HJNTIY with Pia and Joe for the second time. I love ScarJo but must she be such a slut?! LOL <3

THEN went to Mon's house and saw JANVIR, Danny, Tim, Leen, Nikki and ate a pizza and we went to see UP! Obviously I cried again.... Cheesitz. But this time I didn't sob! LOL. Then we snuck into the Hangover. Such contrasting films, eh!? LOL I LOVED THE Hangover. Although it may be lacking for such a highly rated film, we concluded it was a "White boy"/"White frat boy" humour. Funny thing, I called where Doug was right when they asked where he was..... LOL. I'm not even kidddinnggg. After that we ate McDons and that was the end of my week and the beginning of my summer.

When I got home, I finished The Last House on the Left with the girl from Darcy's Wild Life with my sister and Joe. LOL SO MANY MOVIES. But damn... uhmmm messed up.

I've got to finish packing and get ready now! I'm supposed to leave at 1.

I'll mees you guys.

XOXO,

phatee girl

Santacruzan 2009

2009-06-12T14:28:00.000-07:00

Jace Graduated, y'all!!!!

Doesn't he look ECSTATIC? LMAO =*)
Here's pics of the Santacruzan last Saturday!
My grammy
Rosario's momma pinning me My jiggas How we dooooo?
JACE BUM =*)
L-R: Johnny, Regine, Joe, Pia, Denise, Me, Kevin... My cousins & their loves
Me and my cousin, Regine and her boyfrannn

OMG JACE IS KICKING MY BARE LEGS WITH HIS SNEAKERS OOOOOWWWW!!!

what i loved most she had so much soul.

2009-06-12T14:02:00.000-07:00

mood: blah
music: I Used to Love H.E.R. - Common
In antcipation of my LONDON trip.... Here are some ASOS/TOPSHOP goodies you can drool over.

i'm writing you a symphony of sound & london bound

2009-06-11T15:22:00.000-07:00

mood: relaxed
music: the mixed tape - jacks mannequin
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Pretty accurate for a bunch of questions about visualizing!

Anyways guys
I'm going to London, England next week! =)

that boom boom thunderclap

2009-06-08T22:03:00.000-07:00

I was just working on my exam review when allof a sudden it started thunderstorming.
I used to love the excitement of thunderstorms, but alone in the kitchen watching Jimmy Fallon impersonate the Hills..... I nearly peed my pants! Got so scared.
Things are different when you're alone and it seems bizarre to run and hide under the covers with nobody.

love was the egg

2009-06-06T05:37:00.000-07:00

Music: N.E.R.D. - Maybe
Mood: nervous

Today is the Santacruzan.
A religious procession tradition from the Philippines celebrated all over the world in Filipino communities that commemorates St. Helen, the founder of the cross that Jesus died on and her son, Constantine, founder of Constantinople.
Basically, those in the parade have special roles they must portray and are in gowns to represent these "reynas", usually holding a special object. The most important one, I guess, is the Reyna Elena, who holds the cross.
Some other organizations have pageants for these roles, but this is a Santacruzan. It shouldn't be about who looks better in a bikini or something like that. So, they choose someone to be a Hermana (old person) along with a Hermano (old person's partner) and they choose someone to be a Reyna Elena. In the Philippines, it's kind of a big deal and such a great honour but more often than that I feel that my peers are embarassed for me so I just play along. In reality, I'm actually really proud to be a Reyna. It's always good to stay true to your roots =)
So, I've prepared accordingly today. Taking on such a responsibility means doing a lot of crap in preparation. But I know it's worth it.
Food, arches, glittering a bunch of letters, and writing that big letter, oh mama...
Also, don't lie, who doesn't want to be in the limelight for at least a few hours, even if it means walking around in a gown in a parking lot.

Anyways, these days have been a lot centred around me and how I want things, but I seem to always forget about my grandma. My grandma is the Hermana and I just feel really bad because she doesn't have a Hermano and all along I've been passive agressive towards the fact that Tubby Kev is my consorte because he's my cousin and I thought that was weird. I had someone in mind and asked him, but of course my family insisted and since I owe everything to them, I had no choice. Anyways, I really wish I found a partner for my lola. My grandpa died when my mom was 12 or something and her boyfriend died like last year. I wish I could just walk beside her. She's a bit of a social butterfly, though. I'm sure a lot of people will be around her <3>

eyebrows, FUCKKKKKK

shave

make up and hair

CAREERS ISU!! DO IT BY SUNDAY

MATH REVIEW, DO UP TO CHAPTER 4!!!!

ENGLISH MYTHOLOGY SHEETS :'( I NEED EM FINISHED BY SUNDAY

FUCK ART CAT, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IT IS AND IT'S DUE NEXT WEEK LAAAALALALA

Yesterday was the PREGAME drinking at BR. BR is always a good substitute for actual alcohol, because I think I've gone "straight edge". I'm so clean for so long!!!! =)
We wet to Square to get my eyebrows done but them fuckers were asking 10 bucks for just eyebrow threading so =*****( wow, k I actually REALLY need them. For sure I loafted and it's my fault.
After that we went to Tims to help him with his Science Cat! The intro is jokes, thanks to yours truly for being awesome with mac iMovie... DUH. I swear me and Miyorkz always help Tim with his projects and manage to make them better than we could produce for our own stuff.

My parents picked me up oh and I FORGOT TO MENTION! I SAW UP YESTERDAY WITH MY DAD! MY SISTER & HER FAMILY FOLLOWED LIKE 10 MINUTES AFTER IT STARTED BUT WE DIDNT SIT TOGETHER =( ANYWAYS ME AND MY DAD LAUGHED, WE CRIED. BUT HOlY MOSES, I CRIED LIKE 10 TIMES!! I THINK IT WAS A SIGN FROM GOODDDD THAT I ACCIDENTALLY BROUGHT TOO MANY EXTRA TISSUES FOR MY POPCORN BECAUSE I WAS HONESTLY BAWLIINGGGGGG CAN YOU SAY DEPRESSINGLY CUTE AHHHHH HAHA =*) RIGHT NEXT TO WALL-E, THIS ONE'S A WINNER <3

electric hippies

2009-05-26T17:41:00.000-07:00

[pics c/o forever 21]

2009-05-25T14:00:00.000-07:00

Summer ideas:

Learn how to cook
WWK... that's a given :(
Wonderland with my Kangster
Have a bbq with the friends
"Wasaga" LMAOOO
Biking and rollerblading
Learn how to sew!
CPR class?
Volunteer at sci camp
volunteer at senior home/creditvalley/trillium

Eff summer school, meng.

This weekend I volunteered @ Carassauga (Philippines pavillion) for 15 hours and went downtown with my family.

I'm off to read now =)

big things poppin and lil things stoppin

2009-05-20T17:12:00.000-07:00

mood: chipper and HOT AND SWEATY =(
music: do it - TI

Sewwwwww,
Today I slept at 1am watching HMIYM like the loojer that I am.
But yesterday my grammy came back from her 3 or so month from the Phillerpeenz and she came bearing my gifts! (PasaluBONG) AKA... My ***** dress, and my ***** tiara! BIG SECRET GUYS =*)
But for those of you who I've notified, please come! Mark June 6th on your calendars for some crazy walks around Valley parking lots, lmaooooo...
On that topic, I finished my *********** letter to be published in every *********** book being handed out. If you want to help as much as you can, buy some ad space from me, it's only (lol i kid, i kid) like 25 dollars for 1/4 a page and you put ur picture, it's uhmm.. pretty JOKES lmao.
I'm so very excited! Can't wait =)

Anyways, today I had an art trip. One of those days when you don't have a clue what to wear, try on something u think looks cool, go out realize it's not that realistic, add certain pieces and end up loving what you wear.
I packed my sunscreen, honeydew softlips, honeydew lotion, sunnies, sketching pencils, and catcher in the rye (which I haven't finished since 8th grade... lmao) and camera hoping that these things will keep me occupied and important lmao.
I chilled at first period and got the hmwk (YET I LEFT MY FUCKING MATH TEXTBOOK THEREFORE NOT DOING ANY OF THE FUCKING REVIEW) at school like the ditzy girl that I am. When I got called down I had my only free time coz I got kinda late to school (well, right on time but not enough time to chill with my LOVES of course) and I QUICKLY DASHED to get Gossip Girl coz while reading Catcher in the Rye in first, I got so bored and wanted to start over again, but seriously need to rake in my AR points (AR count: zero)
We went to OCAD and around there and we took this life drawing workshop with a real model and he was NEARLY NUDE in his fucking BANANAHAMMOCK BUT HE WAS SO OLD YET CHISLED.... I WANTED TO BLOW MY BRAINS OUT COZ I WAS SO UNCOMFORTABLE AND MY SKETCHES SUCKED ASS LMAO.
Afterwards, we got to roam downtown TO for like a solid 40 minutes (booo) so we went to some plaza with like.. EVERYTHING =*) and I got a souvlaki dinner and bubble tea (all the asians got bubble tea so I was like truueeeeeeee.. unfortunately, not TUB SIZED lmao)
K then, we finally toured the AGO. I love art museums! Some people think they're boring (well guided tours suck ass) and I just love to explore, I find it so damned interesting and... dare I say... romantic! I'd love to go on a date there. JSYK, students get free admission wednesday evenings.. How cute =*)
Got to school, bussed home and met up with Emily on my way home.... I miss her.
Funny how things change.
Got home, watched fre$h prince of course, and finished reading Gossip Girl.

