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Sunday, August 31, 2008 - 4:57 AM
Back to top, baby.
FRIDAY- BIRKS>MY DADS BDAY PARTY (CRY FEST!!!!!)
SATURDAY- SHERWAY>KARIYA>DEMETRES>BOBOT>GOETZ>BOBOT>HOME
SUNDAY- EVERYONE LEAVES>WORK LATER


me: look at this yoyo, it's like the cheesiest yo-yo... no skill required
-andrew sees from a distance-
pia: that's andrew's
-andrew takes yo-yo-


I seriously thought it was Jace's.
YOU WOULD GET IT IF YOU WERE IN MY FAMILY.

Anyways, Estrella week is officially over today! :'(
I know it seems like I could give less than two fucks about them and more about my ~*~* stuff *~*~ (I certainly act that way sometimes... :() BUT I love them so fucking much. MY FAMILY! I won't ever take them for granted. I'm glad I get to realize this now before I regret acting like an ass and they're all gone and we're farther than we already are now. Little do we appreciate what is not always in reach.

For my dad's birthday it was ALL LOVE.
The slideshow, awards ceremony, and game of mafia, and the birth of my love for wii fit!
I can honestly say, if anything brought us all closer together it must have been this one moment during the presentation when..... haha I won't continue or list names but I'll give you this: CRY FEST 08 LULZ. I already gave him BF: Bad Company (own money MOFOCKA!) and Pia gave him Wii fit so it was up to my mom to wow him. She (or "we" lol) bought him a fuckin bomb watch! ANYTHING TO MAKE THE GUY WHO HAS EVERYTHING AND GIVES EVERYTHING HAPPY.

Yesterday was the FAMILY PHOTOSHOOT since we don't really have pics of the new generation. Well, now we do. Before that, though, went to SHERWAY and SQUARE just to pick up something. But SHERWAY OMG I HATE YOU SHERWAY! :'( BRB DYING FOR THAT ABERCROMBIE OXFORD SHIRT AHAHAH.

I did make some purchases at AA, though ♥ !!!


(IN BLUE)

As odd as it sounds, I've never seen this?

I REALLY LIKE IT! :)
If you know me well, you would know I refuse to walk out of AA without buying something. NOT REFUSE but I JUST CAN'T everything is so irresistibly chic!!!!!! I'm not proud, it's just a bad habit. DAMN YOU, AA. Cannot control myself in there, trusst.. hahah.

Then my dad bought these for my cousin Cassie, she really wanted them:
High-waisted lame leggings in.... dare I say it? BLACK EEL!!!!
yIKES, but that girl can pull it off, I trust her.

ANYPOO.
MOVING ON: We went to Kariya Park (so beautiful, and nice weather outside, yet still not "ideal" for picture taking because of shadows and what not) FUCK IT it was actually fun...
The dress code was white shirt and jeans... I got in a bit of a dilemma because I wore my aa v-neck and high waisted shorts. Cassie wore the v-neck her mom bought her just to make her happy, but she wanted her own white shirt.... sooo eh. ANYYWAYS, she wanted high waisted shorts, too so Pia let her borrow them and we went there was twins! :s I was in no mood for stress so I just untucked my v-neck to wear it differently for the pics. Later at demetres I STEERED AWAY FROM THE LAST STRAW!!I "created my own" IT WAS HEAVENLY: a crepe on top of vanilla ice cream, white chocolate sauce, bannanas and strawberries! =') LOVED IT! Yet couldn't finish it :( FULL AS A MOFOCKA. After we went to Tito Bobots to eat and I found my LOVELIES Micah, Kevin, Dave, and all my Estrella cousins came, too! It was a mini jam.
We went to GOETZ so Cassie could meet her chop (LOL JK) "classmate" I mean... Seems everyone finds love in Canada (ie. Darryl's "classmate", lolo's "flavour- rocky road" OOOOH SHIT. NO DEETS!
Later...... headed home to make a home video for Tita Bess, ran some last minute missions to Wal-Mart to buy her a frame to put our pic in, stickers, and pretty jewels and stuff to decorate with, I wish I had a pic, it was so LOVELY! :) WE'RE SO SWEET NAMAN. haha.

