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Patricia Estrellla.
born on [February 12] and I'm sweet[16]. I study at [St. Joseph] as a second year high school student! I LOOOVE clothes, shoes, food, music, hair and make-up (what girls don't?) so you will see a lot of that kind of content in my blog. If you know me well, you'd learn that I'm actually kind of nerdy, down to earth, real, and definetly NOT like anyone else.

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Friday, October 31, 2008 - 7:50 PM
Back to top, baby.
Music: 'Till I Collapse - Eminem ft. Nate Dogg
Mood: P.O'd

RUN dmc:
  1. went to cousins house
  2. went to long and mcquade to meet up with cristelle, jason, artemio
  3. went around the block where i saw turner, ralph, leen, nikki, phia, leen's friends
  4. smashing pumpkins
  5. saw corbin and stuff... yet didn't say hi.... lol......? :/
  6. went around and back then to leens
  7. chilled saw biju, francis, erica
  8. took webcam pics
  9. didn't get any candy *cries*
  10. got picked up within an hour
  11. pissed off
  12. at home writing this
OH and at school I got the FUCKING KILLERST bruise from the haunted house.
I was attacked in there and phia fell on me (I think) and I then fell on a steel ladder and it took me like 9 years to get up, I really couldn't right after, my body was unresponsive... it was pain-fucking-ful. IT KILLS.

You know how when people say when Halloween is over, Christmas is already coming?
My list as of yet
  • polaroid film (as much as I can possibly get!!!!!!!!)
  • diana cam
  • black lame leggings
  • little big planet for ps3
  • iphone (unrealistic but like... i can try lmao)
  • burberry prosum heels.... whatever I can wish
  • buckley boots or cowboy boots or any boots except uggs (..... however they are fucking incredddiiibly comfortable)
  • chain link bag
  • a new mattress
  • aa socks = best stocking stuffers
  • new glasses
  • snowboarding gear
  • luella head band!!!!!
It's hard for me to think of what I want but... yeah.... those will make me content.

Have fun being someone you're not tonight.

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Thursday, October 30, 2008 - 6:30 PM
Back to top, baby.
Certain defects are necessary for the existence of individuality.
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Life is pretty simple: You do some stuff. Most fails. Some works. You do more of what works. If it works big, others quickly copy it. Then you do something else. The trick is the doing something else.
Leonardo Da Vinci


Let the beat build, bitch.

Today I got shocked by culture.
Effin' amaazzing! I ate sooo much lol.
Perogies, bibingka (lmfao), casava cake, viet noodles, custards, french tarts, spring rolls, SHAO MAI, dumpling, italian cookies (lmfao), samosas, frigging everything even jamaican stuffsss.
YUMM food.

I was kinda bothered @ the Japan pavillion. Like... is it just me or do people just assume "anime/manga...hentai" when associating culture to Japan. I really love japanese culture and I'm not hating but ... they didnt have food.... their culture is one of my favourites! So rich in history, I wished they showed that more instead of shitty kimonos and otaku tables jkjkjk haha.

Well there were also performances, they were sickkkk... I actually loveeee Indian culture! OMG Sooooo ornamented and cute! Hahaha, love it! They certainly are proud and talented. <3

I'm so sad lately!!! Ugh.. I need a really good pick me up, and I'm kinda getting into smoking, it's horrible. I kind of want those holders like Audrey Hepburn. But smoking really is a nasty/stupid habit :(

I'm currentlyyyyyyy wearing the same sweater to sleep for the past nights since I got it, but IT'S AMAZING I feel so badass.
I'm still craving black lame leggings :'(... monee, i feel your paain.

Currently watching- Zeitgeist
To finish: Zeitgeist addenum, Factory Girl, Breakfast at Tiffany's

Nevermind what the haters say, ignore 'em til they fade away.

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008 - 7:12 PM
Back to top, baby.
you're the boss, apple sauce.


Tuesday, October 28, 2008 - 6:19 PM
Back to top, baby.
Cherry Anne, I saw ur cousin (I think) at american apparel (if u even read this blog lol <3)!

It seems like the hate in those house grows more and more each day and its slain towards me.
I can't bring myself to hug anyone but my dad and I just want to never talk to anyone.
So glad I got the big hoodie because its much warmer than the coldness I'm getting from every one. It's so comfortable and it makes up for how uncomfortable I feel around everyone.
Retail therapy certainly worked its wonders at a price....
Today I went to Sherway with Monica and Tim. Due to some fucked up arrangements I made (a MISTAKE no one really gets or wants to understand) my day just felt horrible. But I love them so much...Honestly you know how close a relationship with people are when u can cry in front of them and smile a second later. I fucking love these kids to deaaath.