UPCOMING:

AR test for It Girl
AR test for Gossip Girl (I know, I ready stupid books, can't help it.. guilty pleasure :P)
Take out another GG book or a classic novel so I can have higher points.. any suggestions? I might take Moby Dick)
BR date with my number one stunner
Human Rosary Friday(saying a HAIL MARY... no biggie version tho :P!)
Volunteer at Carassauga Fri-Sun

OH and... I kinda sorta like someone... kinda. sorta.
Okay yeah, I do.

let's get drunk and forget what we did

2009-05-19T18:22:00.001-07:00

WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS HOW MANY TIMES I WATCH THIS OVER AND MELT =*)

she looks a little different now, maybe a little softer now

2009-05-17T09:58:00.000-07:00

music: Softer - Jimmy Eat World
mood: blissful

fml

2009-05-11T13:26:00.000-07:00

music: Can U Help Me - Usher
mood: overwhelmed/worried

upcoming assignments due:

English: group skit - Trojan Horse
English: group game board - Trojan Horse
English: individual rap song assignment - Twelve Labours of Heracles
English: worksheet package
Careers ISU + Powerpoint
Art: pencil texture sketchbook assignment
Art: 3 Calligraphy alphabets
Art: Find b/w face photograph of celebrity (who should I choose) for CAT tomorrow

That's a lot of stuff... Due somewhere around this week except the Careers project.
As you can tell, my English teacher is insane in the membrane.

I just cleaned up my room and am going to treat myself to some oreo ice cream =)

To do

Return Rosie's presents @ Sephora (she has BOTH the venom and shu eyelash curler already)
make a video for my mom (belated mother's day present...)
find a job, dammit
apply at credit valley for volunteering!!!!!!**
take sewing class
take cooking class

Where am I going in life, and how the FUQQ will I get there?! =( By Patricia Estrella 60162252.

I'm busy, FB hiatus.

edit: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WHYYYY WOULD U DO THIS AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Today, I had a presentation to make before 20+ executives from high up in the business chain. I used a power point to aid in my presentation. About halfway through the power point, my screensaver turned on. It was an animated picture of boobs rubbing against a soapy car windshield. FML

she's cheer captain, and i'm on the bleachers.

2009-05-09T11:18:00.000-07:00

music: Love Story - Taylor Swift
mood: proud

I should update more!
But anyways, fellas =)
Yesterday out of nowhere I decided to hang out with the boys + MFA.

Tim shaved Jorwang's hurr and me and MIA went to get her Wal-Mart discount card and MIA went to change. We also printed "You Belong With Me" lyrics LMAO <3

We met up with them and Jorwin shaved and Jose came.

Danny was mad about being hungry so we finally went to Mcdeezies!
I got an Oreo McFlurry and medium fries and the guys feasted. We saw 3 JOES PEOPLE IN THE BANNER AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH.

When we got back, we just hung out at Tim's room. We talked for the longest time about stuff and so many questions! I also got deathly tickled after telling them what Ralph, Danford, and Adrian did to tickle me uncontrollably at lunch! =( It's PAINFUL LMAO.

After that, we went to the park to play catch (the guys atleast) while me and Miarka could FINALLY sing our forbidden song and our fake music video (love story) because the guys wouldn't let us sing it in Artemios room... fuckers.

After that we went to jose's house to play basketball. Then, Miarka had to leave.
I "coached" BOTH teams of jose + danny vs. artem + jorwin...
THEN, neighbourhood kids came..... That's when shit really went down, lmao.
Epic battle of me, jose, danny, artem, jorwin vs. ashore, mikhail, random brown guy, and "the twins"
Dress was hard to guard because he was so fast... damn that Dress!!!
We obviously RAN SHIT and won.
I'm proud of my measley, yet satisfying 2 points! LMAO.

Then, my parents came to pick me up and joe and his friend watched houston vs. la.
I got tired, went up to my room to watch HIMYM and that was pretty much my day =)

in class

2009-05-06T08:00:00.000-07:00

I'm in English "researching" mythology.
BOOOOOO
Just came back from the church and it was very nice.
The weather outside is UNREAAALL <3

Spring

2009-05-02T08:17:00.000-07:00

bona drag
urban renewal

Ray Ban

it's like losing a loved one.

2009-04-30T12:21:00.000-07:00

So I'm crying my balls off right now because someone jacked my phone yesterday.
I know it's my fault for being irresponsible but what did I do to deserve this?
It doesn't feel real and the fact that I'm crying over a "thing" makes me even more stupid.
I've begged for that phone and it was the only thing I wanted for my birthday.
My razr went missing before so my parents were iffy about getting me it and they didn't until my birthday.

I don't mind if they would ever cancel it themselves but the fact that someone jacked my phone makes me feel horrible and disgusting because my parents are probably so fed up.
I finally told them today and they just shouted and my mom found out on the phone but she went buck....
She wants to call the school and report it to the police or something but honestly they'll just be stricter on PEDs because I'm the irresponsible one.
I would never suspect anything to go fucking behind me and get my phone but I guess you can't trust any one and I just don't wanna talk to anyone anymore.

People need to stop bitching and pointing out that i shouldn do this because ONT U THINK I KNOW ALREADY liek i just wanna shoot myself in the face and be reunited with my blackberry.

I miss it so much.
It was my most favourite gift ever.
I like it more than my macbook.
I would write my thoughts in the memo and never feel lonely.
fuck this

Weekend Warriors.

2009-04-26T14:37:00.000-07:00

I haven't updated in almost a week, and rightfully so because the weather has been fuckin fantastic.
Anyways, blog is public yet again because I feel like it and am too lazy adding ppl's emails because I don't know em =(

Anyways, did I tell you guys? My sister is ~~enraged~~ engaged! She will be getting married in Hawaii next year and I can't wait!!! I've been so much in the chill, "sand-in-toes" spirit that I'm begging for Ukulele lessons and, of course, a Ukulele!

Friday I had so much FUN
L-R: honeydew milk green tea, me
lychee green tea, Miarka
green apple green tea, Eleisha
Strawberry green tea with pineapple jelly, Danny
<3 <3
Then we played big 2 and president, and PIG while finishing our drinks at tea shop 168.
After that, we went to my house to watch Nick and Norahs (which we hadn't finished), Russell Peters, and HIMYM, andddddd of course, rock the fuck out to rock band =P

Saturday, went to Shergay with my best friend, MISS PRISS AHAHAHAHAH.
We bussed there and OMG such a mission! But the weather was heaven on Earth!
We wore SHORTS sans jackets! That's how amazinnggg the weather was.
Until.... later.... At American Apparel they told us that the weather was horrible.
And of course, it was!
Mon's parents came to the rescue and when her dad brought us to the car with his umbrella, it frikkin SNAPPED LIKE A TWIG. SO CRAZY!
Got home, did my sister's hair, and got ready for tremends in my new outfit.
Tremends was gooood!
Then we went to Leeny's and I saw joey Jojo junior shabadoooooo and his friends Joseph and Tristan, watched ball, and stuff. We didnt even talk half the time and I didn't even get to say bye to him coz he was missing in action. but whaateves, "IT'S A HAIRFLIP"!

I'm starting brand new =)

eye of the tiger

2009-04-20T19:40:00.000-07:00

Tempted to make this.
Unless you wanna fork out some bones for me?
Should I invest in becoming a bully? I'm seriously considering making those huge robots nerds control from the inside of to satisfy my retail needs.

....AAAAAANYWAYS.
HAPPY 420.
FUCK TREES, I CLIMB BUOYS MOTHAFUCKAAA.

extra! extra! read all about it.

2009-04-04T10:04:00.001-07:00

New layout!
Didn't take too long, so I kind of slacked off and kept kinda the same coding. Hehe.
I was in a spring time mood, if you hadn't noticed.

Inspired, of course, by this little number here:
ROBIN CAMERON x WILFRED can be found at ARITZIA

Hope you enjoy!
Oh! and I'm back on Twitta!
Double-Oh! I had to restart my counter! BOO :( What's the point, now?
xx.

you're a slave to money then you die

2009-04-01T14:11:00.000-07:00

music: fuck you - lily allen
mood: ...

THE SECOND ONE IS THE DREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!
This motivates me so much to find a job. Even if it means... McDonalds (haha okay I actually wouldn't mind that 50% off card. My stomach, however, would have second thoughts, haw haw.)

I love you, man

2009-03-20T19:53:00.000-07:00

music: a movie script ending - dcfc
mood: grateful, accomplished

Earlier today at around 2:30 I went to the Drivers Licence Fucking me Over and Under Examniation Centre or some shit like that and stayed in the line for a bout 15 mins...... THEN I SEE REEMA =D AND SHE THEN INFORMS ME THAT SHE HAS BEEN THERE SINCE 11:30!!! Mind you this was 2:30, FUCKING 3 HEURES?!!? And she hadn't even been called yet (although she was next) so me and my dad just decided BUNN THIS and I'm taking my test tmrw morning.... I'm also boarding tmrw and Sunday at Glen Eden says pop pop... Hopefully it pulls through, because this week was full of fucking FLOP and I'M SO MAD BECAUS ITS MARCH BREAK. FUUUCK =)!