THEN THIS MORNING I WAKE UP TO SEE MY ROOM CLEAN FOR ONCE. EVERYONE IS GONE AND I AM STARTING WORK, THIS SUCKS

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Friday, August 29, 2008 - 10:44 AM
Back to top, baby.
So yesterday was Eleisha's SWEET 15 =*)
It was QUITE grand, haha. I'm glad she had fun!
I hateddddd how I thought it was a surprise party but EVERYONE BUT ME knew that she already found out a week ago, haha. How foolish of me :P
Anyhow, first met up with the boys, got hot chocolate and waited at Playdium.
We got there and met her friends and these two guys, crazy at DDR. We first went go karting, me, the boys (all of them), and eleisha. Me and eleisha went 3 laps, it was cool cool cool beans! :) (1 lap at first then we liked it so much we did 2 the next time). WE'RE SUCH ASIAN DRIVERS, she almost ran over the guys, ahah. I got to use the Playdium cards with 150 credits!! It was awesome, we just House of the Deaded, this co-op racing game, DDR'd (loooooool)! It was sooo cute, I just want to download LOVE♥SHINE right now, it's the cutest! :)Afterwards, we took the 61 to Little Ceasers, bought 3 pizzas, crazy bread, walked to my place and played JUMBO CARDS (lol), cheat, and more card games while later the guys would play halo and rock band.
I specially dedicated SABOTAGE - Beastie Boys to Eleisha, of course! :P
Later when everyone left, my beloved MONCHRON came to pick up everyone! I WAS HAVING WITHDRAWAL but I also had to keep in my rage that she's dealing with AFFLICKIE *heart is broken*


Anyways, today I am going to PMALL with the famsss
Tomorrow I've got a photoshoot with the family, and Demetres.
Sunday and Monday IT'S WORK! :(
TUESDAY IS HALF DAY AT SCHOOL AGH.

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Thursday, August 28, 2008 - 7:21 AM
Back to top, baby.
I've been M.I.A. and it's awesome.
Friday..... Cousins came over and we played Halo and stuff.
Saturday..... I worked and it was Regine's 18th right after! Boy, was I busy. (see flickr for pics) Sunday..... Packed and left for Blue Mountain, JACUZZI'D'D'D =') EXPLORED them swiss chalets (real ones, lol), saw Hogwarts (lmfao), watched horror films with my new best friends, Alyssa and Joan. They are so interesting! They are from Luxembourg and are my aunt's best friend's daughter and her cousin, so they stayed with us at the cottage and Cassie and I shared a room with them, we talked and talked, it was really cute/sad/whatever. They're soooo cool, both half Luxem and half filipina. I'm SOO jealous they can speak English, French, German, Luxembourg language, and Tagalog a little bit, ahah!! We also had the most hectic game of cranium possible :@
Monday..... We went to Wasaga beach! SOOOO COLD. EVERYONE (but me) played soccer, while I explored the park with my iPod, haha I'm such a loner. MMM the tim hortons really warmed me up, though! :*) After wards we ate and ate and ate tacos, pizza, kfc, fa-jie-tahs, HAHAHA. I bought some back 2 school stuff at wal-mart, but I still need binders and pencil crayons. We stayed up all night playing mafia and writing penis, drawing penis, drawing vajay, and gay on Darryl, and sticking pads all over the guys. TOOK PIX AND THAT POON SHIT DELETED THE OFF MY CAMERA!!!!!! :@
TUESDAY...... Headed home, went to Georgian Bay to visit a sweet church, ate the coldest chicken ever, and they all played soccer again. When we got home we went to Vaughan Mills and I bought these puffy pens and a purple pen, SOOOO CUTE =*) I also bought a pink AMEKA straightener, it's so cool but I haven't tried it for myself yet (too scared) After that, we went to Meghan's house, biked to the bark, played ball, played at the bark, talked, soccer a little bit.
WEDNESDAY..... Went to Fallsview Casino, walked SOO far to Clifton Hills where I saw this criminal wax museum and HITLER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted a pic but no one let me. lATER, We went to Planet Hollywood to eat spending nearly fucking 350 dollars for us because everyone had crazyyyyy fucking drinks, but they were all looking so good. I just had a Shirley Temple myself, and tried a Bananarama, which was equally good. But the rest had alcoholskis. For my meal I ate Onion rings, this nacho shit, chicken tenders (they were in the Terminator), penne, chicken, and broccolli (which came in but I DIDN'T eat :(). WALKED BACK (ughhhhhh so long) and SWAM SWAM SWAM, met the cutest little 3 year old half breed filipina (they are common now, yeah! haha) Her dad was so cool throwing in some flip words and she joined me in the jacuzzi playing with bubbles and splashing me!!!! =******)! I wanted to cry because she was so cute. Jace had a crush on her saying "I like her" HE WAS SO HAPPY AND SHOWING OFF SOOO CUTELY. Afterwards, played maddd cards, hahaha. Tong its (or whatever that shit is) Crazy 8s, Lucky 9 (still dont get it), and of course, Speed. I left really late that night while my cousins stayed over night there.
TODAY...... is Eleisha's surprise party at 5! I'm so excited to see that fucker!

