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Thursday, July 31, 2008 - 3:35 PM
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OMFG CORY KENNEDY IS ON THE PAGE OF BANILA B!
WHAT THE FUCK
BITCH IS TAKIN OVER :|

WWW.BANILAB.COM

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- 2:09 PM
omfg
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omfg this is adorable
this is so cute i would like to buy this just to make a little palace in my room but it's a cell phone holder i'm guessing?
isn't it SOO cute, it's a ring sofa :)
as you can tell i am sooo back in that CUTESY phase and addicted to pupe girl.......
hahahha.
i don't smoke but damn that lighter is "hawt" lmfao, seriously.

i am SEEERIOUSLY considering starting my own clothing brand. i've been snagging pics off every website for inspiration whether it is artwork or clothes themselves and since last week i've been writing down things i need and want to do, but that's top secret.
i think i'm gonna need help, but i'm going to make them like quirky cute style :)
dunno what to call but it's kind of like house of holland inspired accessories and jeremy scott chilled down a bit clothing.
i want to do some marc by marc jacobs dresses, experimenting with nice fabrics and such later on. one of the things i would like to do is make that cute lighter. who would buy that besides me just because it's pretty?? haha NO ONE but at chiara (according to 109 online store)
its like 940 yen what the fuck


anywho...
should i buy this?
i think its really cute and i usually hate track jackets.
i'm also contemplating on whether i should buy the following (I JUST GOT PAID SUCKA):


uhm its fully a jesus diamante look-a-like... on the reals.
but i LOVE GOLD DRESSES AND I'VE ALWAYS WANTED ONE.. just not puffy but i LOVE DRESSES LIKE THESE. my grad dress was made by a lola's friend to imitate that specific style but in pink silk...... hmmm...!!!!! i REALLY love JD.
Liz Lisa with EARS :) HOW CUTEEEEE IS THAT.
HOWEVER I DONT WANNA LOOK LIKE A FAG 9 YEAR OLD KTHX

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- 12:25 AM
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music: date with a night - yeah yeah yeahs
mood: dreading the fact that it's the time of the month

you know what really comforts me?
okay well this is weird but people are NEVERRRR affectionate with me.
the only people who hug and kiss me are my parents say word lmfao.
at the same tiem i LOVE giving hugs coz its so DAMNED awkward with my friends!!! ahaha.

best medicine: a hug and a head tilting SMILE.
i don't know why i like when ppl tilt their head when they smile.
i think i'ts like to show that you have their undivided attention and they're trying ot be cutesy to cheer you up, haha.

metaphorically of course, it could mean that the weight of their smile is SO BIG that their love and care for you tend to physically affect that persons face HAHA... therefore causing their head to tilt? WTF!

anyways this is just me speaking out of loneliness.
omg exams in like 5 hours holy shit
i just finished my exam review RIGHT NOW HOW THE FUCK WILL I STUDY AND BURN MY DVD WHEN THE FUCKING DVD IS FUCKING FUCKED IN THE ASS MY PROJECT LOOKS SO GOOD RIGHT NOW BTU ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY USELESS IF I CANT BURN THIS MOTHAFUKAAAAAAA


omg how will i survive i just know im gonna be working everyday for the next few weeks coz im out of summer school.
i wanna take a week off to get back on track with everyone and shizz

time to sleep :|

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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 - 12:52 PM
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music: hunting for witches (crystal castles remix) - bloc party
mood: ecstatic

turning orange from all the carats round my neck.