HOW ABOUT.. those times I was forgotten nearly an hour after the school bell rang. They weren't uncommon. Or how about how you bring me anywhere I want... I admit I don't thank you enough but if the case were that I was the one with a lisence and a few more years of experience, YOU KNOW THINGS would be different.

I'm not a bad sister and you know it. Try being Pia's younger sister. You'll discover embarassement and being ashamed of who you are as if my self-esteem isn't low enough. The only way to fight the insecurities of having your own sister not love you by arguing with her to show how you aren't weak. To hide how jealous you are that your own sister seems to love her cousins more than you. To have your own nephew hate you just like your sister did so even if she does mature into loving you, there's a second wave of hatred.
I waited until you had your baby to see that if you discovered true love through Jace, you could open your heart and allow me into it.
How would you defend yourself in this position?

I know I'm so sensitve but I'm just having a really bad week.
I'm kind of shocked at the fact that if I'm sad.... the natural response I get from this house is to make me feel even worse, especially if it's my fault. Not even taking into account that people make mistakes.

I'm not even going to say anything else.

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- 12:44 PM
Back to top, baby.
She's fresh to death, she'll be the death of you.
Seduction leads to destruction.

I love you but you're bringing me down.

I miisssss my besteeez heaps!!!
Baking up a storm today then Sherway. I'll be exhausted.. Then I gotta curl my hair!

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Monday, October 27, 2008 - 9:07 PM
Back to top, baby.
I'm in a state of shock(er).
lol stfu, monica.

This morning I was crying so much because I woke up late today.
Wait, I'm getting there.

I was late today so I barely was ready, I didn't know where my shoes were, so I missed the bus that gets me to school... ON TIME.

I made my dad bring me to school... He usually hates doing that because he works sometimes night shifts and is too tired. But I made him bring me anyways because YEAH I JUST really hate being late.

SO on our way to school, some people stop on the main road, Creditview and just drop off kids in front of the school coz they're lazy or whatever and it takes too much time.

This one car stopped so my dad was like, k get off and whatever and stopped as well.

As I was getting off, I felt the car move forward and my seatbelt restrict me.
To my surprise, we a car had bumped us and I just left because I was too scared.
I hate doing when something so fucking random like this happens. I felt that it was all my fault and I was just too embarassed to get to class like this I just kinda broke down at my locker with Emily <3.
I was really emo this whole day though. Accidents are the worst, I'm telling you. Our family is decent, working class but it's hard to live the way we do. I adore my parents for working so hard to give the best living to me, my sister, jace, joe, and angel and I know how hard it is to make us all happy. Sometimes it seems like we live luxuriously but is it really luxurious when we're working so hard to live like htis that in the end its value grows worthless because it doesn't even make us happy? I buy the things that I buy because I have a job and because I need it.
I can dream but I won't always have it. And we share our dreams with each other the same way we share our grievences. I don't live a fucking hard knock life, I live a good life with hard knocks, like every family. I hate how I'm just realizing this now.

Anyways, Religion I had pip program.. I don't even know how to approach Veronica's learning methods. This too, opened my eyes. I always think of how her family copes with shit, you know? I 'm glad I met her, she's also adorable. For Halloween she's Hannah Montana. I FEEL like I understand her so much, even though she can't talk.

Math WAS STUPID I'M SO STUPID. I completely lost everything I knew, but I got to sit with lean and talk about "no one else comes close" lmfao.

I hate physics. PERIOD.

I love French because our unit is about cultures. MAN <3 oh man... I love learning about the globe... and that Discovery channel commercial is damn catchy lolz.

I got hooome and... there were holes at the back of my dads car. I was like.. okay... what the fuck coz like.. they were holes...
I inspected it further and they lookde like bullet holes... They were adhesives though.. Does this man think he's slick? Trying to trick me.. I think he could tell how scared and guilty I felt when I stormed off, lol.