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008 - 7:49 AM
Back to top, baby.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELEISHA SATOSHI

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Friday, August 22, 2008 - 7:38 PM
Back to top, baby.
My LJ is actually back to business, up and running.
I'm not going to bother to restate the facts, but... QUICKY:
  • COUSINS OVER FROM TODAY-31ST
  • COTTAGE FROM 25-26 @ BLUE MOUNTAIN, SO PRETTY!
  • SURPRISE PARTIES ;)/SECRET PARTIES, WHATEVER YOU'LL CALL IT
  • WORK TOMORROW AND REGINES 18TH TOMORROW.
  • FLICKR HAS BEEN UPDATED, GET TO IT ON THE SIDE BAR


    can you say hectic?
    P.S. Sister bought Wii Fit for dad, it's really cool :D

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    Thursday, August 21, 2008 - 10:59 AM
    summer survey
    Back to top, baby.
    music: Mango Pickle Down River - M.I.A.
    mood: confused and lazy

    WTFS GOING ON TODAY :(
    It's my last "fun day" because my cousins are coming tomorrow until the 31st. FUUUCK.
    I still want to go to WWK

    I'm so bored.

    SUMMER 2008...

    1.What did you do this summer that you'd never done before?
    We'll find out tonight.


    2.Did you keep your summer goals?
    Yeah, I've come to the conclusion that I can't save forrr shiiit.


    3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
    Nahhh


    4.Did anyone close to you die?
    Nahh


    5.What countries did you visit?
    U.S. That's it :S


    6.What would you like to have next summer that you lacked this summer?
    MONEY :P FOOD!!!!!!!!! HANG OUTS.


    7.What date from this summer will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
    There's a few...


    8.What was your biggest achievement of the summer?
    My first shocker. JK AHAHAHAHA. Uhm.... macmillan's cookies :(


    9. What was your biggest failure?
    MACMILLANS COOKIES! HAHAHA, oh and fucking disappointing History final!!!


    10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
    I was sick... IN SUMMER


    11. What was the best thing you bought?
    Talula Dress


    12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
    Graduation of my cousins


    14. Where did most of your money go?
    Presents, bus


    15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
    Seeing Eleisha everyday for a month.


    16. What song will always remind you of this summer?
    I don't know, tthhee ppaarrttyy - uffie or pop the glock


    17. Compared to this time last summer, are you more mature?
    FUCK NO... jk idk


    18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
    WORK, drinking ;P, eating


    19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
    sleeping


    20. How did you spend the 4th of July?
    sleep, i dont know?


    21. Did you fall in love?
    meh! No.


    22. How many one-night stands?
    0


    23. What was your favorite TV program?
    FILLMORE


    24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
    Sara, I think


    25. What was the best book you read?
    NOTHING I don't read.


    26. What was your favorite film of this summer?
    THE DARK FUCKING KNIGHT, PERSON I PREVIOUSLY COPIED ARE U FUCKED IN THE HEAD?!


    27. How would you describe your personal fashion concept?
    Shorts


    28 Whom did you miss?
    FRANDS :(


    29. Who was the best new person you met?
    Idk, I've met lotsa cool people but there's no "best", really


    30. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned.
    Just be happy

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    Wednesday, August 20, 2008 - 9:23 PM
    Back to top, baby.
    music: You're So Gay - DJ SKEET SKEET REMIX
    mood: sleepy, proactive
    Incase I don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and good night.

    My Review on THE TRUMAN SHOW, starring Jim Carrey.

    In The Truman Show, you will find an exciting blend of unending excitement, hope, humour sadness, and sympathy for Truman Burbank.
    The acting was excellent, and nothing was too predictable. It was a GOOD movie, and kept you entertained. Jim Carrey's performance was nothing short of stellar and the plot was original. I think this movie isn't really as popularized as his other works because he is often associated with comedy. Thanks to The Truman Show, a broadened audience emerged and praised Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind for Jim Carrey. Most people underestimate his acting, but this movie proves how versatile he can be AND still bring his own style to the table. Sometimes I do often wonder if my deceased relatives are watching me and what they are thinking.
    I could tell they, like Tropic Thunder were trying to show people how media has been going to extremes, and it does that well. How often do we toy with emotions just to get attention? The list would go on about the symbols/themes of this film. Attatch them yourselves, and go see this movie as soon as possible! :)

    fuck books, it's all about MOVIES this summer.

    next on my movies list: ROMEO + JULIET and ESOTSM (again :P), pretty baby (if i can find it), memoirs of a geisha, PULP FUCKING FICTION NEED TO RENT THIS, amelie
    finished movies: american history x (8.5/10- excellent acting, edward norton is sexual as always), memento(8/10- beautifully crafted, old school (7/10- hilarious!!)

