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M is for Music P is for Profile (and Phatee)  Patricia Estrellla.
born on [February 12] and I'm sweet[16]. I study at [St. Joseph] as a second year high school student! I LOOOVE clothes, shoes, food, music, hair and make-up (what girls don't?) so you will see a lot of that kind of content in my blog. If you know me well, you'd learn that I'm actually kind of nerdy, down to earth, real, and definetly NOT like anyone else. Please visit my FLICKR &  BLOGGER PROFILE
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Not to rub it in but... Guess whos getting a 97 in math! lmaooooo Anywho...................... Someone made my day x 0920923409 and I'm so gassed right now lol. xoxo, Gossip Girl 0 HEARD 'EM SAY Music saves once again. If you love someone let it go. Allow me to introduce myself my name is... Phatee :) Halloween is around the corner and I'm thankful that my sister gave me her AA gift card... so lately I've been thinking: 80's aerobics instructor?   Tbh it's just an excuse to curl my hair and wear legwarmers, AA, and colourful make-up. Yay or nay? Labels: american apparel, halloween 2 HEARD 'EM SAY The taste of salt is the worst when it comes from your eyes. What is the scietific formula for a tear? H2O + NaCl= Fucked up Sourire! You can have whatever you like. 0 HEARD 'EM SAY 0 HEARD 'EM SAY Walked all the fuk over today.... SCHOOL was okay... then we walked to Terry Fox Way or whatever the crap and THAT was a bitch. I was sweating BALLLZ the whole time coz I was wearing my cardigan and tights wtffffff. DID NOT expect it to be that hot. It's all good. After that we grabbed food, went to Danny's, went to Tims.. loafted.... McDonalds, anddd I'M OFFICIALLY BURNT OUT. later haters Labels: school 0 HEARD 'EM SAY SPOTTED: Little P (i have to worrrrrst GG name) in good condition listening to "Don't Worry, Be Happy - Bob Marley." Reggae/Slow Jams/aka black ppl musix lmfao seems to help her recover! GOODNIGHT and go. XOXO GOSSIP GIRL OTHER NEWS I FLOPPED ON EVERYTHING TODAY - Philippines pavillion (LOL I wanna switch to Hawaii!!!) - Art Ministry - Lady Jags (lmfao) - HOMEWORK (it's all 2nd and 4th period anyways, all good) - SHERGAY with Emily (broke and lazy) - eyebrow threading (totes forgot, so I still currently look like a fuglo man) - Doctors - THE BUS LMFAO walked to school and home yesterday IT'S ALL GOOD Have you ever made love to a thug in the club with his sights on?!?!!!? lmfao, jeezy kiilllss me :S dunno whart to wear tomorrow, effing hate walking! CLUELESS ruleless coolness. FAMILY has been ... a priority, but a struggle nonetheless. KEEPING IT UP. :D 0 HEARD 'EM SAY So I had a talk with ______ about previous person in previously deleted entry. At school we'll pretend we won't see each other but we do and we'll try not to care, but we will. I don't want to anymore so let's just call it quits. Labels: hate 0 HEARD 'EM SAY Music: Lauryn Hill - To Zion Mood: at peace Who knew a rushed mass, a 1 hour traffic trip to downtown with my mom, not finding anything that I actually wanted, all my troubles, would go away with the sound of one album. Never doubt the power of music. Oh my God is it real? Well after the probably saddest weekend of the school year this far..... I am at ease. I don't give a hell about anything..... I'm just so grateful and content and happy and WHOLE might be the best word. and it's because of music. I kind of want to cry with happiness, she is so beautiful. I am obsessed and rediscovering old music is definitely making my day! All my cares are gone. 7 habits of the highly effective Patricia
