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born on [February 12] and I'm sweet[16]. I study at [St. Joseph] as a second year high school student! I LOOOVE clothes, shoes, food, music, hair and make-up (what girls don't?) so you will see a lot of that kind of content in my blog. If you know me well, you'd learn that I'm actually kind of nerdy, down to earth, real, and definetly NOT like anyone else.

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Sunday, November 30, 2008 - 7:08 PM
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Semi was aiight.
After party felt like 10 minutes. All I remember is trying to smoke but I couldn't because I'm retarded.
I accidentally slept over at Tim's and I got in so much shit, but less than I would have predicted.

Anyways, yesterday I watched Bambi and.... kinda, sorta, cried?

On another note. The reaper of my life messaged me after creeping my fucking sister on youtube.
I honestly have so much to say but NEVER will I ever speak to such a person who has violated my rights of privacy and happiness. I want to know how she fucking found out because I am beyond pissed.
I want to just scream and choke and kill myself so she would leave me alone.
Why can't you just move the hell on and let go?

Tomorrow I'm investing in a real journal.


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Monday, November 24, 2008 - 4:27 PM
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Play the full size version on PETA.org.

Thanks Chris for showing me this. STUPID PETA always pressuring to make me veg.
I downloaded the cooking mama loves animals desktop just coz it looks so damned cute.
But yeah, if I didn't need all that protein, I would totally be a devout vegan. Meat is awesome, though. So too bad. (bitch movements)
I don't know, the cruelty makes me sick, but then does most of the things we do to further our race as humans in the world.

Anyways, I got clear contacts (FINALLY) and black hair dye. Though, I'll think I'll do it tomorrow.

I still need a job (what else is new)
Wednesday after school I'm going with my parents to niagara and Thursday we're going to buffalo, then I'll be leaving the same day or even Friday *crosses fingers*
Can't wait for the after partyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Still debating. I'm contemplating being straight(X...? so lame)edge, but really, do I? hahahahaha. :O we'll see. Maybe I'll just wait til I'm legal for everything, It feels better that way when I get out of hand.
On the topic of purity, I decided I'm "saving myself for marriage" a long time ago, actually.

homework here I come.

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Friday, November 21, 2008 - 3:35 PM
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I'm just wondering why it says "THA CARTER"?!?!?

I was having such a downer day.
I refuse to go out to Danny's tonight with everyone or watching Twilight with Miarka, Eleisha and Alyssa because I'M JUST SO DOPE HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE ALL ALONE AT HOME DOING NOTHING.

Haha, but in all seriousness.... For some strange reason I think my mom loves it when I'm depressed and socially isolated so I'm going to do her a favour tonight and not go out. She always says "You go out every week." WELL??~?!?!?!??!! Like seriously, what the FUCK. WHO DOESN'T.................... -_-

I wish she was more lenient on me....... She just won't get off my dick. I guess coz she cares? ANYWAYS, I'm not complaining.. just.....whining.......... ahhaha.

Things that made my day
  • animal crossing: city folk videos on youtube (yo fuck you, ahah!)
  • lookbook
So tomorrow I'm getting my DRESS :)
It's a beaut, you guys, and it's totally "me"

I have the black one right now, but it's not at all flattering on my body :( I'm sad......... Maybe my teal one will grow on me? (I'm exchanging it tomorrow, my mom got the wrong one)
Just in case, I want to try this one on. it looks stunning and it's such a pretty colour, easy to find jewellery, shoes, and fun to do make-up with. Maybe I could add a bow in the back? middle? We'll see. It's also so much cheaper :/
I just hope we can go downtown this week, I'm dying to go!

  1. get fucking CONTACTS :@
  3. find semi shoes
  4. find someone to do my make-up
  5. decide on dress
  6. buy ticket
  7. clean room and downstairs
  8. homework tonight
  9. find a MFing JOB!

Love you guys. ♥

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008 - 4:54 PM
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is me!!! :(

That list did not do justice so I DELETED IT.
There are so many things I want for cmas but it's unbelievable how my parents are acting this Christmas. This Christmas we're having no presents.......
HAHA okay I know this is so spoiled of me for bitching about this but....... uhm.... it's that one day of the year I have a reason to be spoiled and ask for things.

oh well...

  1. jeffrey cambell buberry prorsum knock offs duh
  2. a chanel-esque clutch
  3. half-tint glasses @ aa
  4. princess of the posse shirt
  5. cigarette holder like holly golightly
  6. holly golightly sleeping mask
  7. gossip girl season 1 (did you all see last night's episode? IT WAS THE BEST OF THE SEASON I ALMOST CRIEEEEED!!!!!)
  8. leather leggings... STYLLAZ
  9. that tunic damn it
  10. brown silence & noise leather jacket
  11. fur zara jacket
  12. foldover boots at zara
  13. benetint lemonaid concealer, or DALLAS OR DANDELION
  14. daisy marc jacobs make up brush set
  15. urban decay midnight cowboy face powder
  16. anna sui wallet..
  18. anna sui lomo cam :$ hehe
  19. a phone god damn
  20. a boy friend... uhm JKZ

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Friday, November 14, 2008 - 11:07 PM
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She's perfection.