=)

Today I saw "I Love You, Man" (is that Y supposed to be capitalized???) featuring Paul Rudd and Jason Segel. Totes McGotes pickin up some ebonics quicktimes from that movie, LOL.
Such a darling film! Paul Rudd's such a lovable character, and you can't help but want to run up to the movie screen and give him a hug when he brings in the root bear floats with the stick-o straws =*) Great film and good laughs with good people! His character makes you realize how lucky you are to have friends that love you unconditional and hard to find.... /endsappypreciousmoments,lol/

Afffta, we hit up McDeezy (we initially were down for Dennys but that was flop tangz)
OF COURSE we feasted our eyes on the 20 nugget dealio and OF COURSE were sucked in by curiosity to the MAC SNACK WRAP *barf*..... LMAO SERIOUSLY THO HOW DO THEY COME UP WITH THESE THINGS?!?!?!?! :'(
K it wasn't that bad BUT I DIDN'T ENJOY IT. It was fun making Janvir the bitch since we basically snuck the cheap bastard in..... but he should have gotten those refills!

OPEN LETTER:
dear friends (or should I say betraying bastard sons of hitches),
I know you will never forgive me for that bad decision... i'm just gonna say it: the PURCHASE OF A TNA FITTED. I think I jsut got sucked into the hype that my closest friends (them being guys) all had cool colorful head gear and I was stuck with just... hair... and :'( sorry I don't mean to be crying but.... the fact that it was from Aritzia (liek i said, you bitches.... GOOD MARKETING TEAM) just finalized it for me. BUT PLEASE FOR THE SAKE OF MY SANITY AND EMBARASSMENT LET IT GO AND LET ME LIVE WITHOUT THE SHAME OF WASTING MY ALMOST 50 BUCKS WORTH ON SOMETHING SO UTTERLY HORRENDOUS. I know better to not buy something for the sake of it's popularity and brand... lulz, but are we not all guilty of it? (COUGH UGGS...) I LEGIT HATE YOU GUYS FOR THE CRUDE HUMOUR FOR THE SCRUTINIZING 5 MINUTES OF MY LIFE.... :***(
~**~grade 8 memoriez??*~*~ @ mcdonalds

4 words to sum up the night:
good friends, good ~~food.~~nuggets
All you need in life?

extra extra, read all about it

day
and night.

puttin on aritz

2009-03-19T20:21:00.000-07:00

As much as I try to hate Aritzia for not hiring me (:P)
go check out their website! It got a makeover.
And as much as we try to hate Aritzia for being so mainstream..... How can you walk by THIS AMAZING store front and NOT be amazed?
The theme is exactly the kind of stuff I adore.... Aurora borealis, Pink Floyd's dark side of the moon, floral print, high quality material and fashion!

The website also showcases some cool stuff... like music, videos of their lines, and other stuff along that shiatsu. But of course, art!.... Aritzia is creditted with awesome collabos and artist discoveries if you haven't already picked up form their tags, shopping bags, business and gift cards. Myself having a twitter background from ROCAMM.COM, robin cameron, whom I discovered from their wilfred collab.

Mayjah props to the marketing/design team. Even the Aritzia tape looks sweet, ahah.

Digging thru the website (which is functional and easy to navigate) posted THIS, which I know you kids will all enjoy.
It's daria! way before "she got famous" or something :P

Even the TNA website got updated. *hiiint hint, wilfred*
And while looking through the submission series (my fave part when viewing the website)
I noticed a familar piece! from CARM! :D If I'm not mistaken, this was done wayyy back when we were all into livejournal & she went by "englishroses" or "lovecarm" or something, aha.

Here is Taylor Warren (I discovered her from ally's blog... VISIT THERE NOW!!!!!) and her own cool style
and Aritzia's take :P!

I love that outfit!!! But it's still a bit too chilly still.
If there is one with I could make, it's to own a mackage trench right now LOL. NEEDING a light coat atm.
Or any item form wilfred's new collection (FLORAL DRESS*, floral bustier, silk/taffetta skirt, lilac pocket tank, thunderbolt tank dress, jean jacket 8))... which surprisingly hasn't arrived in Square One. They gots ta pick up their game ASAP so I can admire them from afar! :P

it was so condescending...

2009-03-19T08:21:00.000-07:00

music: photobooth - death cab for cutie
mood: pissed but calm

I hate when my dreams confuse me and throw me off. But even more, I hate when I get fucked over time and time again in real life.

I don't know if I talk a lot about guys in this thing, but lately there isn't anyone to talk to. Call me a loner or something, but March Break makes me depressed coz all I really do is watch tv and eat cereal and stalk random celebs on twitter. SO yeaaa I'm just gonna spill the beans

There's someone who makes me feel soooooo happy and flustered but always seems to haunt my heart.

an open letter, I know you'll never read it, or get it, and if you do (which i hope u dont) please never talk to me ever again lol.... :(

Dear You:
You have done nothing wrong. So don't ever feel like you have. It's just that I have really no idea why I fell/fall/down for you because I barely know you and I hate it because I just want to move on. But you're just there. I have to keep reminding myself that it's clear you're not interested and you're just not into me. So I keep giving up because I come to my senses but by some failure of God I try to pry myself into your heart again and again. & I just embarass myself in the process. The worst thing about it is i don't want anyone else and I don't even know you that well. So really, how the fuck is this possible? Why am I making such a big deal out of u? I should know better to give my heart to someone who doesnt care. You won't/dont/will never know how I feel or UNDERSTAND it so whats the friggin point in trying to prove to u that I'll be there for u? I wish I knew how you felt so I could atleast hide from you or know to keep trying because part of this whole struggle is because I have never felt so obnoxiously smitten that I want to see and talk and be with you but I'm too scared that I'm being too forward that I actually will distance myself so far away. Everyone says we all love the chase so girls should know better to chase guys.... who are just running away. But I hate the chase. and I hate complicatedness. So in essence, I hate the way I feel right now.

Dear Friends:
Is something *legit* messed with me? Have I finally reached the ladder from "pretty chill girl" to "desperate ho" status?
I think I'm just not in my usual self's happy mood these days.

TRIP TO BLUE MOUNTAIN

2009-03-15T17:42:00.000-07:00

On Saturday/Sunday I went to blue mountain and stayed at the everso cozy weider lodge overlooking the telus triple challenge competition.. such an awesome view!!
On the way there to get gas, I saw this...... haha this is taken right outside St. Marcellinus Secondary School!
view from behind the glass door of our balcony right when I arrived
my dad learning how to ski!
my mom learning how to ski!
my nephew learning how to ski! :*)
parents getting their lesson
jace getting his lesson
after his lesson was over, his parents pia and joe let him slide down
pia and joe "pro"boarders...... look at their nice pricey gear! :@ makes me so jealous :(
pia on the ground (where she belongs)
pia trying to look cool but failing obviously
ass shots of me
me looking like a bucktoofed dork on the practice hill (lol that magic carpet is pretty bomb)

taken with my phone.....I got home to this: dj spinning some top 40 music mixes and a coors light telus triple challenge jump contest or something, wherein they danced, handed out giant cheques and sprayed each other with soem sort of alcoholic beverage at night. SIGH... Gotta love Canadian drunkies!

random thoughts:

i wanna live the CANADIAN dream... you know... buy a dirt bike, a cottage, go snowboarding and skiing at tremblant and whistler, go to bc for... YOU KNOW! (haha uhmm..), drink candians, have tim horton mugs with a cashier lady saying "the usual?" when i arrive, appreciate hockey, develop an accent, eat maple candy, say the word "stoked".......fuck the american dream!
I just bought a snow board and bindings....... still on the lookout for boots but I really like the tokidoki x ride ones... too bad its not within the price range, nor is it burton (brand of my bindings) which is preferrable... :S pics up later, k!
might go to glen eden with danny for snowboarding tomorrow. hopefully tim and janvie and mon pull thru, but its whatever coz i just really wanna go and test out m'board!!!

love in this club

2009-03-14T05:43:00.000-07:00

i'm going to blue mountain to snowboard today!
later hoes.

tongue compliments glitter...