0 HEARD 'EM SAY  -----= blah blah blah emo bull shit. Feeling a bit anti-social these days and lately letting it out on random people which I don't think is very safe. Why must I be so fragile............ 0 HEARD 'EM SAY SO todayyyy I went to that lame playdium party (just for credits, FYI) and I only stayed for like an hour, lol. ANYWAYS I'M BACK and with like 200 credits for less than 20 bucks, whooo. going downtown tomorrow with mamadukes coz I got flopped on this whole g-damn weekend :@ Things will get better. Labels: party hardy 2 HEARD 'EM SAY 0 HEARD 'EM SAY 0 HEARD 'EM SAY http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1829648 hilar. Labels: youtube 1 HEARD 'EM SAY Music: Your Sword Versus My Dagger - Silverstein Mood: melancholy Today I shaved my legs and it feels all nice and smoooth <3 ~ I used veet... bahah I'm so weird updating this with useless jargon. anecdote of the day: top 5 *secret* revelation to Miarka. We're just a tad obsessed with that little white man, ahahhahahaha. ANYWAYS. Today after school I did like 1 and a half hours for community service @ Art ministry. Easy way to get hours because basically forthe first half hour we just talked and walked around and then the next hour I painted purple over and over again......... God, I'm soooo lifeless. What to do, what to do. Labels: quicky 0 HEARD 'EM SAY SIS, IUD. STAY IN SCHOOL, 'CAUSE IT'S THE BEST.  Weelll bitches, I'm back from Buffalo and today I've decided that I'm wallowing in guilt. bahahah.... I bought
WHICH REMINDS ME! HALLOWEEN IS MY FAVOURITE HOLIDAY (yes more than Christmas, :P) AND I FORGOT TO POST THE CUTE POSSIBLE MATCHING CHOICES FOR ME AND MY FRIENDS. Frig, They're the cutest. Danny's got dibs on banana, but I'm kinda jealous... I originally went with frites.      MON you should totes be a native girl!  So adorable, and you have the boots, face, and worthiness of such a cute costume!  weapon of choice:I find it so cute! I'll be a "happy camper"! :) Why must everything directed to women's costume find it necessary to include "Sexy" before it. I'm sure I've discussed this before, but LOL.. I want to look cute.. not "sexy" :P WHO SHOULD I GO TRICK OR TREATING WITH? MONICA I MISS YOU - MULAN 0 HEARD 'EM SAY Music: The Maine - I Wanna Love You (Akon cover) Mood: indifferent Does anyone ever really care that these punk goes... compilation bands aren't punk nor crunk or metal or pop sometimes, haha.... Going to Buffalo today and I'm really bored just killing time..... fuuuuuck I'm so bored. If you have nothing nice to say, then don't say anything. *silence* 2 HEARD 'EM SAY   Stole these pix offa Ally, aren't they the cutest? Not sure if she made them or not... knowing her she probably could. We've got a ton of tricks up our sleeves, my friends.~*~*~*~ Today I didn't blow dry my hair.Unfortunately, however, I used shampoo and conditioner... PANTENE. Pantene has been a trusty best friend of mine since as long as I can remember, but after some researching, I discovered it isn't so healthy for you. While I was showering I read the label and I found the first sign that they're hiding something: they're obviously not natural because of the ingredients. All these big sciencey words used to describe what the fuck they put in your hair to kill it but make it soft at the same time. When really, half the bax is (apparently) wax. If you ask me I would rather have healthy hair than healthy looking. Especially since I am growing it out. Starting now I am on a hunt for jojoba oil and aloe.... anyone have any other good hair recommendations? I've read about horse shampoo.. hmmm... :S BUT right now I'm just looking for natural shit because my hair is so ugly and died at the ends. I love how it's long but I want it up to past my bum long! Temporarily I think I'll be using Garnier Fructis or Herbal Essences... not too sure. Those are the affordable ones, atleast. They sell ike 50$ ojon crap @ sephora! LOL wtf :( I think I have a weekly goal: beautiful hair, lol. Aside from genetics, what you eat is a big factor on the healthiness of your hair. Naturally, my hair is really thick. After years w/ Pantene and HORRIBLE horrible bad hair habits and chemicals galore, it's gone a lot thinner, and it sort of makes me depressed. I hope to get a 1 cm trim (lol) soon because I LOOVE long hair! I cannot ever have short hair but lately I've been considering it so that I can cut off the dyed, dried, nastyness and grow my hair the way mother nature intended it to.. sort of to start new? I love starting new, la la la. Some suggestions I've been hearing: vitamins [biotin]? really? and yeah.. jojoba oil.. I'm not too sure that's healthy because its just putting more stuff into your hair, yea? new daily hair routine: *need shower cap lmfaooooo*