recent shenanigans:
  • heavenly hash ice cream! (fuck all you haters i find it delish) with bananas of course
  • nutella
  • pizza
    *just realizing this list would be full of food reminded myself that im on my period AHAH*
    i've never been so happy for no reason ESPECIALLY considering tomorrow is my exam :O
  • my dad has a 1 missed call ringtone... which rung now
  • 10 mcnuggets runs from my parents!!! MAKE ME SOO HAPPY
  • mmmmmm the feeling of relief mr. noodles or chicken noodle soup gives you after a stuff nose
  • wearing shorts everyday since i have some more now :) i'm finally comfortable in my own skin... my insecurities are ever so slowly ripping away
  • GOT MY CPT OUT OF THE WAY (/cat whatever joes hoes call them)!!! it was a board game about canadian history but ours was scene it and i slaved until 6:00 am this morning working on the dvd since literally 3-8 and then 5:30-6:00 but yeah i admit sometimes i would sneak on facebook. it paid off! we did okay! we weren't voted the best board game, but it was okay :*) i was just proud of all i accomplished myself because i did a lot of the work in 1 night
    summer school ends tomorrow!!!!!!!! holy fuck its like it didn't even happen i'm gonna miss seeing eleisha everyday :(
  • my sister is still unloving
  • my family is still amazing
  • i just miss my friends
  • my exam is tomorrow and im fucked but i never really study for any exams so i just have to do my review and study for a good 2 hours 2night and i think ill do fine..... :| haha i really do have bad work ethic.... need to work on it! :|
  • my dad is fuckin deaf lol love him off still
  • I HAVE THE CREEPIEST COUSINS IN THE WORLD :| hahahahahha it makes me laugh though, right regine?
  • i am M.I.A. from wild water kingdom but i have this feeling they would kick my vag if i quit for a new job coz all the cool kids are doing it
  • you know that feeling when you like guys you're invisible to, but know? HAH it's been happening a lot recently. :(!!!
    i think i want an iphone.... LG shines are cute, too. I think LG shines are more appealing than iphones but iphone has EVERYTHING like i -wouldn't-need-my-ipod-or-ds everything...... i can live without electronics i think.

    anywayyyyyyyys


    fuck off sara b if ur reading this get out of my life.

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    Monday, July 28, 2008 - 5:11 PM
    Back to top, baby.
    music: gravity's rainbow - klaxons
    mood: STRESSED

    to do:
    + REVIEW (pg.1. today, 2 tomorrow)
    + GATHER CPT SUPPLIES
    + DO CPT SUMMARY + QUESTIONS??? :/
    + study for exams
    + cpt tomorrow, we're doing a scene it [board game] kind of thing! how exciting is that :) hehe
    + ****** GET MY SHOES (and all other stuff..) FROM EMILY/PAULA WHOEVER HAS THEM!

    i have no clothes since i emptied my closet/drawers and i refuse to buy anything else but american apparel. i can basically live in basics and some cute cheap accessories.
    must.... work there!

    i'm a busy girl, but i had a good nap after watching half of vantage point with my dad after school today. i walked him again! yay me :)

    I LOVE MY FRIENDSSSSSSSSSSS! =*)
    and family... except for my sister she still refuses to show she loves me.
    and i think jace is learning from her... i feel hated by him and hes only not even 2 years old.
    today when he was rawring around the house looking for my sister i said BOO! behind a door and i scared him and he threw a ball at me! then i hugged my dad before he went off to work and i said I LOVE YOU DADDY :) and jace punched me and made a sour face.
    little POOP.

    summer school is okay... i hate being sick blahbalhablah
    even though we see each other at breaks, i'm not really that close to eleisha anymore, it's fine i guess! i kind of... (really) hahhaha sad but you know what?
    she's happy, then i'm happy. i'll suffice.
    i have lots of friends who love me even though i am a big brat.

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    Wednesday, July 23, 2008 - 7:22 PM
    Back to top, baby.
    four things that put me in an EXTREMELY upset mood
    1) i'm so sick and i hate being sick while at school, constantly your nose is running so without tissues, you'll embarrassingly wipe it off n your sleeve, i go n breaks but this is honestly a crazy stuffed nose. i feel no air in one nostril, its horrible! i'm not sure how i got sick btu it has been raining the past couple of days and i insisted on walking or bussing to all my destinations since i have a week pass....