2009-03-13T21:19:00.001-07:00

puttin on the glitz

kiss and MAKE UP

2009-03-11T15:37:00.000-07:00

Today was Civvies and I wore the tunic I got from UO a while back with kodiak socks, 90den tights, and black aa tank top, and black wilfred high waisted skirt underneath. Make up was minimal... I am currently obsessed with my new Dr. Feelgood mattifying balm form Sephora. Sooooo velvety like velveta... =)

Some stuff I want to complete my "having a good day" everyday day make up look:

bronzer.... hopefully a good newwww MAC MSF one
mac l/s or l/g in scanty/creme sheen partial to pink/ underage*
softlips... any... mayjah dehydration gwanin bout my lips section
a good concealer! :@ :@... DO NOT try physician's formula concealer... THERES A REASON IT WAS ON SALE FOR BEING DISCONTINUED! IT WRINKLES UP UR SKIN LIKE FUCKING BALL SAX..... SO CHEESED.
MUFE primer in all colors :D :D lol
white eye liner *for those bright and wide eyed inner corner tricks!*

to do:

macbeth presentation signs (gossip girl report and technical difficulties sign)
make a playlist with music to accompany news report
art "eyes" assignment (fuqq dat shat)
math homework (UGGGHHH I HATE RATIONAL EQUATIONS OR WHATEVER THE FUCKIN BUNB WE'RE DOING =@)
my art painting.... due friday.. which i dont want to go to... and im not even halff way done
cry in a ball and clean my room
charge weezy F BB
sigh... get a job.... :(
dare i say it... hair... cut :S

other things i want on my mind

silicone case for weezy f BB
unmentionables ;)
im not gonna be redundant but shit from aritzia
les miserables
aa triblend raglan
black thigh highs for str8 louuungin

Phyllis of the Future

2009-03-11T15:27:00.000-07:00

Make up for life is such a useful website! Today I've been procrastinating and just looking at her archives. She states she initially started MUFL in hopes of sharing a "global perspective on beauty" and often tries to imitate styles form around the world! Other than the fact that she's gorgeous and talented, and useful, she works as an accountant by day... I guess you can say, she is to me as aubrey (fafinette) is to Regine. LOL.

Im excited to "execute" some of her FOTDs and routines and tips she suggests. Since she is Asian, she feels my pain of having shallow eye depth and therefore an eternal struggle when trying to accomplish the smokey eye look without looking too emo gawthhhy LA, among other asian related make-up tips! =) Buttttt... like I earlier (or she earlier) stated, she experiments with looks all around the world, mostly from the fashion world and looks on the runway, however.

ANYWHOOO..
Please visit that website! It's so great =)

I WANNTT

2009-03-09T17:22:00.000-07:00

it's a 'backpack"
I LOOOOVEEE!!
I NEEED
=*)
studs are soooo hot

"xoxo, ally"

2009-03-08T05:57:00.001-07:00

Ally, I hope you don't mind me plugging ur site over here where probably only tween girls/my schoolmates read, but if there are any other readers out, I strongly recommend/urge/force you to visit this up and coming blogger... Allison Asis, or as she likes to end her posts,"ally".
Hit up this great fashion blog if you haven't already, it's called chic fantasies!
Follow her, ASAP.
Next big thing :)

hands down, i'm too proud for love. but with eyes shut, it's you i'm thinking of.

2009-03-08T05:29:00.000-07:00

Friday I had my math test on exponential functions and I'm pretty sure I FAILED IT!!! I came in late coz the BUS CAME IN LATE 20 FUCKING MINUTES AND I WAS ALREADY FUCKING PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I skipped a few because I didn't have time!!!!

But anyways, I went downtown with Rosario in the pouring rain.
Ate our ush, McDonalds! =)
Afterwards we went to Aritzia to get her adi track jacket and it's safe to say we fell in love with everything wilfred spring!!!!!

A collective list of what I really really want/like

business type shorts (! so cute...)
wilfred tank printed like this, but more mint greeny but as sleeveless tank, though.
How great it would be in a pocket tank...

mint green sleeveless top
floral tiered skirt... moreso rosario teritory :P
a tan...../bronzer lmaoooo
talula blazer! =****)
aa side split leggings
melange orchid skirt or forest green

I think I'm going to save up for the shorts and perhaps the long tank?
I'll probably have the funds once the weather gets better, because the upcoming week looks like crap.

ANYPOO, all I got was this mascara. RESULTS MAY VARY. I layered it on top of my victoria's secret "very sexy' sample tube (i ran out of mascara :P so i've been living on sample sizes) and i got no results, probably because it was so dry.
BUT when I tried it at home over again, it curled REALLY well!!!! :) It kind of clumped though, perhaps because I was pumping it so much, without realizing how that makes bubbles (says my sister)

The bottle is just hilarious, so go get it.
I wish the wand was bigger. I loveeee huge bristles (ie. BADgal, COLLOSAL)
I was deciding on weather to splurge on bE's BUXOM or Sexy Curves?!?!?! Someone better do a side by side review!!!! Sexy Curves was on sale for 5.99 at shoppers! So mean to be =*)

Afterwards, I watched American History X and Kill Bill vol. 1 between commercials but I fell asleep........ I always fall asleep before 10 now and correct me if I'm wrong, it's daylight savings time or something?
I'm confused.
and hungry.
but more hungry.

random

2009-03-01T06:05:00.000-08:00

random for the day:

i want these booooooootsss

open letter:
BUY ME MARTIN MARGIELAS AND A MACKAGE TRENCH COAT THIS SPRING.

dresses and playdium

2009-02-28T20:59:00.000-08:00

czarah was asking me for prom dress advice (how i felt about RUFFLES) and i brought up taylor momsen's gossip girl premier dress.

the belt and SHOES are annoying me but i love the cut of the top...
this then leaded me to search about a dress i saw at marlas of a similar design and to my surprise, the results came up so easily!
then i found this..

the material of the tulle and the sequins annoy me coz they look super tacky but HOLY... i love this dress... it's so perfect! if only i had a prom to go to, hehe.
if i could, i'd have this in a lilac or cream, but a darker bluepink would be cute as well!!
it's "so me" ahah...

isn't it weird how people never wear floor length dresses to proms anymore?

---
Yesterday I almost killed myself (k not rlly but)
OMGGGG I was sooooooooooo fucking depressed/hopeless....
While giving my dog food, he wouldn't scoot and I kept my phone in my uniform sleeve thinking it would stay like all times but it FELL OUT and by AMAZING CHANCE, landed in Angel's water bowl =******( i took out the battery and dried it with a cloth but it didnt do shit so i researched and researched and put it in a box of rice and kept trying and checking on it (which ur not supposed to do) so i kept touch the damn thing and fell asleep watching role models. in the morning, i blow dried it and it worked! =*******) but i am still sad because it takes fuckin 00 years to turn on and th trackball doesnt respond to normal clicks, u have to really press it hard.... ugh!!!! and im convinced the sound is flawed, btu its better than nothing, right? i'm just really cheesed that its a BRAND NEW PHONE and if my parents had found out, they wouldve literally hit me with a brick or angel or something. I just lost my razr last summer and they were strongly against me getting such an expensive phone but obviously i insisted since it was my 16~*~* and all so i guess i should be thankful....... ughh why does this kind of shit happen to me though? everything is purely an accident and IM ACTUALLY PRETTY SURE someone in my summer school stole my razr........ he stole my classmates ipod touch for suure. he "lost it" in school and then i saw shezans minifeed him selling it with like no cords and shit, haha...
ohh man..... thank god He pulled thru for me!!!!!!! I was literally down on my knees, bowing to my knees and crying a bit lol.

Today we celebrated Kevin's bday (which technically doesn't exist because his bday is Feb 29) at Tremendous. Got there and the food was cold, lol.....
Then went to Kevin's for a while n after that we went to playdium to play with our 2 2-hour unlimited play cards!
So fun!! =)
we played batting cages a few times, basketball, timecrises, table hockey, "carnEVIL" lmao!!, the bubble game, the co-op driving game, and fuckin DDR lmaooo.. I hate that shiatsu, and it hates me. "Do you even have legs?" - Russel Peters. Eww and someone was barefoot playing ddr :| :| :|
Playdium's so fuckin packed so we had to LINGER behind a few ppl while they played their stupid never ending games. For instancce, this indian kid and some random.. the random left coz I was lingering and I expected the indian kid to scram as well but he didnt... it was cute tho aha... so the gun was like 999 degrees and throughout the game the little kid just kept guiding me like such a pro! ahaha made my day.

just lovely...

2009-02-28T20:11:00.000-08:00

beautiful dresses:

OMGGGGG BEAUTIFULL!!!!
I loove this... *sigh*

sooooo hot

in the style of MIA?
i looove these, so cute!
marc jacob look a likes?
i looove the back of this!!!
shoes:

bracelets:

eyewear:

bags:

tops:

bottoms up:

beauties!

oooh la la, i really want this!

wishlist

2009-02-25T20:30:00.000-08:00

To BUY/DIY:

tie-dye leggings from aa preferrable
NICE bright acid wash jeans (the ones from UO are 62.... need!!!)
unisex flex fleece aa sweater(not the fucken hoody) in mauve or forest
brown wilfred marble wash highwaisted skirt
tan tafetta/silk wilfred bubble skirt
lilac, tan, white wilfred pocket tank
blue pinstriped talula collared shirt
*side slit leggings from aa preferrably
aa triblend raglan
floral wilfred ASAP
*wilfred embellised tank in mauve and CREAM!!
**some nice ankle boots
black leather jacket
*"true romance" shirt from h&m

Did i tell you guys my cousin from NY took my brown hooded leather jacket? I miss it very much... =(
I'm super sad that it hasn't arrived yet, her brother said he'd send it over but who knows how long that should take.
The weather is clearing up really nicely and this girl already has a black one.. It's not fair!

It sounds so shallow but right now I feel only things ca satisfy me. It sounds stupid but I'm so disappointed and unhappy Aritzia hasn't called. I wasn't expecting the job but omg the levels of happiness I would be in... I can't even go in the store anymore! Sigh... I'm suuuuper bummed but I shouldn't be.