I had a napppppy, made noodles, watched gg... and.... shit my ballz.
max and willa (i forgot her nmae in the show) were damn annoying and too "hipstered out"
ugh it's kinda getting annoying.
I love Jenny working at Eleanors.... I think it's a better path and promises a good future than hanging out with hipsters I'M SORRY BUT like.... bah. MAYBE she'll find success.... She looks talented. I don't know, she has potential just not with her new friends, fucking hate them.
Hopefully they won't be as mean and bitchy as Eleanor (major bitch tips)

ANYWAYS I SLAVED OVER MY MATH HOMEWORK, can't bring myself to tell you how many pages I fucking used :@ But ATLEAST it's over and done with.


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Sunday, October 26, 2008 - 7:07 PM
Back to top, baby.
Our musical compilation will be awesome....

to the likes of........

All out can't testttttt project 69.
"so stressful! :D"

racism essay tips (literally)
hunter hat tips (our fucking crew)
jocking jace and jcz fresh
wow tips
cookie crumble tips
second cup tips
playback on halloweeeen tips? LOL MAAAN oh man. WHAT TO DO

Cuming soon:

Ahhhh 40 YOV is the best, seriously.
Seth Rogen, I might rape you. (I love your laugh, it's the cutest <3)
Did you guys notice how fucking EPIC (yes i used the word!!!) Jonah Hill is trying to buy those boots LMAOOOOOOOOO <3
OMG he's Seth 2.0 seriously :(

MAD COOKIE MIXES for project red riding hood
flip balla... JKJK
buy a basket
white tights
grey tights (for school)
snowboarding gear
proj 69 obvi
shergay tuesday with monchron (today was a flopppp)
let me loooooooveee you

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Saturday, October 25, 2008 - 3:54 PM
Back to top, baby.
My costume isn't so greeeat.. but it'll do.
I'm little red riding hood =)

Today was good... NOT VERY productive. But I got my costume... I'm not gonna lie, I'm not 100% satisfied.. I wish I had gone with these...
the possibilities:

top contestants:

original plan:


I really liked this idea ^ love the culture of germany, and oktoberfest would be kinda cool... attract the damn hot germans....become eva braun...... jkjkj
BUT my sister got this outfit.. It looks really cute on her... I GUESS.. I don't know, I really like it!

LMFAO str8 missions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He bought his own ticket to chaperone us and meet up with us when our movie started which we were almost fucking late for because I lost my ticket (ahahaha)
Stupid 18a movies.... LOL it was so missiooooonsssssssssss BUT I LOVED IT AND HAD FUN.
And before that... we went to Jack Astors where I recieved a GREATTTTT STEAK =*D =*D with mashed potatoes, bacon and cheese (which was awkward but like.. whatever it made sense in the end mmmmmmmmmm)
IT WAS SO LIVE LOLZ. I love drawing on those tables... we need sum picccs jeebu.
I also god 3 souvlaki pitas lmfao I think I ate the most that night.
SOME PARTS MAY HAVE FLOPPED AND some people may have been depressed but not me!
I don't have anyyyything for homework, beehotches.
:D :D School was really good on friday... I was so happy with the compliments I got form curling my hair. Albeit, It was maddd messed because I did it the night before with my straightener and sleeping on it made it a bit weird but it was all good, ACHIEVING B STATUS???? Neverrrr she's too good :) Lol. Classes were sooo chill..... Religion we finished Prince of Egypt (which we basically see every friggin year.. but I don't mind... by the power of Rah, Playing with the Big Boys now is a long time fave, lolz. IN MATH our class is totes ahead of everyone apparently SO <3 WE GOT TO WATCH 21. AND AARON YOO WAS IN IT AND HE'S SO CUTE. I don't know the actor for fisher but he was cuuuteeee, too, damn. Evene the main guy.. just not Kevin Spacey aka Mr. Simmonettttttt lmfaoo. bunn him.
K wellll I need to finish that movie, it was pretty good.
Science we had this bonus mark period... which was chill I think i got 11 coasters lol.. 'cept I didn't do grass method lolzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

just live ya life.

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Thursday, October 23, 2008 - 8:05 PM
Back to top, baby.
Local all-time fave LOL... She makes anything so simple look so right.
Sorcha is soooo beautiful!!!!
Can u believe this igrl is fucking 12? K I'm such a lookbook creep but holy heffer. But she's cute. She reminds me of Tokio Hotel androdgynous man.





you know you love me.

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008 - 7:02 PM
Back to top, baby.
Bitches and hoes, bitches and hoes, exciting news.

look out for the very bestttttt
my life
dead wrong

got money
take you down
leona lewis shit



Spotted: Project 69.
That is all.