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    Proof that my best friend is ACTUALLY a dude
    " MERMEX ktbpa says: (12:50:03 AM)
    MY DICK IS HARD"


    I'm not surprised. I was so close to losing it, and she didn't even have to ask how close.

    I effing LOVE afflickie <3 my LOVE!
    08.19.69 SINCE '69 BAAYBEH

    I don't keep track of how often we bond(-age) ahhaha (not me and afflickie, me & monchron) but it's not frequent. However, when we do talk she's the only person capable to making me laugh the most and still talk to :*)

    I usually doubt that best friends ARE real... even though I say it, but like.... it's not about how many times you see him or her, how many times you spend time with him or her, but how every time you do it all explodes in happiness, regardless of if the time someone is pissed the fuck off, best friends are there for the important times and willing to help, they never let you down.
    BRB KILLING MYSELF OVER CORNINESS.

    For example, This whole year I kind of doubted Eleisha because she wouldn't call, go on msn. She spent more time with Mabel than me, even at school. I'm fine with that because we still never feel that we drift when we're talking.

    Emily on the other hand is like.. gone. And has my stuff, lol. I really love this girl, I consider her my best firends, but even when I try to contact her she would make no effort to reply, or contact me. She clearly has other friends, and that's cool. Sometimes I just want to be there to look out for her, though.

    But yeah, LIFE GOES ON. No more sulking.
    I've got the greatest friends. Tim, Danny, and Janvir make me feel so comfortable and it's never awkward because of how we communicate, it's like they're my brothers, and I love them SO much :)

    I guess when you're in a family unwilling to make the slightest bit interest interest in you, you turn to your friends!
    Don't get my wrong, my mom and my dad love me, but I feel as if they don't really give a shit about how happy I am just as long as they know where I'm going, how long 'til, who its with, and how I'll get there/home. Maybe that is the way they show it, but it's a crappy way, IMO..
    If there's one thing for sure, it's my sister who isn't willing AT ALL to act her age or her role in my life to me. I fucking do everything for her AND Jace and she won't clean the fuck up... The mess and her act. And I don't clean up either, but I'll always end up cleaning JACE's stuff. I understand you're busy with school/work and shit but that's no excuse for treating me as a parasite. I run up to hug you and you fucking push me away and say ew. You think I do it just to annoy you but I just say that to other people because they don't fucking understand you like I do. If I told them I meant it, HOW EMBARRASSING would that sound? I love my sister but she hates me and always have. I know I said this before, but Jace hates me, and I think it's because Pia and Joe do. Sometimes I get it that they're just teasing me, but when does kidding around cross the line and hurts people? You obviously don't give a shit, and how foolish was it for me to keep trying? Caroline was right, what's the point of being nice to someone when it's CLEAR that they're being rude and won't be the same to you back. I've tried already, how many times...? If I'm a bitch, you'll just get bitchier, but I'M NOT GIVING YOU SHIT until you fucking grow up and become a sister. 15 years of your absence of love substituted with presents and drives from point a to point b. I appreciate that, but it still means nothing because they are mindless things. Buying presents, being forced to do something for me. How does that show your love? The only thing I truly respect was that christmas card you didn't give me or finish that I found the next day.
    Maybe I'm bitter because other people have nicer siblings, but hey, if you have a sibling, don't ever take them for granted because you're really LOSING A LOVED one without them actually leaving.


    When will you stop treating me as worthless and see how much I sacrifice for you?
    When will you stop this bad girl image. You say you love me but I don't for one second buy it because you're back to ur bitch ass ways sooner or later. Of course it's to cover up how much you "love me" but if you can't prove it, I guess it's not true. Stop giving me something to hope on, it just makes things worse. SOME THINGS NEVER CHANGE NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU HOPE FOR IT.