Lately I've been feeling so isolated.
I'm getting so irritated with the outside world, althoug, at no one in particular. I still try to maintain a positive outlook but it's been... difficult.
I'm trying to find out why. But actually, I know why. And I blame myself. Why is it that I still think about YOU. The fact that I practically threw myself at you but you weren't the slightest bit interested? You didn't understand how I felt for you, so I don't blame you, but why did I waste my time =( Why was I so attatched to you, I barely knew you. Sometimes I wonder if it's just cause I wanted someone to hold and hug and take care of and who will do the same for me. I think that pretty much sums up why I so badly need a snuggie, lol. I'm terribly sorry for being shy and trying to make you love the chase, but I don't know what to do with guys like you. I don't know what to do with guys in general. I can't always get what I want, I know. But why is it that I just never do?.....

This whole week I've been napping after school, so that's good. It surprises me how fast this week has gone by, and I love it. Tomorrow is Friday!

Ally, I can so deeply related with your rant on not going out.
Sometimes it's by choice, and for that I am grateful because I'd be even more depressed if it wasn't. I so deeply miss my friends. All of them.

Please keep in touch.
I love you!

2009-02-24T15:48:00.001-08:00

fuck facebook for 40 days starting tomorrow.

weeeeeezy f baby.

2009-02-23T14:36:00.000-08:00

omgomgogmg my heart is beating fasta over this job.
pray for me guys =)

hopefully all will go well, regardless of the CRAZY MISTAKES i made!! hahaha. i'm so baaad at interviews. i guess u have to SELL urself to them before u sell stuff to others, right?
anyways.....gonna play rock band with joe.

bye guys.. school hiatus.

hellophatee

2009-02-22T07:00:00.000-08:00

music: little bit (ft. lykke li) - drake
mood: cannoot sleep

I have a kanye twittaaaaa finalement.
~~I have to call Aritzia today to schedule my interview.~~ interview at 3;00 tomorrow! WHAT TO WEAR!
I'm finally up to speed with the technology world... with a blackberry 8900, call me ;) send me your numbers bbs....have a BB? PIN MEEE... 6969696sexylovebyneyo69.. srsly tho, if you do, just ask ahah.
k i totally gave in and now I'm watching those stupid ass asian dramas........ :(
my nephew just brought all his toys in my room.... (ie. 2 fake pliers, geometric shapes, a dare devil stunt track, what looks like an oldsmobile yet i cannot fully decipher)
jace was wrecking my artist pens and when i took them from him he stormed out and looked like he was about to cry....
friday ms. mcbride chose people from her art classes to touch up the school banners in civvies so we could paint and get really down and dirty (lolll) and jenny hoang was there!! so we worked together on the ugliest banner ever and made it... uhmm... even worse, then even betterr ahhaha.... i love the mezzanine!
had 3C lunch that day and on fourth period we played in the mezzanine rolling in the staff room chairs HAHAHA :) :)
lmao seriously, i hate the radio.... FOR THE NIGHTS I CANT REMEMBER - HEDLY (aka every white girl album name on FB) came on and OF COURSE people shout "I LOOOVE THIS SONG!".. definition of a woo girl, holla.
ohoh OHHH and a buttrock song.. nickleback or something came one and one of them RUNS to the radio as I'm about to change it, and turns the volume up.... :(
watched CSI miami the whole night (yeah sooooo LIVE) making jokes about horatio with my dad... i never knew people actually referred to him as H... the darkskinned runs in and is like "H"!!!!!! LMAOOOO DA FUQQ
IN LIKE 3 DAYS I USED UP 80% OF MY BLACKBERRY'S DATA PLAN AHHAHA =*(... i think i accidentally had the rogers on coz i was using it at home thinking the whole time it was wifi (which i named THUGLIFE...) so my sister called rogers and change my data plan to 500mb, its all gravy gravy graavy

I want to go downtown now, fuqqqqq

2009-02-21T08:33:00.001-08:00

i lost fuckin 20 dollars fuck me.

ME AGAINST THE WORLD

2009-02-15T22:43:00.000-08:00

Rin on the Rox's rendition of Us Against the World - Christina Milian is amazing!
I looooove them! They never cease to amaze me.... even ROX HAHAHAHA... no matter how critical I am about her face in If I were a Boy. They are beautiiiful and SUPER talented but sometimes I wonder if they'd still get all this great reception from fans if they were bust in the face.
I wish people could stop commenting like "I LOVE RIN.. not Rox tho" or shit.. myself included lmao. Because, really, what is rin without rox? I can't imagine them not as friends! haha...
I cannn't get over their matching outfits! ME AND MONZEE TBH...
MON ON THE PATZ BETTA WATCH OUT... haha.
"rin on the rowx"

Anyyways.. I woke up at 11 from an amazing nap and can't go to sweeeep so I'm listening to all Rin on the Rox's songs, hehe.......

6812

2009-02-15T10:07:00.001-08:00

chanel prefall 2009
i actually used some pics form the show for a religion magazine project where we had to incorporate themes from the textbook and i chose culture. I might post it up later... I wrote about russian fashion and kokoshniks haha. although what i really want to surround myself is SUN... and these are rather old... i just love to review this.
one of my favesthis too...

how great are those tights?

damn...

a lovely dress belonging to christian lacroix prefall 2009...

alexander wang fall 2009.. the one thing really LOVED were the cut out legs hehe...

alexander wang prefall 2009 (so cute)

chloe prefall 2009... <3

barbie 50th anniversary...
my fave
k wait.. no this!

something my sister would like...

gg

take it to the streets:
lookbook faves of the day go as follows...

pix post

2009-02-14T12:04:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentines Day, loves...
Don't get it twisted.. These were from me and my dad to my mom! HAHA But I had some delicious chocolates for me self and they're amazzzin'!

----
pictures...
A page from a long ass note <3 style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 500px; height: 375px;" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3419/3278899869_ae092ac14e.jpg?v=0" alt="" border="0">a little exerpt... haha

mean muggin!

for our PURIKURAS to be in =*)

what's in here...

my HK x MAC brush set from pia! =)

a buncha shieet in thurr... dirty brushes DUN WATCH DAT LMAO

black and red never looked so good =)

i love gift cards from sephora coz you get this cool little compact everytime! isn't it lovely?

blurred amount ahah.. my NIKKIBABY gave this to me so i could pee my pants in there

she joins the bedhound gang :)
middle one from miarka!!! she made it herself =*) it's BEYOND AMAZING.... i'm fuckin LILO bitches, ahaha

=***) my new friend

yup! caro's a softy! =)))) blurred bitches haha.

AWEESSOMEEEE! <3 style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 500px; height: 375px;" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3453/3279731504_d34fa5e7e9.jpg?v=0" alt="" border="0">daaayum

thanks ladies! +diandra ahaha

My birthday at Red Lobsta:ready to order my special NON-SEAFOOD meal at a strictly seafood place... =) the USh!

my darling nephew playing and destroying my brushes and me subconciously being worried about the damage

of course the NECESSARY red lobsters fit.

FRIDAY:
skipped school friday to go to this "LIVE ASS" event ahhaha.. but it was quite the contrary.

FRINIGHT:
(the better pics are obviously from mon's flickr which I stole TEHE)
me and my boys =*)... excuse the crustiness of my face :(

meet me in t.o.?

janvieeee!

uhm me and abodigital scally

frickin scratching his nippies..

believe it or not, this was pure struggles

brothers espinoza =***)!

CAROS KISSING PICTURE LMAO

finally =*)
import fest LMAO

lazy mothatrucker

creepy pervy trucker

road rage

slutty trucker
about to crash.............

SWEEET 16 <3

2009-02-13T23:41:00.000-08:00

music: CUHM - Usher
mood: grateful =*****)

I skipped schoooo' today! Went to Yorkdale seeking ~~amy~~hello kitty man but he wasn't THUR that fucker! LOL SO MUCH CUUTE NEW SPRING STUFF AT ARITZIA!!!!!!!!!

IN OTHER NEWS, THO.........
I LOVE MY LOVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HAD SUCH A GREAT BIRTHDAY AND I AM BLESSED TO HAVE SUCH AMAZING FRIENDS WHO ALWWWAAYS PULLL THROUGH FOR ME!!!

Only 2 people missed out, that being Anna Kim and Tina Tran.. oh and Caros friend.
Anna was just MIA and as for Tinaaa... she was on lockdown bahaha.

Thank you to EVERYONE who came out last night. I don't know where I would be without all of you, for real!!! You all make up a large part of my heart. Sorry to the "OF" table, I wish I had spent more time with you and... MONEEEELOVE, we didn't sit together?!?!? :(
But seriously, regardleesss, it was fastimazing =) I couldn't ask for more (actually...no.. I wished Eleisha could stay longer!)