SOOOOO Should I dye it all black? hahahahaha :( :( THERE'S NO OTHER WAY TO ESCAPE. I can only dream: http://www.sephora.com/browse/section.jhtml;jsessionid=OVBSPCOGXGUD4CV0KQRQIGQ?categoryId=C7240 currently: burning Amerian History x for Artemio downloading greek season 1 wallowing in dispair singing annoyed as fuck at certain people (monee knows.... hint: SHOWCASE... lol jk) crushing on random people (lol!) wanting a FPOBA marathon Who knew writing about hair could be so fun.... EDIT: OMGGGGG AHAHAH I JUST REALIZED THE FUNNIEST TYPO Apparently I'm a NEW YO'KA. 1 HEARD 'EM SAY  HYPERCOLOURS... looks real fun, may buy for fun.. i like the buttons great in MAUVE and forrest but not quite "fall" worthy? So I kind of hate American Apparel right now? WELL NOT HAATE.. But, it's a hate/love relationship since I've been reading up on how much of an ass Dov Charney is and most of the clientel @ sherway and joes (hahah) are clearly fuckers and ignorant fashion retards/martians.... Workers are cute but who knows, really? my one ounce of respect goes out to the workers @ the factory. I saw the cutest video where they're learning English, coz... face it, realistically..... they're mostly illegal immigrants. Hence, Legalize LA. WHATEVER, ANYWAYS.... Thanks Sherway for totally defacing one of my loves. I used to get in there so eagerly and never ever leave without buying something. TODAY I DIDN'T BUY SOMETHING!!!! (shocker) I hate this mall so much, poor little riches. I'm speaking on jealousy.... hehe.. But, seeing the rich people with bagloads from Aritzia, A&F, HOLT, or whatever makes me soooo blood-boily. Even more that they're all white. It makes me hate being Asian even more. Not to sound all high and mighty, but pleaaaseee tell me, is it just me or are those aa hoodies everywhere?!?!?!? They piss the shit out of me. My friends wear them and it's cool because I LOVE THEM and all but it's the new TNA bag........ :@! I KNOW, I KNOW. I'm such a hater, but I'm in an angsty, driven mood right now. I WANT TO BE RICH. SHOP AT INTERMIX AND HOLTS AND ASOS AND OUT OF JUST THE GTA + BUFFALO FOR FUCKS SAKES TO BUY CLOTHING. Unfortunately, I'm dropping the whole journalism dream! I want to be a family doctor (ones in clinics) or a accountant still.. SO... I'm going to switch grade 11 math to business and just take it in grade 11 so when in grade 12 i'll take grade 12 math and it'll be fresh in my mind for university. AND I have to change all those english shits because I want Sciences now. I'll still take FASHION <3 my first love....... I wonder how I will be without it as a career though. Without it being the centre of my life? It's weird, I know... a little vain and odd but I'm planning my civvies outfit because I want to stand out and not be a fucking lowly waldorf (ahahah i saw gg today) and just be known as that "girl with nice clothes" It's really important to me because I'm new to this school. Last year I wore... average clothes.... nothing ever too daring. But just the usual aritzia/uo/aa/h&m.... sucks I have no fucking shoes. Labels: american apparel, fashion, school, shop 0 HEARD 'EM SAY On top of my classes, school is great. However, will I be able to keep up with this? Hmm.. We'll find out. Faith rep should be fun. There are a few cuties I'm diggin *TEE HEE* but... It's really embaressing because apparantly i have low standards. It's easy for me to crush haha. I'm easily charmed. I usually write about the guys here, but we'll just..... not....... It's very private, kekeke. T love making new friends btu T want more other people to actually hang out with. Come to think of it, I really just believe there's an empty place in my heart, no matter how much happy or smiley I may seem I'm just missing something. Compassion might be one of them, but it really is love. I want to love someone. and I want to be loved. Don't get me wrong, I ADORE the regulars. I'd do anything for them! It's just... sometimes I don't think i'm "fun" enough. I know I'm very sensitive, but when they say they hate me or something, I kinda take it to heart. I love that they're honest but hopefully not everyone thinks I'm annoying or hates me. Maybe I'm just a needy bitch. I hate me!! :( I have no idea what I'm doing tomorrow, I was GOING to go to Buffao (really wanted to!) but my sister doesn't want to any more (that bitch) So I wanna go downtown/sherway or atleaaaaast square. *SIGH* MONEE IF YOU'RE READNG I MISS U INCREDIBLY AND I CASTED NKECHI FOR THE MY LIFE VIDEO. LET'S MEET TOMORROW FOR OUR CHOREOGRAPH!!! 