    Anyways, sorry for the MADD ventage (you're damn right that's a madd with double d's) but yeah. LOVE is being stressful at the moment.
    The guy I thought I liked... isn't the same to me anymore. We talked for a while but I'm not really into him anymore, well at all. I just lost interest. Everyone says he likes me now, and it's probably not true, atleast I hope so because I really hate leading people on or avoiding them I just insist on them stop liking me. So he keeps trying to get at me, and I keep dodging these bullets. It's hard for me to reconfirm why I'm not interested, but I'm actually positive now that it's because as soon as someone I'm interested in (actually it doesnt matter, this goes for everyone except girls that are friends... just boys) is quickly showing affection to me, I HAVE to get the fuck outta the situation because I'm scared. I honestly am, of commitment, love,I like to take things really slow, and I like to love people after I know them. I'm convinced that the only guys I will date have to go through this three step program

    1. become my best friend
    2. ???
    3. profit

    (steps 2 and 3 stolen form underwear gnomes of South Park)
    hahhaah well, the first one is a big step.

    Just a tip fellas, if you can make me "LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG" then ur halfway there :P

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    Tuesday, August 19, 2008 - 11:59 AM
    Back to top, baby.
    music: la la la - lil wayne (ITS WEEEZY BAAAYYBEH!)...hahahha fuck!
    mood: chill and embarassed

    So, last night was semi. See below for the pictarz
    Kevin Antonio was hooking me up with some juiice... like not a lot... but Jensy gave me some too :D mission shitfaced FAILED. I'm convinced that I wont ever get shitfaced... ever. I'm somewhat okay with that.
    I want just one night before school starts. Add that to the to do list.

    Anyyyways, back to semi. It sOunded SOOO lame, like.... C'MON, Wild Water Kingdom? really?!?! hahaha.. it was okay though.... ppl were fucking making a shit out of it like planning after parties, R U SRS?! LAAAAAAAAME!!!!

    But yaya ate, chilled, took pics, then the bloodening right after desert and before the main mealio forced me to dipppp. My cousin fucking got 3 nose bleeds... He's been getting them every day for 3 weeks at odd hours of the night. The first aid staff at wwk had to rush to his aid and I stayed right outside the boys washroom the whole cottdamn time while ppl were dancing. I was a little pissed, but I had no right to because he could be in serious health risks. So, my aunt forced me to leave the part at around 11.... when it was supposed to end at 2 (so unreasonable :*() and sarah tagged along being the darling that she is. For some stupid reason we stayed at the hospital... haha ok I was a bigggg bitch coz I was soo pissed idk I wasted like 30 bucks to eat shit food and get dressed so I dont think it was worth the time. but ANYWAYS, l'hopital... i was acting up so my aunt brought me & sarah home and I crashed at my bed immediately, waking up to realize how ashamed of myself I was.
    I'm such a bitch and I dont even realize it sometimes.

    I end up HATING my family for being so embarassing and not letting me do whatever I want, not letting me have the freedom others have! And yet, many times i fail to realize that I am really privileged. Perhaps the boys are right, I am a bit of a brat :P
    Nonetheless, I need to stop comparing myself to my friends and just realize I'M NOT THEM and shit is different.. everything DOES happen for a reason, and I dig that.
    Maybe I wasn't supposed ot blaze or get drunk all the times I wanted because God doesn't believe it's right for me. Sometimes I isolate myself from my family because I dont agree with anything or anyone in it. I frown upon all of them as a righteous ass pretentious 15 year old wanna be punk nerd ass fucked up SANDY VAGINA BRAT. & now I guess I should save this hardcore fashion loving BULLSHIT for the last week of summer because I want to be the one good uncoorrupted Estrella/De Guzman. I feel fucking embarrassed to say this, but not one NOT ONE fucking member of my family has wed before getting pregnant. And I don't ever care about sex/chastity/ any of that... but seeing how pissed I am to know this information it makes me want to devout my life as pure (in that cherry popping sense aahha)
    Every kid wants a life and being a teenager is ALLEGEDLY the most fun people have in their lives, so sometimes I'll question this- is it really worth the pride? throwing away your youth? maybe it it is, maybe it isnt, but I just dont wanna
    fuck
    up
    my
    life.

    To compromise for the mixed emotions I'm getting..... the word of the day... or decade, rather.. is limit....with a little bit of priority. Keeping in mind that happiness is also a priority but there are limits to it... and there are other ways t have fun without being a badass :P

    behold- tranny in dress ahead(mee haha):
    shes too pretty to take a picture with :(
    might as WELL rename this "perversions of patricia album" :(! haha
    ok im such a pervert ahah
    hahah i HAD to throw this in, credits to lol_nazis @ lj comm

    wtf is wrong with my skin? JAUNDICE, right hurr.
    loveliesss
    fam jam
    they MADE me do this!!!
    brb crying being around all these qtier than me's.
    guess what, I'm COOL
    :)

    In other random ass ramblings:
    unnecessary is probably my most favourite word... EVER. i can't help myself to laughing everytime i hear it?


