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Patricia Estrellla.
born on [February 12] and I'm sweet[16]. I study at [St. Joseph] as a second year high school student! I LOOOVE clothes, shoes, food, music, hair and make-up (what girls don't?) so you will see a lot of that kind of content in my blog. If you know me well, you'd learn that I'm actually kind of nerdy, down to earth, real, and definetly NOT like anyone else.

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Friday, March 20, 2009 - 7:53 PM
I love you, man
Back to top, baby.
music: a movie script ending - dcfc
mood: grateful, accomplished

Earlier today at around 2:30 I went to the Drivers Licence Fucking me Over and Under Examniation Centre or some shit like that and stayed in the line for a bout 15 mins...... THEN I SEE REEMA =D AND SHE THEN INFORMS ME THAT SHE HAS BEEN THERE SINCE 11:30!!! Mind you this was 2:30, FUCKING 3 HEURES?!!? And she hadn't even been called yet (although she was next) so me and my dad just decided BUNN THIS and I'm taking my test tmrw morning.... I'm also boarding tmrw and Sunday at Glen Eden says pop pop... Hopefully it pulls through, because this week was full of fucking FLOP and I'M SO MAD BECAUS ITS MARCH BREAK. FUUUCK =)!


Today I saw "I Love You, Man" (is that Y supposed to be capitalized???) featuring Paul Rudd and Jason Segel. Totes McGotes pickin up some ebonics quicktimes from that movie, LOL.
Such a darling film! Paul Rudd's such a lovable character, and you can't help but want to run up to the movie screen and give him a hug when he brings in the root bear floats with the stick-o straws =*) Great film and good laughs with good people! His character makes you realize how lucky you are to have friends that love you unconditional and hard to find.... /endsappypreciousmoments,lol/

Afffta, we hit up McDeezy (we initially were down for Dennys but that was flop tangz)
OF COURSE we feasted our eyes on the 20 nugget dealio and OF COURSE were sucked in by curiosity to the MAC SNACK WRAP *barf*..... LMAO SERIOUSLY THO HOW DO THEY COME UP WITH THESE THINGS?!?!?!?! :'(
K it wasn't that bad BUT I DIDN'T ENJOY IT. It was fun making Janvir the bitch since we basically snuck the cheap bastard in..... but he should have gotten those refills!

dear friends (or should I say betraying bastard sons of hitches),
I know you will never forgive me for that bad decision... i'm just gonna say it: the PURCHASE OF A TNA FITTED. I think I jsut got sucked into the hype that my closest friends (them being guys) all had cool colorful head gear and I was stuck with just... hair... and :'( sorry I don't mean to be crying but.... the fact that it was from Aritzia (liek i said, you bitches.... GOOD MARKETING TEAM) just finalized it for me. BUT PLEASE FOR THE SAKE OF MY SANITY AND EMBARASSMENT LET IT GO AND LET ME LIVE WITHOUT THE SHAME OF WASTING MY ALMOST 50 BUCKS WORTH ON SOMETHING SO UTTERLY HORRENDOUS. I know better to not buy something for the sake of it's popularity and brand... lulz, but are we not all guilty of it? (COUGH UGGS...) I LEGIT HATE YOU GUYS FOR THE CRUDE HUMOUR FOR THE SCRUTINIZING 5 MINUTES OF MY LIFE.... :***(
~**~grade 8 memoriez??*~*~ @ mcdonalds

4 words to sum up the night:
good friends, good food.nuggets
All you need in life?

extra extra, read all about it

and night.

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Thursday, March 19, 2009 - 8:21 PM
puttin on aritz
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As much as I try to hate Aritzia for not hiring me (:P)
go check out their website! It got a makeover.
And as much as we try to hate Aritzia for being so mainstream..... How can you walk by THIS AMAZING store front and NOT be amazed?
The theme is exactly the kind of stuff I adore.... Aurora borealis, Pink Floyd's dark side of the moon, floral print, high quality material and fashion!

The website also showcases some cool stuff... like music, videos of their lines, and other stuff along that shiatsu. But of course, art!.... Aritzia is creditted with awesome collabos and artist discoveries if you haven't already picked up form their tags, shopping bags, business and gift cards. Myself having a twitter background from ROCAMM.COM, robin cameron, whom I discovered from their wilfred collab.

Mayjah props to the marketing/design team. Even the Aritzia tape looks sweet, ahah.

Digging thru the website (which is functional and easy to navigate) posted THIS, which I know you kids will all enjoy.
It's daria! way before "she got famous" or something :P

Even the TNA website got updated. *hiiint hint, wilfred*
And while looking through the submission series (my fave part when viewing the website)
I noticed a familar piece! from CARM! :D If I'm not mistaken, this was done wayyy back when we were all into livejournal & she went by "englishroses" or "lovecarm" or something, aha.

Here is Taylor Warren (I discovered her from ally's blog... VISIT THERE NOW!!!!!) and her own cool style
and Aritzia's take :P!