I got to Demetres at 9:10, ten minutes late coz I was curling my hair (tehe :)))) to see my LOVE Eleishaaaaa (sorry u had to wait, mlove) and we waited til 9:30 for everyone to come and of course my homebodies Mon, Tim, and Dunny came first =*)
Afterwards, Janvir, then my womanizers came and theeeen Rusolette and theeeen coming in dead last was MIARKA LOL <3 style="font-weight: bold;">bonus.
SO YESSSTERDAY, my actual bday, I went to Red Lobster and watched Prunae2forever for the whole day... HAHAHAH. I really have no life.. SOMETIMES. SOOO YEAH It was windy as fuck but my lovely sister bought me a HELLO KITTY X MAC BRUSH SET =****) Which proves, the queen of mean does have a heart.... I love it (8) i love it (8)!
Peebz, ur great!... Sometimes.
As for my acutal bday, however, I was a bit disappointed about how BLAND my bday was (it was not quite 16 candles but not quite super sweet 16? :P)
+But thanks for the billion greets, FB! :P

BONUS X2!!!!
QUOTAGE:

"Not this angle!"
"Next - Too Close"
"I can't believe you went out with Phu Dang"
"Shirley Babess"
"No outside food"
"A little more left *adjusts camera*"

pps. Happy Valentines day, mloves. I'm always here for you.

spit hot fire like dylon on chappelle's skit

2009-02-11T20:19:00.000-08:00

nts:
EDM blush+foundation brush/buki?, ysl touche eclat, MUFE/DIOR/MAC/EDM foundation, diorskin shimmer star/too faced sun bunny, nars lip in striptease or greek holiday, buxom/dior mascara.....

eventually i'll have that as my collection btu for now it's all shoppers.
physicians formula concealer looks like the dior/ysl touch eclat but tends to make my sin look ashy.... :S idk.... i'm fine with coralista so orgasm isnt a priority (btu itll always be in my heart), i want bronzer in time for spring, and i love nude lips!!! running out of mascara and not sure if i should go for a higher end label...

decisions decisions.
dont think i'm gonna get any hello kitty x mac stuff after all!
seems like i dont need the stuff, i think what really happened is i got soooooo eluded into the hype. The excessive discontent with my natural face makes me sick. I'm a relatively happy person, so I really don't need everything....

tomorrow i'm just gonna buy my foundation and bronzer so we can end all this beauty madness.
I want my skin to ILLUMINATE, feel VELVETY, dewy, and sunkissed. I want flawless SPIDER LEG LASHES.... and lolita lips! SHAPELY brows and a softer jaw.
A girl can dream, yea? haha.

oh yeah, almost forgot to write... YO SUP BITCHES ITS MY BDAY TOMORROW.

PS.........never ending game of me chasing pavements! fuck love :)

livin' the live that of diamonds and guns

2009-02-10T18:33:00.000-08:00

your simple words just don't move me
you're minor, we major
you all up in the game and don't deserve to be a player
don't make me have to call your name out
your crew is featherweight
my gunshots'll make you levitate
- prodigy

sickkkk!
So damn lazy and PMSing these days.
I'm off my period tomorrow, yayyyyyyyyyy.
JUST THOUGHT I'D LET YOU KNOW, YKNOW... lmao.

when does you'll get over it begin?

2009-02-08T00:32:00.000-08:00

music: when can i see you again - babyface
mood: HAPPY

SO Today was a bit stressful......at first.

Woke up early to get ready to go to Buffalo, half way there, my sister realizes she forgot her PASSPURT. Destroyed the environment and gas money by driving back and forth for her stank ass (<3) but we eventually got to Buffalhoe so whatevs!
I got a white pocket tank from F21, my UO tunic, Too Faced glitter liner for 10 bucks (in contrast to the 36 CAD!!) for my sister and that's about it, but it's aiiight.
Picked up Micky DEEZED and went to the Bernardos house for Marks bday. It's also ANGEL'S bday today. I'm gonna take pics with that beast tmrw =*)
K so..... Watched a fight, watched the craptors game, played with the new dog , jada, jace, maia. Erixon and Danielle were there =D

Went home to discover some hooligans recorded a video on my FB wall and...................=*)
"Here comes the water works".....
I'm so blessed to have such uplifting, funny, cute friends. With friends like these.......IDK HOW TO END THIS BUT... UHM.. LOVE THEM TO DEAF............ Thanks so mucho mon and tim, it really made my YEAR. I owe u one back? true.

After that I visited Andrea's blog and URHSER'S CAN YOU HELP ME came on and I was like oh what the fuuuuuckery this is a JAM!!!!!! SO THAT STARTED IT ALLL... Coz I sends it to Monzee and we jam, and we have an USHER MARATHON, then a BMCKNIGHT MARATHON, JON B PRETTY GIRL JAM SESH, then a NEXT- TOO CLOSE SESH FOLLOWED BY CUPID, PONY, BBYFACE, what have you....... I love our jam sessions =*) So fucking hilarious and fun and stupid yet entertaining. Kind of terrible IRL, tho...... It's aight, it's aiight.

wtf.. time flies.
Gonna sleep now.
holler at ur girl.

In other news......
I give up. I am just chasing pavements......But I'm fine with that! =)

I wouldn't trade this feeling for anything in the world.

F+G questionaire stolen from IMDB

2009-02-06T19:45:00.000-08:00

this weeks FRI NIGHT consists of FREAKS AND GEEKS home alone for the night making cookies and chicken noodle soup. live tingz styllaz?

1)Who was you favorite character?
neal schwieber!!!

2)Who made the cutest couple?
nick and lindsay =*)

3)Who are you most likely to be friends with?
ken

4)What character did you hate?
kim kelly

5)Who would you date?
ken

6)If you could audition for the show,what character would you want to be?
kim kelly.......... you know, make out with james franco

7)If you could change 1 thing about the show,what would it be?
continuing the show

8)What's your favorite episode?
Still on episode 11... we'll find out soon

9)What's your least favorite episode?
^

10)Were there any storylines you wanted more of?
nick and his drumming career (so far)

i even keep your picture in my PASSPURT

2009-02-06T14:30:00.000-08:00

music: paris, tokyo - lupe the fiasco
mood: sleepy

This week has been thoroughly relaxing in terms of schoolwork. Although, I haven't been getting sleep as a result of watching too many make-up tutorials on youtube which I can't even afford to try out since I don't have any necessary tools or skills.. bahah....

It's a Friday today (obvi) and I'm doing DIDDLY SQUAT but I just wanna escape tonight because my mom is staying at Fallsview and my dad has work so..... party? I'm jk :( I'm probz the only person being HOME ALONE on this friday. Honestly... every lonely Friday/Saturday I wish I was in the crazy situations Macaulay Culkin would be in, but I'm that's obviously not happenening :P.
Anyways.... tomorrow I'm going shopping @ Buffalhoe. I plan on buying my long awaited, dearly beloved UO tunic and VS PINK floral dress as BDAY presents for myself. If they have the Remington beach wave curlers, that'd be great. But I need to control my spending habits. Lately I have been thinking frivolously because I'm just depressed. What I really should be doing is putting my boredom into productivity by picking up a book. I really don't read.....:|

I'm really ashamed about my report card..... Even tho I was like .2 percent away from a ninety average... yes POINT 2 LOL... I really expected more. Fucking science final was 84!!!! Fuqq dat shiet yo. But I guess I'm *~~proud of the rest..... if ur all so fuckin nosy like other peepz, here you go.. FEED OFF MY WEAKNESS

religion: 95, 93
math: 92, 90
science: 86, 84 :$
french: 92, 92

motherrrrheffer.

BTW guys, next week is my bday and valentiMes day =*)
I love Valentines day (despite never having a valentine lol)! It really does put me in such a lovely mood. I want to buy my valentines for my friends and make CANDY BAGS AND CUPCAKES AND COOKIES AND SHIT =*) Red heart shaped doilies and my favourite underwear (LOL) FUCK YOUR SHIT if you think Valentines day is a Hallmark holiday or whatever!... I'll smother u in hearts and you WILL love february 14!

I'm gonna go to lala land and count them sheep. and study for my JIWON

edit:
he's just not that into me

note to self

2009-02-05T15:07:00.000-08:00

wishlist............

DISCOVER CLINIQUE SET SKIN SYPE I/II (46) or atleast a giant tub of vaseline lmao
MAC MSF LIQUID foundation (34)
DIOR SKINFLASH RADIANCE BOOSTER PEN!!! (33) or YSL touche eclat.... or bobbi brown corrector... or mac studio stick concealer... i might just get this and the MSF liquid foundation myself because i'm in need of it. more so for the concealer coz my skins aiight.
uo tunic holy fuck!!!! I might just get this on my own
the drying winter weather to get the FUCK OUT MY FACE....
a phone? idk i miss my v3 but its so SHIT... idk tho it had good battery, easy texting... i fucking hate razrs tho so idk...... theres no other phone i want that im not allowed to have so might as well get a SHIET phone and deal with that coz we all know how obsolete phones can be
a VALENTINE 8)
mcdonalds or red lobster feast
VICTORIA SECRET FLOWER DRESS!!
heart sunglasses
remington beach wave rag rollers
my g1
FAT ON MY BONES
white and grey wilfred pocket tanks
aa boy briefs
cute lingerie :$
money so i can cake it again and be like "I GA MONEY LIKA MUHFUKKA"

sorry guys, another make-up post

2009-02-04T16:18:00.000-08:00

This is the closest thing to a HAUL I'm gonna be doing (damn you Regine!!!! Next time u go to a MAC warehouse whatever you're getting me that 187!!!)
I've been wanting this ever since I saw it on Senijehnsen's review and I have to say....... I didn't quite like the colour on me :( Mind you, I'm light skinned with golden undertones (according to bare minerals) making me more "yellow" if anything.... but I think this product would look great with a light bronzer. Which is DEFINETLY next alongside concealer and MAC MSF on my to buy list.
Shu curler stays true to the hype. I would have never believed my eyes would be this curly. I only applied 1 coat of my badGAL and it already looked great. I hope it lasts long because I heard they don't sell refill pads!!!