0 HEARD 'EM SAY  Wow, Nkech, the iPod chrome really does look sick... AH, I really like the purple one. 1 HEARD 'EM SAY music: High together - Shwayze mood: Accomplished Be ready: lilo + djsr My Life music video shocker 69 producshuns ~*~ EDIT:AAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH AHOLY FUCKKK Labels: youtube 2 HEARD 'EM SAY music: Living Your Life - T.I. Ft. Rihanna mood: excited :) Seeing Lil Wayne perform Don't Get it with Leona Lewis, A Milli, and Got Money? was soooo great, you guys. I worship this guy, he IS the best rapper alive (currently) T.I. is next! Eminem fell off, where are you? He was toootes rocking the Wayfrarers well. Censoring was so off, it almost butchered the song. Paramore, Paramore, Paramore. I hated this band for a while after I worshipped them but seeing them live in high definition makes me love them so much more... I forgot how much stage presence they had and underestimated how great it was. Hayley went weird and wild, but I loved it. When she says "Hey Josh" OMG!!!!!!! =') Leah Miller fucking annoys the shit out of me. Russell Brand, however! I LOVE YOUUUUUUU =) Forgetting Sarah Marshall was sooo hilarious.  It's so lame that I'm watching the VMAs but whatever, it beats YOUTUBE's quality. Hehe CONFESSION: Miley was so cute playing Rock Band.... hahaha, I can totally relate when you're being interrupted and you must stray away, it's the worstt. Katy Perry is SO cute! She's like a little 50s mama. Jonas Bros SUCKED hahahahahahha don't kill me, Miarka LOL I love the fake fans!!! AND FOGEL with slipknot! OMG T.I. WHATEVER I LIKE OMGGGGGG THAT BITCH IS SUPPOSED TO BE MEEEEEEEEE!!!
____________________________________________ this looks cute: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0981227/ didn't realize it was actually a book before that. _____________________________________________ I'm OBSESSED! It's sad that he's in the army! Such a talented kid, I'm quite in love and I usualy don't heart asians... but... http://www.youtube.com/user/ZackKim  and AARON YOO!  Damn Irresistable Koreans Labels: music 1 HEARD 'EM SAY  Last night when I was talking to Agustin about my dog, I was googling pics of American Eskimos.If you know me well I would kill myself for a chow chow, but MY DOG is the cutest fucking dog in the world so shut the hell up. YAY American Eskimos! They're just the cuuuutest. I LOVE MY ANGEL BABY =) FOREVA. He really is misunderstood :( *don't get it - lil wayne plays* hahahah. Seriously, when I was younger and crying, I would just go in the laundry room and talk to him and pet him, even if I was scared. Then he would bark at me and I'd bolt the fuck out. I used to be sooo scared of him when going into the laundry room that I would bring a piece of my  breakfast and hold in in one hand until I had to pass by him again. Now we're the greatest of friends. He's grown older and wiser and way more friendlier. HE LOOVES Jace! :)Our relationship kind of reminds me of that of me and my sister's. CUTE AND new when we was youngins, then as we grew older I would try to befriend her but she'd bark back and then we'd not talk until I grew mature and fearless. We're not the greatest of friends, but it's a mutual relationship. She loves Jace, so I think her and Angel are so alike. Plus they're both bitches..... AHHAHA JK. P.S. Angel is a boy, blame my sister for calling her that. Fond memories of Angel:
Then we got SNOWY, which was everyone's FAVOURITE. It was an American Eskimo but it was small forever. Snowy was the kindest and didn't even bark. I can't go into why we lost him... but before we did we had to give Roxy away because my mom couldn't handle having two dogs at once. I miss them both incredibly. Here's what Snowy looked like:  Roxy:  I