    2) annoying phone calls. i swear if this fucking trick calls me again i will go to his house and curb stomp his ass. since sunday, he called 14 times, but today he called 8. the first time was when i was watching memento today and totally woke me up. i really needed that rest coz for some reason i cant really sleep right now. but yeah.. as i was saying this fucking creeper asked for someone completely different on sunday, then today he asks for MY NAME how idiotic is that. he claims to be "keishan" and frm air forces ( i think he said that... couldnt really hear) then an awkward silence occured after i was like, yeah i don't know you..... and i was like WHAT do you want?!?! and he was like., "can i have your phone number from before you moved?" and i honestly did not know how to respond.... i was like YA I DONT KNOW YOU BYE.
    FUCKING A.
    then he called back 4 times after that ringing 2 or 4 times before me actually picking up so i would get my sick ass up to the phone hoping it was my mom to answer to this fucking TRICK ASS PUSSY PARASITE. dont fucking disturb me. my grandma was with me and she would get up and say she'll deal with it but they would just hang up within two seconds before i picked up. in the most recent instance, i kept asking questions like WHO IS THIS and this dumbass jackass wouldn't answer back. so i canada 411's his ass, ASHOK PATEL, prolly your dads name or something. i know where you live, shit face. i even googled the last name and i havent even recognized any of the faces.
    it really made me sad, i was hoping one of those calls were from my parents, i haven heard from them in two days, and i'm just clingly like that.
    how frustrating, i hope it's all some misunderstanding

    3) the canadian people on filmore kept saying "aboot" and in one scene they were hockey players dealing with maple syrup and a baseball card scheme.

    4) i didnt quite get memento. granted i fell asleep during the middle, i think ill rewatch it tomorrow.

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    - 4:27 PM
    HONESTY BOX
    Back to top, baby.
    the messages in my honesty box are cute.
    i wonder how long til i get like a threatening one haha fuck.
    anyways.

    i got really sick and i miss my family!
    everyones away but my grandma comes here and watches wheel of fortune with me and everything so thats comforting.

    anyways im so poor...

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    Sunday, July 20, 2008 - 7:15 AM
    Back to top, baby.
    Cartman: You know, maybe we're not seeing heaven because one of us is a J-O-O.
    Kyle: What does me being a Jew have to do with anything?
    -South Park, "Ladder to Heaven"

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    Saturday, July 19, 2008 - 7:25 PM
    Back to top, baby.
    GIRLS SURVEY!

    1. You're a girl, right?
    no shit.

    2. Have you kissed any one on your top friends list?
    like 2 lol

    4. Do you enjoy drama?
    nope :)

    5. Are you a girly girl?
    lmao no idea?

    6. Who was the last person you hugged?
    daddy

    7. Small or large purses?
    large

    8. Are you tall?
    natt even, i wish.

    9. Do you like someone?
    maybe :}

    10. What would you do if someone smacked your ass?
    kick ass :)

    11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
    nope

    12. Do you think you're conceited?
    nope

    13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
    it's my favourite day :)

    14. Are you double jointed?
    no, i wish

    15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
    tim's room?

    16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
    nahahah wtf are these questions

    17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
    that i'm AWESOME

    18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
    a few ppl

    19. How many guys will read this?
    nattt. i'm unattractive.

    BE TRUTHFUL!

    1. What is your sexiest coloured bra?
    uhmm.. pink with polka dots? wtf is "SEXIEST" colours thats pretty lame...

    2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
    both, i don't care

    3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
    nope

    4. Do you have a best friend?
    like 3, and i love them SO much :)

    5. Have you ever had your heart broken?
    once, not reaally ahaha... maybe

    6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
    no

    7. Do you like your life?
    i loveeeeee...............

    where's #8? :S lmfao

    9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
    nope

    10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
    girls but i mostly chill with ma boys*~*~*~

    11. How long have you had facebook?
    a year or so?

    12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
    with a snake... no lie.

    13. What are your biggest fears?
    upsetting people

    14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
    lol i tend to do that after i cry

    15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
    yea

    16. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
    yea, but it turns to nothing :(

    17. Do you ever wish you were famous?
    sometimes

    18. Are you currently missing someone?
    nah

    THIS GUY OR THAT GUY?