Tuesday, October 21, 2008 - 6:42 PM
Back to top, baby.
Music: Leona Lewis - Better in Time
Mood: Dancey

Today I was singing THE WHOLE DAY.
From Slow Jams (by Usher and Monica), actual slow jams, sum coldplay, french R&B (lolz), womanizer tip, some crying leona lewis, and yeah.... just about uffing it up.

YO SO... What is the deal with the new Kanye?
Love Lockdown is crap IMO...
Heartless.. makes me feel.... heartless?
and Coldest Winter is aiigh, idk what to think of it all, he's certainly changed his styles.
It's always hard for me to accept change, but in the end, I think that we learn to appreciate it and embrace it. So we'll just have to wait and see mr. Kanye West.. but plz stay off the condenser mic tip.

It's grade ten so why am I worrying that I'm not getting straight GOODS lmfao.
so far...
religion - 99
math - 95
science - 85!!! (I WAS GETTING STR8 GOODS 100S AND 99S..... then my test + lab fucks it up.. still have time for progresS)
french - 95

In dire need of new layout.

My outlook in life is so much better now..... Can't explain how.


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Monday, October 20, 2008 - 5:06 PM
Back to top, baby.
Music: the Ting Tings - Great DJ
Mood: Lazy

Why the fuck is this song so catchy...

I feel like shoppping SOO bad but I'm broke PHI BROKE!!!!
plus, the malls or downtown right now aren't "doin it" for me.
I'd love to scope out some original pieces, design my own and have my lola make it for me.. maybe even my costume? It's weird but I'm craving a pmall mish.


Had a raging nap today.

I've got a raging clue thinking about YOU AHAHHAA.
I'm crushing on this mandem sooooo much it's pumpum, u gree? I swear it's sooooo stupid bcuz we don't really talk anymore (...sadface) but EEEEEEEHEHEHE.. He's such a cutie.

I need a fall wardrobe soo bad.
I need a Halloween costume SO bad!

luella hadband... willing to go to fucking uk for my baby...
fall outerwear...
*sweaters... any DECENT suggestions
*aa tri-orchid skirt
*more slouchy boots......
pretty heels
*pretty dress
serpent spandex... lol...
fucking blazer :****( *crieS*
furry hunter hat

can't think of anything more, but I'm totes not in the fuckin zen.
(new fucking hair cut tips. FOKN skanks.)

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Sunday, October 19, 2008 - 3:33 PM
Back to top, baby.
"HAD to's"

1. If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you want it?:
wrist and that's the onlyyy place

2. If you HAD to dye your hair a colour, what colour would it be?:
whole head medium brown

3. If you HAD to get a piercing (that isn't your ears) what would you pierce?

4. If you HAD to change your name, what new name would you choose?:
audrey marie, sayuri.........tallulah (LOL STFU)

The "WOULD YOU?" section:

1. Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
love one, of course

2. Would you move anywhere else if you could?:

3. If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go?:
noooo shiiiit

4. If you were given $10,000,000, what would you do with it?:
give a milli towards various good causes, pay off debts, plan a vacation, buy big presents for my friends, buy a house for my families in the philippines, save the rest

The "LET'S SAY" section:

1. Let's say you had to eat a live tarantula for $1,000...:
no thanks...

2. Let's say you could star in any movie (made or in the works) what movie?:
hmm... what ROMANTIC movie does edward norton have next...... haha
but if i could star in anything.. it would be a show, YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME..... xoxo, gossip girl.

The "OTHER STUFF" section:

1. What makes your bedroom unique?:
canopy? messy clothes on floor? the fact that it's for a PRINCESS? :*)

2. Whats your favourite season of the year?:

3. Do you like cheese?:
lol not alone

"THE 2008" section:

1. Have you had your birthday yet?:

2. Are you the same person you were at the beginning of 2008?:

3. Anything exciting happen this year?:
nothing crazy... cottage?

4. Have you been involved with the police this year?:

6. Got any tattoos or piercings this year?
no + no = no2

7. Been in a hospital this year?:
yeah but not for myself

8. Lost someone you cared about this year?:
i can't remember.. no one in particular

9. Been on a vacation this year?:
just road trips but... amsterdam next yurrrrr, hollurrrr

10. Been kicked out of a public place this year?

Last person...:

...you talked to?:

...you instant messaged?
i haven't been online

...you called?:
no one today

Info About Yourself:

When is your birthday?:
feb 12

How tall are you?:
like 5'1

Shoe size?:

Any brothers/sisters?:
1 sister


don't have a specific one.... but i like orchid, mint, turquoise, yellow, aubergine, evergreen, melange orchid...uhm well.. all except orange


depends on my mood

Ice cream?
bubble gum swirl, SUPERKID*, mickey mouse bday cake <3, cookies and cream, chocolate chip cookie dough, golden ribbon,

In The Last 48 Hours, Have You...