I love that outfit!!! But it's still a bit too chilly still.
If there is one with I could make, it's to own a mackage trench right now LOL. NEEDING a light coat atm.
Or any item form wilfred's new collection (FLORAL DRESS*, floral bustier, silk/taffetta skirt, lilac pocket tank, thunderbolt tank dress, jean jacket 8))... which surprisingly hasn't arrived in Square One. They gots ta pick up their game ASAP so I can admire them from afar! :P

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- 8:21 AM
it was so condescending...
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music: photobooth - death cab for cutie
mood: pissed but calm

I hate when my dreams confuse me and throw me off. But even more, I hate when I get fucked over time and time again in real life.

I don't know if I talk a lot about guys in this thing, but lately there isn't anyone to talk to. Call me a loner or something, but March Break makes me depressed coz all I really do is watch tv and eat cereal and stalk random celebs on twitter. SO yeaaa I'm just gonna spill the beans

There's someone who makes me feel soooooo happy and flustered but always seems to haunt my heart.

an open letter, I know you'll never read it, or get it, and if you do (which i hope u dont) please never talk to me ever again lol.... :(

Dear You:
You have done nothing wrong. So don't ever feel like you have. It's just that I have really no idea why I fell/fall/down for you because I barely know you and I hate it because I just want to move on. But you're just there. I have to keep reminding myself that it's clear you're not interested and you're just not into me. So I keep giving up because I come to my senses but by some failure of God I try to pry myself into your heart again and again. & I just embarass myself in the process. The worst thing about it is i don't want anyone else and I don't even know you that well. So really, how the fuck is this possible? Why am I making such a big deal out of u? I should know better to give my heart to someone who doesnt care. You won't/dont/will never know how I feel or UNDERSTAND it so whats the friggin point in trying to prove to u that I'll be there for u? I wish I knew how you felt so I could atleast hide from you or know to keep trying because part of this whole struggle is because I have never felt so obnoxiously smitten that I want to see and talk and be with you but I'm too scared that I'm being too forward that I actually will distance myself so far away. Everyone says we all love the chase so girls should know better to chase guys.... who are just running away. But I hate the chase. and I hate complicatedness. So in essence, I hate the way I feel right now.

Dear Friends:
Is something *legit* messed with me? Have I finally reached the ladder from "pretty chill girl" to "desperate ho" status?
I think I'm just not in my usual self's happy mood these days.


Sunday, March 15, 2009 - 5:42 PM
Back to top, baby.
On Saturday/Sunday I went to blue mountain and stayed at the everso cozy weider lodge overlooking the telus triple challenge competition.. such an awesome view!!
On the way there to get gas, I saw this...... haha this is taken right outside St. Marcellinus Secondary School!
view from behind the glass door of our balcony right when I arrived
my dad learning how to ski!
my mom learning how to ski!
my nephew learning how to ski! :*)
parents getting their lesson
jace getting his lesson
after his lesson was over, his parents pia and joe let him slide down
pia and joe "pro"boarders...... look at their nice pricey gear! :@ makes me so jealous :(
pia on the ground (where she belongs)
pia trying to look cool but failing obviously
ass shots of me
me looking like a bucktoofed dork on the practice hill (lol that magic carpet is pretty bomb)

taken with my phone.....I got home to this: dj spinning some top 40 music mixes and a coors light telus triple challenge jump contest or something, wherein they danced, handed out giant cheques and sprayed each other with soem sort of alcoholic beverage at night. SIGH... Gotta love Canadian drunkies!

random thoughts:
  • i wanna live the CANADIAN dream... you know... buy a dirt bike, a cottage, go snowboarding and skiing at tremblant and whistler, go to bc for... YOU KNOW! (haha uhmm..), drink candians, have tim horton mugs with a cashier lady saying "the usual?" when i arrive, appreciate hockey, develop an accent, eat maple candy, say the word "stoked".......fuck the american dream!
  • I just bought a snow board and bindings....... still on the lookout for boots but I really like the tokidoki x ride ones... too bad its not within the price range, nor is it burton (brand of my bindings) which is preferrable... :S pics up later, k!
  • might go to glen eden with danny for snowboarding tomorrow. hopefully tim and janvie and mon pull thru, but its whatever coz i just really wanna go and test out m'board!!!

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Saturday, March 14, 2009 - 5:43 AM
love in this club
Back to top, baby.

i'm going to blue mountain to snowboard today!
later hoes.