    Cowboy or Gangster?
    :| if worse comes to worse, gangster... hahha i kid.

    Preppy or Punk/Goth?
    preppy punk

    Face or Body?
    face... i like lean guys in bodies but i don't care.

    Sweet or Sexy?
    sweet but not a pussy

    Well-educated or Dropout?
    well-educated!

    Armani or Abercrombie?
    abercrombieeeeee

    City-slicker or Rural Guy?
    lol i dont care

    DO IT. ITS THE GIRL SURVEY

    01. Eyeliner or Mascara?
    eyeliner

    02. Louis vuitton or dooney & bourke?
    louis vuitton!

    03. American eagle or Hollister?
    hollister

    04. heels or flats?
    don't care

    05. Skirts or pants?
    skirts

    06. Socks or leggings?
    i can't live without socks

    07. Hoodies or jackets?
    hoodies!

    08. Heels or sneakers?
    both

    09. Straight or curly hair?
    straight

    10. Hoop or dangling earrings?
    ew neither

    11. White or black?
    do i look like i give a fuck?

    12. Victoria's secret or bath and body works?
    victoria's secret!!!!!

    13. Smoothies or lattes?
    smoothies

    14. Diet or regular sodas?
    i can't tell the difference -_-

    15. Water or daiquiris?
    water

    16. Pearls or diamonds?
    diamonds

    17. Vintage or boho?
    vintage

    18. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?
    both

    19. Lindsay or Hilary?
    samantha ronson hilary HAHA

    20. Ipod or cell phone?
    ipod!

    21. Friends or family?
    both

    22. Lip gloss or lip stick?
    lip balm

    23. Manicure or pedicures?
    manicure but i could care less

    24. Tank tops or beaters?
    beaters

    25. Tiffany's or Chanel?
    chanel!

    26. love or peace?
    peace

    27. Sunglasses or purses?
    purse

    IN A GUY:

    28. Funny or Serious?
    why so serious? funny!!

    29. Romantic or Daredevil?
    both just not pussy or stupid

    30.Cute or Hot?
    haha both in some odd way?

    31. Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?
    bright eyes <3 but no contacts? lol

    32. Long Hair or Short Hair?
    long hair!

    33. Curly Hair or Straight Hair?
    straight

    34. Clean-cut or Rough?
    i dont care

    35. Good Dancer or Good Singer?
    GEORGE NOZUKA.... both i guess

    36. Basketball Player or Football Player?
    damn either one is good

    37. Jock or Rebel?
    JOCCKKKKKK

    38. Smoker or Non-smoker?
    don't care.

    39. Drunk or Sober?
    don't care

    40. Druggie or Clean?
    don't care

    41. Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?
    wow guess what, i dont care.

    42. Beard/Mustache or Clean-shave?
    whatever makes you sleep at night, bitch

    43. Younger or Older?
    older!

    44. Player or Loyal?
    loyal

    45.poser or non- poser?
    wtf?

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    Friday, July 18, 2008 - 12:10 PM
    Back to top, baby.
    THE DARK KNIGHT.....
    CRAZIEST MOVIE OF 08!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    i saw it midnight screening, as did i see batman begins.......
    fucking amazing ass movie, words cannot express!
    you must see it :)



    slept at 4, woke up at 6:45....... been waking up around that time everyday and sleeping late and i havent slept in for 2 weeks because of work....... and you know how much i like staying up.
    well im gonna take a long nice nap tonight, hopefully do some homework coz i got work tomorrow from 10-7 i think.. that'll be a bitch...