Pulling a Nkechi and updating several times per day..

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Today I went job hunting with my lovely.
She helped me overcome some fears with confronting the people ahhaa I'M SO PUSS. But yeah, I applied at Rocky Mountain, Freshly Squeezed, Stance (seasonal), Richtree, and that's just round 1. I'll get to the last resorts later but I can't wait til I'm 16 so I can try Aritzia! My dream part-time job!! :)

By then I'll hopefully be able to make some MAD BANK.

I wanna do seasonal SEPHORA because I LOVE that store and the seasonals just stock and clean! :)
I'm asked my mom if I could and she said of course I could work late for that job.
I hate being asked my availability. I never know what to say because my homework is different all the time.
Richtree asked me so much on the spot, I was such a nervous pervous.

hey! Remind me never to go to SQ1 on a PA DAY tooo many niners/loafts just infesting the city center portal it's too jokes.

Anyways, we have guests over and I'm bored as fuck.
Prolly gonna get to study.

Later friends :)

  1. dye hair
  2. new contacts
  3. new bras.. lmfao
  4. semi dress
  5. study
  6. shape eyebrows
  7. seth rogen
  8. apply at starstruck (lmfao), wal-mart, sephora, give resume to jordan, orange julius
  9. leather jacket/leggings

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Even at night.
These are truly the happiest places on earth.
I remember when I first went to Disneyworld. I cried because I was frustrated and I was sad because I didn't get a cool hat. However, I also remember watching the fireworks, eating candy apples, cotton candy, eccentric chocolates, spraying that possibly that touristy disneyworld contraption that has a fan and a water compartment attatched to it because it was so cotdamn hot. The show on the water with light tricks and people in costumes having to entertain everyday and me on my dads shoulders.
Even now (last year when I went to Cali), I still love this place. I got my first ear hat and I treasure it SO much!!! I got to explore with my cousins, and just marvel at the fact that everywhere I looked, I felt like I WAS  disney princess, all I need is that dress. I always imagine myself as a princess. Is that arrogant of me? Probably... Haha, but I take comfort in the fact that everytime I would look around, I would be in a fairy tale. Those frustrating "FAMILY "moments when plans get mixed up, or kids start crying because they don't know what they want or don't have it, or can't have it are honestly put to the side. I don't know why I'm writing this, but I really want to go back. Even just for a day. :)

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Thursday, November 13, 2008 - 6:48 PM
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So today Joe bought Little Big Planet, it's pretty AWESOME :)
I'm going to take a pic of my sack girl once she's pimped out!! :)

I need a PSN, but I don't know what my user name should be?
ralphwiggum is already taken :@!!!!

AAANYpoo... I'm soo fucken bored.
Tomorrow I'm going downtown with the boys, and I'm going again on Sunday because of the stupid Santi Clause parade (laame)
Hehe... I'm already beginning to write a Christmas list.

First I need a JOB.... I'm so proud of Jillyyy.
She got a job at the Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory! Thats sweeet (get it? no? SHORE)
Who the hell would hire moiiiiii....

So I'm going to Semi.. Danny's getting me discounted tix yaaaaawww trick.
I really wish I had a "REAL" date, Danny just asked me as friends and that's really cool I guess... but I want a reallllllll daaaaaaate to take pictures with and to get me some "punch"
hahah.. Atleast the upside is that I get to dress up!!
Yay for make-up excuses :)!


of course, sometime this week I'm gonna dye my hair black! :)

u like? :)


brb making XMAS list

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Monday, November 10, 2008 - 1:05 PM
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I don't want to expose, but this is definetly a memory I want to just document for forever.
DON'T LECTURE ME COZ HONESTLY, whatever, I had fun.
As one of many AA pages would like to be quoted
"n0-r3gr3TZ"only the asian avenue.com
S3XX3D@AA.COM (<-LEGIT?) From what I've gathered from everyone and the best of my ability to remember, the night went as follows: Friday, November 7th, 2008... Better known as PLAR 2. You know.... Party like a rockstar? HAHHH soo lamesauce, but it's too fun just saying PLAR.
  • rendez-vous @ espinoza base for mcdonalds and discussions... pre-drinking was cancelled
  • Kevin Z's house
  • sipped a little, danced a little, bumped and grinded, lol'd at the "coincedental" "misplaced" bed and perfect positioning of that pole....... (<3>
  • grind fest iwth 6 dark skins and like next brown man-thems HAHAHA. OH GULLY GROSSSSS
  • Janvir beast making out w/2 girls......... at the same time
  • more making out
  • drank a bit, you know!
  • Danny got owned by ANNA hahaha
  • ...... shady aftermath...
  • cryin and sleeping and then crying then sleeping
  • missed take you down
  • cryin and sleeping and then crying then sleeping
  • being carried down the stairs by ralph thinking it was Danny and kicking and screaming at Danny to stop carrying me? (da fuqq)
  • cryin and sleeping and then crying then sleeping
  • "love of my life"
  • SOOOOOO BOOOOOKED like DAMN hahahaahahhhaaaahhh oh fuck
  • going home with my cousin
  • splitting head ache
  • lola took care of me :) :)
  • oh yeah, lost a contact
  • oh yeah... i went out with wet socks!