I was going to go for Orgasm... orignally, but I didn't feel like buying a brush so I just got Coralista. It's KIND OF close to Orgasm, not as pigmented and obviously more coral. Benefit is one of my favourite brands at Sephora because I like how their products are really made for the natural look.

YUP those were my purchases yesterday..... More to come hopefully when I get birthday presents. No word on the phone yet and I'm really sad I can't get a blackberry but it's okay I'll survive. I have no idea what I'm going to do... WATCH 16 CANDLES MAYBE... bahah.

Finally tried this shit........ According to the colour consultant I'd fit in with light but..TBH HAHAH I wish I was more tan!!! =*( I look zombie coloured TBH. It's a GREAT value once u consider the brushes and everything.. I guarantee in months or years, this product will disappear as a value, just as my benefit DREAM PACK did =*(.... SO go get this.... I want to but 75 seems steep right now and I'm moisturizing my skin on a regular basis now so my face is clearing up really well so I'm finding less and less reasons to spend so much on evening out my skin.
I think this would be such a good buy (unless ur allergic) because it IS healthy for you. I think I just like liquid foundation, though... I'm inspired to geth the bobbi brown foundation stick but its only at holt renfrew and I don't know how much these items cost but since its not even at sephora i'm just 1 cheesed muhfuk.

Oh and hb to my brosephs hOeRION and joey JOJO jr. shabadoo <3

edit: Seeing all of Aubrey's HK x MAC posts make me want to kill myself.. At first I was excited and didn't believe it, then I saw the weird childish packaging... and got a bit turned off and promised not to get anything, but now that I see her tutorial =O*** I want Hello Kitty eyes!!!!!! Luckily the collection gets out on my bday sooo..... *bats lashes*
YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO.....

chasing pavements

2009-02-04T16:05:00.000-08:00

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

SIN

2009-02-01T15:47:00.000-08:00

UDPP SIN!!! =)

It's supposed to come out sometime this week but if you're a beauty insider at Sephora, you can get it now.
I only have 42 points right now because I never have my card with me.... But if you get up to 100 you get a lot of cute ass samples.
You can also get other stuff on your birthday exclusive to beauty insiders!

I think Sephora is becoming my favourite store!!! =*)
Esp. since I just am dying over here having a fucking FACE crisis because of the winter giving me dryness... ITS SO RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!!! =***(
I envy people who are comfortable in their "own skin" without applying make-up.. just yknow, naturally beautiful people.
I don't even feel grateful for any compliments I recieve because it's like..... yeah that's not REALLY ME when I wake up in the morning.
Such a change eyeliner and mascara can make!
I try not to use foundation or bronzer but everytime I do, I just feel satisfied and UN-ugly.. do you know what I mean? BAHHHHHHH. Don't even get me started on my body =@ =P

EYE SEE SUNSET IN YOUR EYES

2009-02-01T10:47:00.000-08:00

music: I hate this part - PCD (shuttt up!)
mood: winter blues :(

For the past week they've been puffy MOFOS and I don't even cry. Like do you know what I mean? When you cry before you sleep and you wake up and they are soooo fucking puffy =|...Well imagine that but with like dry flaky skin around it =***( ew I hate myself.
They are really DRY and I have extreme puffage.... I actually liked my eyes before but since It's been occuring so often maybe it's just that my face is maturing starting with my eyes.

I want SPRING/SUMMER ALREADY! The peaches, neutrals, muted tones, drapey clothing, sandals, SUNKISSED GLOWS, shorts and cutoffs, waves, the fucking sun!!!!!!! I'm really loving the colour peach =****)

#1 - Beach Frontin'
Perfect beach waves!!!!!!
Lolita Sunglasses! A must have for me =( I can't believe I still don't have these bad boys
#2 - Fly effortlessly

DREAM DRESS =*********Dcuuute =*)

#3 - Badgal by night

#4 - Chilling around the neighbourhood on a lazy summer day LMAOO :$
(neccessary aa outfit :P)

I don't really LOVE glads... I like em, I have a pair but.... not CRAZY about them, you know? but there aren't a lot of sandals I liked online, so I'm just using them for now.

#5 - Stroll downtown

Sup Jesus sandals...

Which outfit is most akin to your style?
Well, if you couldn't tell form the TEARS in outfit #2, that is my favourite. Even if we don't share the same style, which is your favourite?

I think I made a previous post about BRAIDS and how I ADORE THEM! It's so hard for me to do them , though. Is it bad that I worship the LC/MK/nicole richie braid? (Monica would say yes) I wish I could do the fishtail braid but even the french braid is too complicated for me :|

That one is interesting. Obviously it wouldn't look good on me because I have ugly witchy black hair....... =*( Thats one thing I forgot will be different this summer. My nasty multi-coloured hair would not be as light as a ginger anymore!
It's alright, tho. VADGE could pull off (great odin's) raven hair, & so shall I :*)

(did ANYONE get teh anchorman joke....? :P)

we outta here, baby

2009-01-30T22:19:00.001-08:00

Plar 3 wasn't as live as anticipated. A number of things upsetted me.... but it's okay coz WE OUTTA HERE, BABY!
Monica lost her fucking phone/aka it probably got teefed. Why isn't this BIGGA TEXTING ME BACK!?!?! Using my damn mother's cell phone so if he sends another BJ related one.. uhmmmm............. fuck that ahhha.
Lol I love my girls but it' just not fair that they have the honour of being STAMPED by DUFFELZ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. FUCKERS. It's ATL tradition to.... sex Mama V.

hell hath no fury like a french canadian scorned

2009-01-29T18:45:00.000-08:00

GSP.... He's got legs for days, he's Canadian, he speaks french, he's the current UFC welterweight champion, he's humble, and lastly... sexxed.

Saturday he's going against BlowJob Penn (ha..ha.. original) again.. and he'll win again (hopefully)

Place your bets, kids.
fucking watermark...
he 2 fast (LMAO)
GSP and his legs for days.

Pia and Joe met BJ and GSP like 2 months ago at some conference, I believe. My sister loves him off. Ain't he cute? :)
I made my French speech about him last year in grade 9 and found this 1 particular fact quite interesting

he got bullied (people would steal his clothes....DAMN!) when he was young which encouraged him to learn self defense

Awwww!!! BABY!! :( haha.. you PERVERTS stop imagining him vulnerable and nekkid.

Tomorrow I start semester 2.
Schedule goes as follows
Period 1: Grade 11 U Math, Secko
Period 2: English, Riccardi
Period 3ac: Civics/careers, Neal/Wheeler
Period 3b: Lunch
Period 4: Art, McBride

To-Do:

Clean room!!!
Vacuum
Get the PAPES (for my binders :P!)
RELAX AND TAKE NOTES
find out how I'm getting home from PLAR

married to the mob

2009-01-27T20:11:00.000-08:00

most official bitch uffie............. HAHAHA I'm so awkward 8)

i look ten here

most official bitch

2009-01-27T19:40:00.001-08:00

music: it was a good day - ice cube
mood: invincible

I just got home an hour ago... Tried on my new purchases! Bottom line... Today was a good day, granted I am 300 broker. Too lazy to write what happened properly... but what a nice way to lift my spirits after exams and being grounded... which killed my mood FOR DAYS (litteraly) Lafferday saints....

mom was sick, so lola came over and made me noodles... Oh Joy =*)
was late to meet up on the 61 to squaresies (sorry) But BOY WAS IT BEAUTIFUL THAT AFTERNOON =*)
on the next bus I saw Ally and Cara!!!!!!! IT WAS A LOVE BUS!!! =*)
met up with the [real] love of my life..... Monzee!!!! Greeted by a plethora of fobs... made fun of them, and now I feel horrible hahaha... what if YOU were a fob... =(
real talks with my bbygurl <3
OMG the ticket guy at Islington station LEVITATED MY 5 DOLLAR BILL!! He was like "wanna see magic?" and I was like.... uhhh suuure.... AND HE LEVITATED THE FUCK OUT OF THAT SHIT I'M NOT EVEN LYING U!! NEEDING PIX ON THE NEXT TRIP!
On our way to F21.... WE GOT STOPPED BY THE GINGER FROM CTV NEWS AND THE SEXXED CAMERA MAN AND THEY FUCKING ASKED US WHAT THE GOVERMENT COULD DO TO IMPROVE THE ECONOMY... HAHAHAH HOW THE FUCK!!!!! :( We stumbled for a good 5 minutes and I just ended up saying buy Canadian.... Mon said lower taxes, hahahaha shiet like how do u expect us to have such great answers :(
Spent a while looking for a MESH BODY SUIT AT AA.... Then ventured to UO for my beloved TUNIC but i bounced on that 70$$$ purchase.. *sigh* way too much over my price range to buy so impulsively.. I promise that I must have it...... Bought Monica a boa dress and a cute wallet...
Aritzia had their bigger than boxing day sale... bumfuck... I got some [BLANK] bleached jeans for 88.... Biggest jean splurge for me, but definetly worth it. Fits good, nice wash... HAHAHAH MON'S DOCS ARE 59 AS OPPOSED TO ORIGINALLY 150!!!!
lavish & squalor... got my uffie x cobrasnake x married to the mob shirt... adore! Also we got fucking grammatically incorrect bracelets that look like our Jesus ones but they had like money signs and hearts and peace signs and "wealtm, freeadom, love..." spelt like that of course.. Though, my just says freeadom wrong.. Monee's wealth has a fucking M in it... bahahha. Talked to THEE CHILLEST guy who worked there about Russell Peters. LOVE....
went to aa because I'm a fucker and got the black flex fleece hoody... honestly thouuugh... warmth in life.
went to Chaptoorrrzzzzz looked at some shitty teen books and WAS SO TEMPTED TO BUY THE SECRET... should I?!?!?! AHHH HAHAH.
missed you :) (idk who)