    to do:
    pmall with eleisha
    downtown with the homies
    blaze
    shitface/piss drunk nite with...?
    youtube videos HAHAHA
    cottage with fam? (eeeee...)
    leearn to skateboard
    wild water kingdom with the boyssss
    go kart
    paintball
    polaroids
    roller skate
    party
    photo shoot lmfao

    TO BUY:
    new striaghtener
    new phone
    colourful binders
    white out
    lead
    cool pens + pencils
    skateboard
    polaroid films
    ms points
    school shoes

    bonus material:
    Earlier the day, well at around midnight- I made cookies & saved them for Artemio.
    The next morning I ended up ditching Kensington coz... well I woke up too late :( I curled my hair and biked over to Timmy's. We watched my FAVE show, Filmore, Guitar Hero'd. and Danny came.. then Nkechi demanded her xbox shiz (I think) and brought my charger.
    In pursuit of a semi dress, I spotted them bus tickets to Square and then we just kind of loafted. I found a lovely dress at Le Chateau but unfortch, I don't have the boobs for it! :@ It's a gradient of dark blue to light blue and it's sleveless and the titties are wrapped, hahaha.
    Anywhoooo, I had to dip because it was 5 and I needed to be at semi by 6.30 selon de kevin BUT STILL get ready with sarah, elaine, charlene... eh I ended up getting there at like maybe later than 8 because I LEFT MY DADS IPHONE @ TIMS! I went to his house and left them at Square with Jericho while they ate Johnny Rockets and I just missioned to Tims house and walked home after frantically searching for my dads phone...I left the bike there forTim to borrow so we could go biking some time. By the time YI got home it was like.. 6 and I got dressed to go to Kevins (cousin) house so I could go to sarahs house HAHA I knew I would be late but that wasn't nearly the end of it. Loafted @ Kevins for a while then went to Sarahs and loafted a bit with my love, KARINA! :) She's so coool =*)
    After that, we left on our way to Char's bf. Anyways yeah on our way there we saw Elaine and her date! HAHA. We arrived at Le Jardin, finally, which was BEAUUTIFUL :*) :*) (just like a castle/ a dream come true! An ideal place for a PRINCESS like me :) :) )I wanna have my party there but I NEED A POOL WTF! maybe I could have an after party @ a hotel and then youuu know check in some rooms :D
    Surprisingly, we still waited a few minutes until the frikkin appetizers had to come so im glad we were late, otherwise awkward drama and chilling would insue. soo yeah, MISSION ACCOMPLISH... little did i know how the rest of my night would go!!

    When we arrived, everyone was as cute as could be :D

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    Sunday, August 17, 2008 - 6:59 PM
    Back to top, baby.
    semi tomorrow... dont know what to wear, thank god im not working....
    in need for halo.

    going to kensington @ 12 tmrw.... sigh! ill be shit out of my mind and then im going to see sarah

    im in the biggest FUCKING dilemma.
    chicks before dicks, ya?

    ive made my decision.
    no fucking secrets.
    i love u both but not enough to risk both good relationships.
    why cant ur ________ and ______ get along?

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    Saturday, August 16, 2008 - 5:57 PM
    Back to top, baby.
    12:00-7:40

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    Friday, August 15, 2008 - 7:16 PM
    Back to top, baby.

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    - 10:14 AM
    Back to top, baby.
    music: control - metro station
    sighhh i wanna get shitfaced/piss drunk this weekend
    so pissed that nothing really affected me @ last nights party ahh!!
    I haven't at all been to any outrageous parties..... none, whatsoever. BUT I'M SOO down right now I don't know why.
    I WANT TO HAVE MY OWN :*****(
    In all honesty, I am a good girl... generallyyy, haha. Well, I'm more well behaved than others, trust me. I've never had a *~real*~ boyfriend, fling, smoked, gotten drunk off my ass, it's just never been brought up to my interest.
    However, I'm just seeking some summer fun. No serious shit, just plain goofing off.... First and foremost, I must make stickers.


    Pineappooooo Express again on Saturday... how will I pull this off?











    eh i'm addicted.

    Semi Formal on Monday... I REALLY did not want to go... at FUCKING ALL. But I'm forced to... bye bye 30$ :'(
    It should be interesting.... EH.

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    Thursday, August 14, 2008 - 9:48 PM
    Back to top, baby.
    dedicate dedicate 2 my girl who shinin like a princess in the middle of thugs, michael phelps level of hotness, mouse, punk bitch, ass grabbed, wall crawled, bubble fest, dry humped, convict music, native!