    Apparently I said a buncha weird stuff but this is one just what the turd moment...

    My dad drives a mustang and plays ps3... he's SOOOOO COOOOL!

    & I wouldn't be so surprised if I found out I started crying again haha

    ANYYYways, on Saturday I woke up in my cousins house and my dad picked me up.
    I went home then to Mcdonalds to meet with the friendzy.
    Ended up staying and buying "LIFE", then played it and lost with 650,000$ in debt as a doctor in a log cabin LMFAO? Lauren came, Jenny came. Lauren left, me and mon JAM SESHED FOR LIKE 3 HOURS DOING NOTHING BUT SINGING OLD SCHOOLLLLL AA SONGS!!!!!!!! I left, Jenny and them chillde I guess, lol.
    & ON myw ay home my mom fished it out of me that I had been drinking, but she was cool about it after her minute long lecture on how the drinking age is 19. But technically, it's not illegal to drink, I just can't buy it. SO WHAAAA! SUU WOOOO.

    Sunday I went to Pmall with my fam and found nothing, it's not even worth going there anymore coz that purikura place is doneskis and it was mine and Eleishas "THING" :*(

    "rape the g-spot on ur way out, payce.
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    Saturday, November 1, 2008 - 10:56 PM
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    1. Loafted around the house, made cookies, watched Joe play fable 2, not do hmwk, etc
    2. Did many chores and frustrated myself
    3. Went to RED LOBSTER with my LOVES!!! Rosario, Tim, Janvir! Originally decided on Mandarin but it was pppaccked!!!
    SPOTTED: KUYA FREEEESHH!!, FF (fyne filipino)

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    - 10:11 PM
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    Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.

    V for vendetta

    V: I told you, only truth. For 20 years, I sought only this day. Nothing else existed... until I saw you. Then everything changed. I fell in love with you Evey. And to think I no longer believed I could.
    Evey Hammond: But I don't want you to die.
    V: That's the most beautiful thing you could have ever given me.

    Evey Hammond: [voiceover] Remember, remember, the Fifth of November, the Gunpowder Treason and Plot. I know of no reason why the Gunpowder Treason should ever be forgot... But what of the man? I know his name was Guy Fawkes and I know, in 1605, he attempted to blow up the Houses of Parliament. But who was he really? What was he like? We are told to remember the idea, not the man, because a man can fail. He can be caught, he can be killed and forgotten, but 400 years later, an idea can still change the world. I've witnessed first hand the power of ideas, I've seen people kill in the name of them, and die defending them... but you cannot kiss an idea, cannot touch it, or hold it... ideas do not bleed, they do not feel pain, they do not love... And it is not an idea that I miss, it is a man... A man that made me remember the Fifth of November. A man that I will never forget.

    Valerie: It seems strange that my life should end in such a terrible place, but for three years I had roses and apologized to no one. I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish. Every inch, but one. An inch. It is small and it is fragile and it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must NEVER let them take it from us. I hope that whoever you are, you escape this place. I hope that the worlds turns, and that things get better. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that, even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you. Valerie.

    Valerie: They took Ruth while she was out buying food. I've never cried so hard in my life. It wasn't long till they came for me.

    fun facts.
    • The domino scene (where V tips over black and red dominoes to form a giant letter V) involved 22,000 dominoes, was assembled by four professional domino assemblers, and took 200 hours to set up.
    LOL yuuuuuup that was crazed.... (and pointless) but still cool...
    • In the scene where V has Creedy cornered in the greenhouse, V plays Beethoven's Fifth Symphony. In Morse Code, the opening notes of this piece are "... _", or V. This is also the reason for the piece's enormous popularity in England during World War Two. (The Allied slogan was "V for Victory".)
    • "Vi Veri Vniversum Vivus Vici" ("By the power of truth, I, a living man, have conquered the universe". The word "Vniversum" is mis-spelled in the movie and original comic as Veniversum; )
    As u can tell.. I'm a little crazed with this movie.

    I was soooo confused about Guy Fawkes story. Never heard of this dude... Sooo I did what I had to do and wikipedia'd his ass.... Luckily for British people they captured him and hanged, drawn and quartered him before he blew up the parliament with the royal peepz. I wish we learned this stuff like world celebrations in history. Did you know them Brits celebrate 5th of November by having bonfires and fireworks? They also burn effigys of Guy Fawkes... and previously, in some cases, the pope. Is that not effed up or what? I don't know, maybe I'm biased coz I'm Catholic, but....... I mean, do people even have respect for what others worship and believe in, it's a bit more than just an opinion.......

    Later I did more research on Alan Moore, original writer of the V for Vendetta comics and it blew my mind. He was trying to achieve awareness of Anarchy while the Wachowski bros (or matrix guys) wanted to portray freedom. Two complex and relatively similar themes but approached almost oppositely..... It kind of makes me want to read the comics. He's hardcore, man. Reesssspect.

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