...missed someone?:

...yelled at someone?:

...been online?:

...kissed someone?

...last thing you ate?:
candy apple

...talked to someone about something important?:

Do you have any energy drink or soda cans laying around?:

Last time visiting the Library?:
no clue

What do you use to apply eye make-up?:
black eyeliner and mascara sometimes, then eyelash curler if i DO apply mascara

When do you work next?:
summer, lollzz

Name a friend that you miss & that you haven't seen in a really long time?:
eleisha but i saw her recently.... i always miss monee, lol, karina, jessica, ally

Are you moving soon?:

When did/will you move out?:
as much as i want to get away from the people in this house sometimes, i think i have no choice but to live here until i save enough money for my own decent place or find someone to move in with

Do you overanalyze things?:
yeah...... :(

What is your favourite number?:

Do you know your family members' birthdays?:
yeah just not the years

What is currently occupying the plugs in your room?:
macbook, camera charger

Is the song you're listening to a love song?

Do you and your siblings have many common friends?
not many

Do you have any tests/exams coming up soon?
religion....... math........

Do you like someone?:

Do you know Asian people?:
noooope! just kidding.

Coffee: Love it or hate it?

When you see a foggy window, do you feel the need to write or draw on it?:
haha.. sometimes

What bands/singers do you have shirts of?:
paramore, panic! at the disco

How many belts do you own?:

Do you have a weak stomach?:
not for like... gross stuff but i want it TONED, bitches...
need to work out and stop eatting like a glutton...


- 11:40 AM
Back to top, baby.
I went to Springridge farm yesterday with my family and Jace.
I didn't buy admission for myself, though.... I was kinda in a bad mood getting there.
While waiting I honestly wanted to cry. Me and my mom looked at the pies and decoration and pumpkin stores and I just got a hot chocolate and 2 candy apples (lmao shut up) but AH! THE WEATHER WAS LOOVEELYYY and I was so sad.. that... I WAS SO SAD.

I don't know why, but lately I've been isolating myself from my dad and my sister.
I can't say why, but obviously my sister hates me so why should I continue to love someone when I won't recieve it back? Now I know what it's like to take a hint.

ANYWAYS, after that...... I went to Miarka's house so she could bring me to Andreas house for her shindig where we would loaft until uhm... a limo came! Since Andrea is latina, turning 15 or having a "quince" is kinda a big deal, so her fam really treated her. It was really cute, and even though some of the night didn't go as she planned, I hope she had a lovely time. We ate at some Japanese place and just talked and talked and ATE =*) Twas coooo.
On our way home we were jamming in the limo and serrriiously needed a good song. We called 99.9 about a BILLION FUCKING TIMES LMFAO and Lydia Stratus or whatever bitched at us telling us we clogged the phone line coz we were literally calling her every 5 minutes until they played our damn song, which they didn't.
Paige: *requesting and screaming ensues*
99.9: *bitches at us* we aired you, we -
Paige: uhm, NO ya didn't..
99.9: ok, well, we're just trying to do our job!

LMFAO she tried to lie, lolzzzz.
K so in the end they didn't play and something was wrong about the theatre reservations, but honestly, who needed it. Andrea's family is so loving and cute and the cake was great and as long as she was happy!! :*)

I am really needing a Halloween costume... I don't know what I have in mind, I really want to be the happy camper! I think for now just..... red riding hood will do? I don't wanna bite my sister but lately she has been being selfish. I'm not a push over anymore.

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008 - 6:09 PM
Back to top, baby.
Music: Perfect Situation - Weezer
Mood: ??!!?




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Monday, October 13, 2008 - 10:25 PM
Back to top, baby.
"womp womp"
"loads of fun"
"get on our level"

MENTAL note:
Hiatus.......?? Starting ___________....???
I don't know. But I just caught up on a lot of shit I didn't understand previously because I half-assed my homework. KARMA REALLY DOES COME BACK AROUND.
It's not even midterms yet... I should probably get focused. Bah.

Later skaters, it's 1:28....