    Let me tell you what I do when my day is over.
    After picking the right clothes for about an hour.
    Oooh, I'm turning orange from all the carats around my neck.
    Tonight, I'm takin' out the bling and I'm dressed to impress.

    I'm gettin' ready for my night out on the town.
    I'm lookin' hot cause you know we are holdin' it down.
    Rockin' high-tops and sayin' no to stilettos.
    Cause I might get drunk off my ass and I don't wanna fall.

    Out on the streets all the taxis are showin' me love.
    Cause I'm*I shine* shinin' like a princess, in the middle of thugs.
    And at the clubs, the bouncers recognize my face.
    So while your waiting in the line, we just enter the place.

    Let's get this party started right,
    Let's get drunk and freaky fied,
    You with me so it's alright,
    We gonna stay up the whole night.

    Let's get this party started right,
    Let's get drunk and freaky fied (ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-eyyyy)

    I'm callin' all my ladies at the table of 3.
    Throwin' back a couple bottles and the tabs on me.
    I been waitin' to get crazzzy.

    Table dancin, smashin glasses, it's nice time to get naughty.
    Now we all ready to head out of the VIP.
    I'm lookin' good and I can feel that all eyes are on me.
    It's time to show how em how we do on the floor.

    So while my DJ play the track I walk my girls on the floor.

    Now you know I made an anthem for all my hot chicks.
    And I ain't about how we girls are raisin' your dicks.
    I got the surround sound so why ya wanna see me fall?
    I'm just tryin' to have a blast and I ain't takin' your call.

    Let's get this party started right,
    Let's get drunk and freaky fied,
    You with me so it's alright,
    We gonna stay up the whole night.

    Let's get this party started right,
    Let's get drunk and freaky fied (ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-eyyyy)

    You and me, c'mon let's take it to the next level.
    Let's all go to the hotel pool as we finish the bottle.
    Maybe kiss and don't tell, it's the rule around here.
    You must have put me under a spell I lose control when your near.

    Let's get this party started right,
    Let's get drunk and freaky fied,
    You with me so it's alright,
    We gonna stay up the whole night.

    Let's get this party started right,
    Let's get drunk and freaky fied (ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-eyyyy)




    im sooo inspired to have like an electro inspired party with STRICT DRESS CODE:
    LAME!!!!!!!!! :)
    dragonette, ladytron, daft, justice, uffie, feadz, omg so excited :D

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    1.
    August 21
    5 pm - 7 pm

    Hail the pin-up of all pin-ups: Kat Von D. The famed tattoo artist is debuting her limited-edition color collection exclusively at Sephora. Stop in, score some face time with Ms. Von D as she signs autographs, and get ready to experience her line of lipsticks, liners, and shadows.

    Sephora Eaton Center, Toronto, Canada / Tel: (416) 595-7227

    2. rachel bilson annoys me
    3.http://www.sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P0241&cm_mmc=email+ret-_-news1+20080813-_-bi-_-ud+gunmetal&dicid=358592:14174429830:4797400
    4. why cant we have barry m here?
    5. bought my uniform
    6. back 2 school shopppiiiing
    7. wheres my charger?


    to buy:
    t-strap shoes
    bag 4 school?
    headbaaaaaands

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    Tuesday, August 12, 2008 - 6:45 AM
    Back to top, baby.
    Montreal's Osheaga festival at Parc Jean Drapeau featuring The Killers, The Kills, MGMT, N.E.R.D, and more WTTTTTTTTFFFFF


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    Monday, August 11, 2008 - 3:01 PM
    Back to top, baby.
    american history x was sooooo great, you guys.

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    music: softer - jimmy eat world

    need:
    new straightener
    cupcake key cap
    MATERIALS!!

    The very thought of growing up scares me to death. I hate imagining what I will be like when I'm older.
    I think I will be fine as long as I'm still friends with my shockers. ahhah friends forever.

    CROWD AROUND YO MAN.
    THE WRATH!!!
    BRITISH ACCENTS
    SHOCKER69@STICKAM
    AFFLICTION
    SWORD FIGHTS
    DJ SAMANTHA (ronson...)
    LEZLO + saMAN <3
    HALO

    Nkechi's party was wild. Not reallyyyyyyy, though? I LOVE Monee! I think she's the only person I feel totally comfortable with. WILD and out on the dance flo.