love: AMERICAN ESKIMOS, CHOW CHOWS, HUSKIES, AND POMERANIANS :) So I was looking through pics and I FOUND A MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN! ESKIE X CHOW CHOWTHE FUCK. The picture was sooo cute, so I clicked it, saved it,and apparently there was a story about it and it's INCREDIBLY sad! :( Dog Breed: Unknown Foxy's mom says: After the heartbreaking loss of my first baby, American Eskimo dog Sammie, to lymphoma cancer at the young age of seven, I was not sure I wanted to get another dog at all. The pain of the loss was too great and I thought nothing could fill that void. I also didn't want to go through house-training a new puppy, etc. I just wanted my Sammie back. Then one day I was surfing the Net and stumbled upon Petfinder.com where I saw this beautiful girl, Foxy, who melted my heart. It was truly love at first sight! My husband and I went to the local shelter to see her and couldn't leave without her. We were told that she had been found in an abandoned apartment, locked in a closet. She was a little shy when we first brought her home but quickly became the queen of our home and our hearts. She is the most adorable, sweetest bundle of pure love! She loves to play with her many toys. She loves the snow and loves just to cuddle up next to us. Her favorite games are catch-me-if-you-can, tug of war, and hide-and-seek. Foxy is a joy in our hearts and we love her dearly.         Who in God's name would leave this beautiful dog in an abandoned appartment, TRAPPED IN THE CLOSET (I'm trying my hardest to not make R.Kelly jokes) I think it's meant to be, the new owner clearly treats Foxy like a queen. Foxy was blessed to be there, otherwise who knows what her previous owner would have done. EDIT: I clearly have no life but... DID YOU KNOW THERE'S PUPPY SCHOOL?! HAHA that is SO cute. http://www.dailypuppy.com/puppies/Baxter-the-Mixed-Breed_2008-08-31 He also loves to play with all his puppy friends in puppy class!this was SUCH a cute comment, ahaha... Albeit, a bit pervy ;)
Labels: angel. dog, family, love, omg 2 HEARD 'EM SAY Take me away from the hood like a state penitentiary Take me away from the hood in a casket or a Bentley Take me away like I overdosed on cocaine or Take me away like a bullet from Kurt Cobain Suicide (Suicide..suicide..) I'm from a Windy City, like "Do or Die" From a block close to where Biggie was crucified That was Brooklyn's Jesus Shot for no fuckin' reason And you wonder why Kanye wears Jesus pieces? (My Life x3) 'Cause that's Jesus people And Game, he's the equal Hated on so much, "The Passion of Christ" need a sequel Yeah, like Roc-a-fella needed Sigel Like I needed my father, but he needed a needle (My Life x3) I need some meditation, so I can leave my people They askin' “Why?" Why did John Lennon leave The Beatles? And why every hood nigga feed off evil? Answer my question before this bullet leave this Desert Eagle 0 HEARD 'EM SAY Music: It's Tricky - Run DMC Mood: accomplished   I LOVE THIS. If this was a dress, I'd buy it, but lmfao. It's bras and undies. THEY'RE THE CUTEST. I love wearing cute undergarmets. These are 100+ so I'm just gonna settle for aa manties, hehe.   sooo little j.  this is cute but... mixed sexual messages?! no thanks..  i plan to make my version of this!    glittery colourful socks and laced socks are forever meeee.  original hypercolour, i need this in a v-neck!!! :@  a girl can dream  it's tricky  aritzia has good berets but none in such colours as asos'  these days I've been very lonely hearted.  Nautical never goes out of style for me because I'm Sailor Moon.  I have something similar to this in Grape, but this has a collar and it looks so much more elegant  HOT  Victoria Beckham is fierce, I want to be her  LOL sup Agyness Deyn? I wishh... :(  This looks like Angelica... Aritzia Angelica. It's so Jesse (Hills aftershow)  Cuteness, reminds me of Esmeralda from the Disney movie, yea?  FUCK I LOVE THIS  Bows forever.  FCUK dress, very nice... very pricey  hypercolour dress *SWOON!*  hypercolour brown mmmmmmmmm..  i just love the style of this dress, it is totally something I would wear.  I heart this :)  Same hurr 0 HEARD 'EM SAY |