    to do:
    *****look for new job immediately
    watch dark knight...... AGAIN! hahahah
    pineapple express
    tropic thunder (ROBERT DOWNEY JR MARRY MEE)


    must:
    save.... aside from all the money i owe, i've decided i'm going to try and reach a gola of 7,500 $ for my trip to japan next year. mabel just pointed out how nights are basically 100/night at a nice hotel, and im scared i'll be struggling with that, so i'll be staying for just 2 weeks... if i could, i'd make it 3 or a month... but i also have to pay for food and transportation, i also know my limits.... budgets..
    5,000 spending money
    2,000 for food, and living
    500 for transportation

    as you can see they're high............. thats coz if its low ill be like.. K THIS IS JUST A BUDGET AND ITS SO LOW AND IM NOT AFRAID TO GO OVER IT... but honestly like 8k thats hard shit and so far ive only worked small hours... im working this whole year full of saving just for japan........
    OH SHIT and i forgot about my air fare!!!!!! :( omgod...

    if i work 1000 hours starting today, i can achieve more than this goal
    so i'm thinking if i start doing 42 hours per week.....
    nd how am i gonna do 42 hours per week?!?! every 2 weeks i would get 714....
    so every month i would get 1428.......... would be more than enough.
    assuming i still have a job. i also must keep in mind i have school.....
    so lets see...
    I HAVE GOT TO SAVE SAVE SAVE.... that i think will be easy coz i told my mom to not let me touch my paychque, and i really just owe her everything.. i accidentally charged my friends their dark knight tickets 10 bucks or 10.50 only promising id pay the 50 cents each bu since there was 7 of us... it came up a lot and it was acutally 95 cents :|.. i got really sad since im also missing 10 dollars...... :(



    what i will buy in japan:
    - keep the fuck away from gloomy bear that shit is rotting in my room useless... BUT SOOO IRRESISTABLE!!!!!!! :(
    - gifts for my friends and family- 1,000
    -shoes like fuck limit to 1,000
    -cute stationaries, accesories are a must limit to 1,000 (HAHAHHA well this includes bags)
    - clothes........ must limit this to only 1,000
    -gadgets limit to only 1,000



    this trip will rob me of my life...
    im having second thoughts on my budget ahahha

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    Thursday, July 17, 2008 - 2:07 PM
    Back to top, baby.
    movies to see:
    der untertag
    schnieder's list
    old school
    memento
    american history
    pretty baby

    to read:
    mien kampf
    lolita


    weird i know... just interested in wwii!

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    Sunday, July 13, 2008 - 9:24 PM
    sunnies
    Back to top, baby.

    vs.

    reminiscent of chanel 1505s which i am currently OBSESSED with.

    so i was obsessed with these chanel glasses i saw on rihanna and decided to google dat shizz.

    then i met HER.
    bleu dame! (http://www.bleudame.com/index.php?cPath=115_126)
    cute celebrity inspired sunglasses!

    omfg i was going crazy. i love colourful sunglasses, as TACKY as they may seem! :*)
    I found close to exact replicas at a cheap price. you know me... broke as fuck.
    here is my list of top 5 sunglasses
    1. floral catty ones
    2. those damned scene shades... what can i say i love this colour.
    such creative colours... i have a feeling it would only look good on white girls, though.
    fierce?

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    - 8:53 PM
    random clothing rant
    Back to top, baby.
    she is SO beautiful......................r.i.p.
    MY FAVE aa model. she can make ANYTHING look good! :) i wonder if she was ever sexually harassed by don chairny lmfaooooo
    WUU REPRESENT!!.. i would so TOTALLY if you werent 70 dollars... pieces of shit.

    hahaha why is this like 10 bucks... im going to make one myself! :)
    i had a glasses necklace form h&m and i hastily bought two because i thought they were so unique! good thinking on my part for one of them broke and on the other, i painted the glasss turquoise with my sephora nail polish... unfortunately for me i lost them both...

    fucking want this so badly and i didnt even realize it was new era. p.s. what is up with me and sailor shit? :P
    P.S. what is up with me with saying ps? and GOLD I LOVE THIS... :*) :*) i love shorts... and omfg i fuckin love gold hahaha


    hyper colours are BACK... fun to play with... do not have the tits to draw enough attention to with heat hahaha.
    oxford shirt... it's just necessary
    i like this colour a lot... FLESHY ahahha. NEED MORE V-NECKS... no no need them all.