    I want to marry a jewfro'd white or Spanish guy or German! hahahhaha omgomgomg Seth Rogen, Adam Brody, Judd Apatow, Jonah Hill, Will Ferrell, Adam Sandler, Sacha Baron Cohen... I think the pattern is basically any funny guy!
    LKAJDKASJD
    WHY AM I DECIDING THIS NOW LOL

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    Friday, August 8, 2008 - 7:31 AM
    Back to top, baby.
    things to do:
    buy materials fr my project (in private post)
    - buy urban planet decorative dress
    -get wwk tix for my neighbours (how am i gonna do that :(!!!!)

    things to do TODAY:
    -finish d/ling rest of skins season 1 -> burn to disc for chuuuuuuuchuutrain
    -figure out this paypal dealllllio on my flats and sailor dress
    -buy jace's present
    - find out if im working today -_-
    i have some ideas for jace's bday but im still undecided.... i want to get him a cute hipster outfit/prep/hypebeaast LOLLLZ i wanna get him a baby fitted that actually fits but i cant get to the new era flag ship store today...... OR CAN I!?!?!?! :O well see, i better get ready then.

    otherwise, this is what im thinking of getting that little poop man. he honestly has everything he could possibly want............... and i mean everything: basketball net, motorcycle, safari car thingy, pushing car, drums, nice clothes, all the coolest little messy car toys in the world........ :S its so hard buying stuff for ppl who have it all, i might still just do that video but i want to get him soemthing else, too


    it turns into 8 different trucks!! hahah i'm amazed............
    k maybe i just want this for myself :S hahah its a bubble blower!
    crash talking lightning mcqueen... he loves cars and loves talking (he's so "daldal") but i just hope this is big i hate little shit it gets all over the haussss :@!
    joes in love with UEFA 08 for ps3 and jace is always watching, when its him and a soccerball that kid goes off.... normally a net is just boring but this has "super sounds" LOOOL k im intruiged but this kid deserves MORE hes my heart!! (even though hes not really quite comfortable with me...... YET ahhah)
    he has the clothes for this, he's got that class, hahhaha and my dad can bring him golfing but im afraid he wont enjoy it!!!!!!!!

    what to get..........
    keep in mind my budget is 50

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    Thursday, August 7, 2008 - 1:29 PM
    Back to top, baby.

    my current workspace. hahah ok i lied thats the most recent pic, but its pretty accurate, i wanna show you guys pics of my agenda now that school is over!! :) its starting in 2 WEEKS EWWWW AND OMGIM GOING TO JOES I FORGOT WTF
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    {TOYS}

    LOL THERES A FUNZO! these are so cute :)
    uhmmmmm jokermaniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    {@HOME}


    living my urself essentials:


    fashion , magazines, inspirations, etc.




    cozy, cute, stylish atmosphere

    cute washroooooom, duh!
    chandeliers!

    yummy, appealing foods (bento boxes preferrably)

    a nice camera

    a big bed

    tvdvds! lolzzzzz
    cotton candy blizzards from dairy queen!!!
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    this is kinda nifty:

    since announcing the retirement of the polaroid camera (RIP!!!! still need filmzzzz yo lol) they made this sucka. and honestly...... its pretty cool how its portable and your phone can send it pictures to print... film is especially a plus, 30 for 10 dollars = sweeter deal. but fuck this, its so typical. not the flare that polaroid used to carry with its usual polaroids. the PIVI looks better than this peace of crap. hahahah
    side note: im speaking on bitterness of their decision to kill off the polaroids......... otherwise this would be pretty cool.
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    {P♥}

    all the girls standing in the line for the bathroom!!
    attention, attention! may i have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room if only! if only for one second, you'll hear what i have to say :)
    new layout coming soon.
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    {SKATEBOARDp}
    supreme:

    zoo york x supreme deck, sooo clever! the proud new yorker would love this........
    murakami x supreme... honestly check out the last one, its soo him! hahahaha, jeez, all sold out!

    i LOVE this. cameo of die fuhrer....... lololol... but its so me. i love corrupt minds innocently portrayed...... i would friggin get this board if i had money

    theres also the shirt, comes in various colours
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    {ART}
    takashimurakami:


    sigh, murakami............. i love this, i would use it as a lunch box if i was like some queen of the world

    hype beasts.......
    this is so captivating......... history does pay off, does it not? you always read or hear pop culture tidbits about the atomic bomb. casually, you'd laugh (if it was comedic) because... well its history and look how successful japan is now, they've probably moved on, right?..... i'd say this shows something different because it obviously has affected people after a-bombs........ so mch that they'd put so much effort into making such a masterpiece. and this is just by an artist after it happened, it makes you wonder the feelings of the japanese during it happened....... same goes for every unnatural disaster. i think the weird shit that murakami does is a result of distruction, it makes everyone monsters, fighting other ppl won't solve anything because we'll jus get back at them, hate is like an infection in some ways......

    ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~
    {LIFE}

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