TO BUY:

AFRIKANA SKIRT LOLZ
wilfred pocket tank... in white
eyelinorrr
benefit GEORGIA <3>
UO TUNIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH
remington beach wave hot rollers
pineapple express blu ray
peach aa v-neck
crest whitestrips duh ahahah

mommy's dead

2009-01-27T08:23:00.000-08:00

SUCH A NAUGHTY!!!

blazekin

2009-01-26T16:36:00.000-08:00

music: improvise - Kanye West
mood: SO RELIEVED!!!

My French exam was easy peasy!
Time to fucking celebrate because exams are over, yayyyyy!!! =*)

Holy MAMA today was FREEZING!!!! Like I literally almost froze my ~~nips~~ toes off... I went on the 10 home with the guys and miyorks, ashley, and fatima....... But the 61 wouldn't come for another fucking 24 minutes (we were going to tim's area)

Soooo yeah... we fucking WALKED... :(

The guys blazed with the bong Emily bought, Chilly, and some wooden one.... and left the window open the whole time and so I was engulfed by the blanket the whole time playing Guitar Hero and watching Family Channel....

Then Monee's friends came and we watched Choke... uhmm.. sexual much. But I want to finish it, chuck P's one of my dad's faves!.....Monee and her friends had their turn to blaze then we went back up so tim et al could blaze again.. Cara joined later! But yeah, earlier.... we had a jam session to A Whole New World and Chris Brown.... bahahahah! While Janvie and Jorwin (birthday boys tomorrow) got trapped in the closet (k not trapped but if u watch South Park, I'm sure you'd find that hilarious...) singing and Jorwin kept making beats on the door... Artemio got pissed because last time the door got abused, Danny made a hole in it so we tried to get them out using some axe and lighters but just ended up playing with it and Danny burned some of Timmy's hair...............(LMAO)
Watched food network until my momma picked me up and I had tacos today! Yum.. I haven't ate since yesterday.... 1 measely slice of pizza for dinner :(

I WOULD be watching Gossip Girl today if it wasn't a fucking replay.... But I doooo love this episode.
So bye bye, cuties :)

thug liiiiife

2009-01-24T23:34:00.000-08:00

OMG I keeeeeeeeeep watching Pineapple Express... I can't help it, my love is too good, TOO GOD.

Damn, I want a Daewoo, now................. bahaha.

Hmmm lets see...
Today I...

went to church and read a reading for sto. nino *Does gunshots hand sign*
fiesta'd (fob ways)
served coffee to a fafillion people
went to visit my grandmas cemetary
picked up cupcakes from "SWEE-RILZ" (how my mom pronounces swirls)
went to square one so my sister could get her aditrack and my cousin could get her tna pants
joe left us at square.. :( stranded near car buffs
came home and ate and stuff
partied some more....
kareoke'd bohemian rhapsody and carpenters, eminem, and some nirvana.............. BAHAHAH I WOULD :( tell me how they didnt have tell me where it hurts-mymp... i thought that mic was MAGICAL..... fobs!!! :@
watched affliction fight and some guy who got sacked SOOO bad
pineapple
skins

Every year my family hosts a Sto. Nino fiestatingdembout at St. Ambrose church where u can basically dance with ur lil Jesus guy and eat for free and attend mass or whatever.... But somehow every year someone manages to steal a sto. nino... who does that :( lol... it's lolable I guess, tho...

Today we had a little mini sweet 16 party for me and my cousin Cassie... even though my bday isnt for another like 2-3 weeks? I can't wait til I'M G1 CERTIFIED!!! Except I'll have to wait like what another 8-12 months to take the driving test :'(... Anywho uhmmm I loved what Tita Bess got me =************)

hello kitty steering wheel, keychain, lisence plate cover, and car decal (for my MUSTANG)
hk pencils and jewellery

I know Pia's reading this and getting pissed because she thinks the Mustang is only for her but I'm honestly not gonna be driving for a long time... So "hold your horses" TEE HEE I'M CLEVERRRRRRRRRRRRR..

Skins was sooo weirrrd. Effys a scally, but I loove her. The season premiere wasn't that great... however they DID manage to play some WU TANG!!!... Fred or whatever (sceney skater guy) pisses me off but so does the BJ tattoo guy......... UGH!!! I fuckin miss season 1 & 2! SID AND CASSIE :(!!!!

Speaking of BJs (hahaha) GSP x BJ PENN fight next week....ever since Joe's been working at that place at night we rarely spend weekend nights doing something fun... just BUMMING AROUND, so I doubt I'll be seeing that CUTIE GSP tear it up next wek...... hmmmmmmmmmmm........... I pray that GSP wins!

Why am I still up doing nothing but blogging, I do not know...

i push my seed in her bush for life.

2009-01-23T16:37:00.000-08:00

music: the seed (2.0) - the roots
mood: refreshed

bahhhhhhhhhh!

to-do:

study for G1
get TNA pants off Anners for Regine tmrw @ square
get a blackberry!!! sheeesh
study for french
go downtown for A CERTAIN SOMEONES LONG AWAITED CHRISTMAS PRESENT =*)

I finally know exactly what to get you bbygirl...!

2009-01-22T17:15:00.000-08:00

*parents are in kitchen, mom is unloading groceries*
dad: meron na tayo ang (something like that) H-O-T... D-O-Gs?
mom:.................
me (in other room): HOT DOGS!!!!

LMAO why the fuck did my dad spell that out, I do not know....

ANYWAYS Tomorrow I will post up the wonderufl presents LEENIBABY got me from FOBLANDS :) :) :) I loooove her.
Bs up Cs down! A lunch crew is no more.... :(

play crack the sky

2009-01-22T14:34:00.000-08:00

music: I Used to Love Him - Lauryn Hill
mood: indifferent

I love looking at pictures of the Northern Lights. They are so beautiful. Hopefully one day I may be able to see them in life.
Enjoi. :)

****YAWN****!!! exams are almost finished....

Science and French is all I have next!
Wish me luck, loves!

i be- on it all night, man, i be on it all day, str8 up, pimp, if u want me u can find me in the....

2009-01-20T13:47:00.000-08:00

music: Kryptonite (punk goes crunk cover)- Emanuel
mood: lazy (as usual)

Tell me how I fucking hate Ne-Yo and yet I'm downloading his album maintenant. That sly fucker.
Tell me how I hateeeeeeeeed when people used the phrase "tell me how" but tell me how I'm saying it.

I don't give a fuck at the fact that I'm not studying right now, not because I think I'm confident that I'm acing anything, but it's the exact opposite. I know I should be studying and I know at the end of the night I'll be stressing my ass off but I'm just not in the mood... sooooooooooooo..... ~~fuck u~~

I'm baffled at the fact that I went to school today. I usually never on these kinds of lazy days, and as usual none of my friends went so what the HELL was the point in going??? Oh yeah HOUSE ARREST. Still on those tips and it's making me so mad and I just wanna rebel or something.

I miss my friends......
I want to be "soooo stresssed" *wobbles head and hands* with monica cozying up in sweats in our hotspot... Second Cup! Czarah being our Gunther.... With cookie crumble cake and hot chocolate or some sort of "important" beverage like coffee or something. AVEC glasses and messy hair buns and our macs hand in hand books open yet completely not focused..... (THE DREAM!).......... Then lookbook it and watch our fame unfold on the front page.....k i lied about the lookbook part... hahaha we're so crazed. But one day WE MUST be on that page with a billion hypes <3

Of course I'm just sitting here scratching my ass because of these tights.... (TMI?)
secretly dying because of loneliness.

Russian nigths and Proenza pre-fall

2009-01-18T12:01:00.000-08:00

feu de russie, nuit de russie, et or de russie!

I want them ALL so much!!!!!!! I can't decide which one I want the most.
But I still want gold fiction...... Well anyways, fuck it goes I don't have 30x4 dollars to spend on nail polish.... let alone 30.

The green ensemble is my favourite, but look at that gold skirt. To die for.