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Friday, March 13, 2009 - 9:19 PM
tongue compliments glitter...
Back to top, baby.

puttin on the glitz

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Wednesday, March 11, 2009 - 3:37 PM
kiss and MAKE UP
Back to top, baby.
Today was Civvies and I wore the tunic I got from UO a while back with kodiak socks, 90den tights, and black aa tank top, and black wilfred high waisted skirt underneath. Make up was minimal... I am currently obsessed with my new Dr. Feelgood mattifying balm form Sephora. Sooooo velvety like velveta... =)

Some stuff I want to complete my "having a good day" everyday day make up look:

  1. bronzer.... hopefully a good newwww MAC MSF one
  2. mac l/s or l/g in scanty/creme sheen partial to pink/ underage*
  3. softlips... any... mayjah dehydration gwanin bout my lips section
  4. a good concealer! :@ :@... DO NOT try physician's formula concealer... THERES A REASON IT WAS ON SALE FOR BEING DISCONTINUED! IT WRINKLES UP UR SKIN LIKE FUCKING BALL SAX..... SO CHEESED.
  5. MUFE primer in all colors :D :D lol
  6. white eye liner *for those bright and wide eyed inner corner tricks!*
to do:
  1. macbeth presentation signs (gossip girl report and technical difficulties sign)
  2. make a playlist with music to accompany news report
  3. art "eyes" assignment (fuqq dat shat)
  5. my art painting.... due friday.. which i dont want to go to... and im not even halff way done
  6. cry in a ball and clean my room
  7. charge weezy F BB
  8. sigh... get a job.... :(
  9. dare i say it... hair... cut :S
other things i want on my mind
  1. silicone case for weezy f BB
  2. unmentionables ;)
  3. im not gonna be redundant but shit from aritzia
  4. les miserables
  5. aa triblend raglan
  6. black thigh highs for str8 louuungin

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- 3:27 PM
Phyllis of the Future
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Make up for life is such a useful website! Today I've been procrastinating and just looking at her archives. She states she initially started MUFL in hopes of sharing a "global perspective on beauty" and often tries to imitate styles form around the world! Other than the fact that she's gorgeous and talented, and useful, she works as an accountant by day... I guess you can say, she is to me as aubrey (fafinette) is to Regine. LOL.

Im excited to "execute" some of her FOTDs and routines and tips she suggests. Since she is Asian, she feels my pain of having shallow eye depth and therefore an eternal struggle when trying to accomplish the smokey eye look without looking too emo gawthhhy LA, among other asian related make-up tips! =) Buttttt... like I earlier (or she earlier) stated, she experiments with looks all around the world, mostly from the fashion world and looks on the runway, however.

Please visit that website! It's so great =)

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Monday, March 9, 2009 - 5:22 PM
Back to top, baby.

it's a 'backpack"
studs are soooo hot

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Sunday, March 8, 2009 - 5:57 AM
"xoxo, ally"
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Ally, I hope you don't mind me plugging ur site over here where probably only tween girls/my schoolmates read, but if there are any other readers out, I strongly recommend/urge/force you to visit this up and coming blogger... Allison Asis, or as she likes to end her posts,"ally".
Hit up this great fashion blog if you haven't already, it's called chic fantasies!
Follow her, ASAP.
Next big thing :)

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- 5:29 AM
hands down, i'm too proud for love. but with eyes shut, it's you i'm thinking of.
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Friday I had my math test on exponential functions and I'm pretty sure I FAILED IT!!! I came in late coz the BUS CAME IN LATE 20 FUCKING MINUTES AND I WAS ALREADY FUCKING PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I skipped a few because I didn't have time!!!!

But anyways, I went downtown with Rosario in the pouring rain.
Ate our ush, McDonalds! =)
Afterwards we went to Aritzia to get her adi track jacket and it's safe to say we fell in love with everything wilfred spring!!!!!

A collective list of what I really really want/like
  • business type shorts (! so cute...)
  • wilfred tank printed like this, but more mint greeny but as sleeveless tank, though.
    How great it would be in a pocket tank...
  • mint green sleeveless top
  • floral tiered skirt... moreso rosario teritory :P
  • a tan...../bronzer lmaoooo
  • talula blazer! =****)
  • aa side split leggings
  • melange orchid skirt or forest green
I think I'm going to save up for the shorts and perhaps the long tank?
I'll probably have the funds once the weather gets better, because the upcoming week looks like crap.

ANYPOO, all I got was this mascara. RESULTS MAY VARY. I layered it on top of my victoria's secret "very sexy' sample tube (i ran out of mascara :P so i've been living on sample sizes) and i got no results, probably because it was so dry.
BUT when I tried it at home over again, it curled REALLY well!!!! :) It kind of clumped though, perhaps because I was pumping it so much, without realizing how that makes bubbles (says my sister)

The bottle is just hilarious, so go get it.
I wish the wand was bigger. I loveeee huge bristles (ie. BADgal, COLLOSAL)
I was deciding on weather to splurge on bE's BUXOM or Sexy Curves?!?!?! Someone better do a side by side review!!!! Sexy Curves was on sale for 5.99 at shoppers! So mean to be =*)

Afterwards, I watched American History X and Kill Bill vol. 1 between commercials but I fell asleep........ I always fall asleep before 10 now and correct me if I'm wrong, it's daylight savings time or something?
I'm confused.
and hungry.
but more hungry.

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Sunday, March 1, 2009 - 6:05 AM
Back to top, baby.
random for the day:

i want these booooooootsss

open letter:

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