Sunday, October 12, 2008 - 6:33 PM
Back to top, baby.

xoxo, gossip girl


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hahah I'm such a fatass.
I went grocery shopping for food all for myself yesteryda =**)
Now I can pig out in peace without demanding ______.

I have hmwk overLOAD!

to do:
- religion project (buy magazines and talk to Miarka)
- ask someone for math and science homework
- SCIENCE HOMOWORK from thursday (soooo FUCKING stuuuuupid)
- french autobiography rough copy that was due friday

So today I will just do my thang, clean my room a bit, and eat the 9 bags of chocolate my parents gave me *lol k not nine but ON THE REAL SOOO MUCH CHOCOLATE! It was the only thing they brought back for me! lmao!*

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Saturday, October 11, 2008 - 7:21 PM
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lmfao sooo cute, brings me back to the mornings where I would always watch rugrats before school!

Parents are back.... SOO jealous of them.
I asked my dad for a lederhosen and he saw one but it was 400$ OR WHATEVER MONEY THEY HAVE AT GERMANY :****(! They honestly went everywhere. I guess you can in Europe..... LOL.


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Friday, October 10, 2008 - 6:34 PM
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Michelle Shouli is having her jam right now @ the wall @ Streetsville and I was looking forward to going!
I feel really bad, though, because my parents just came back from Europe and I feel that they're too tired to bring me anywhere or deal with me. I couldn't really get around it, no matter how much I wanted to go.

I really miss hanging with Emily, and I never really hang out with her crowd.... So it would've just been awkward. BUT I LOVE JILL AND MICHELLE, they're so nice!

Today was my retreat at St. Jude and it was honestly SO GREAT! I loved the Christian songs (LOLS) and the hot diggity dance instructor. I LOVED DANCING! It was so funn, lol. I LOVED MY PIP PARTNER, SAM! The biggest pip with the biggest HEART =*)

After that, watched a marathon of FRESH PRINCEs and woke up to a pleasant surprise =*******************)

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Wednesday, October 8, 2008 - 2:31 PM
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Today's sooooo gloomy so I decided to "rock out" in my blanket screaming Silverstein :|

Been on that Heroes tip because Joseph is starting to dig it, lol....


That's all.

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Monday, October 6, 2008 - 11:53 AM
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I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
-Marilyn Monroe

I never let the actions of another make me or break me and I never let a single person shake me because honestly I don't give a fuck who hates me


I rarely visit sites like nymag.com/style.com anymore. Today since I am not at school, I finally did take a look and caught up a bit.

Chanel didn't really... wow... me.
I liked Sonia Rykiel's designs made by other people than her own (lol)
TBH some shows were just boring and inimaginative. (except House of Holland... that was bottom line: plain FUG)

Erin Fetherston's ethereal spring 2009 rtw is fresh, girly, and whimsical.
Although a tad repetitive, it was overall my favourite show.

Maybe it's just me...... but I love everything she does. I think we both definetly share a love for the sunnier seasons.

To achieve this look, try these:
(Wilfred artist series)

I really like the wilfred artist series pocket tank, but what's a girl to wear in fall!?

Taking second place is Peter Som.
I'm a bit biased with my taste... this spring I am just envisioning strong pastel hues and neutral overtones.

Honorable mentions:

I don't really understand why they don't just mash spring and summer together, they're viturally the same in most places. Some actually look a bit summery than springy.
ANYWAYS, we're still in fall. Every major fashionista's fave. season.
But really? hehe.. not me :( I go weak for the sun and bare (hairy) arms! I hate cardigans/sweaters/whatever/leggins/boots and I just can't stand being cold!!!!! Maybe I am just bitching coz I can't find the perfect clothes. Is it me or has fashion grown to be less enjoyable? Previously, I would enjoy taking trips to the mall to window shop/dream/drool about every thread of clothing in every store but nowadays it is so rare to even find that perfect "piece" and not grow unsatisfied with it after. Do you agree?

It's hard to incorporate such elaborate, trendy, and expensive designs into a 15-year-old girl's wardrobe.
The style I find myself often trying to imitate would be Blair Waldorf- but a Blair Waldorf that appreciates urban lifestyle and vintage-like pieces and lives in a one bedroom apartment. I looove her, jebus. She's my muse. She is effortlessly & flawlessly CLASSY. It doesn't even look like she wears make-up....Her style is kinda similar to Audrey Hepburn.

Damn that (lucky) mother chucker...

Lily: (to Serena) Don't leave your dirty package on the table.
Chuck: If I had a nickel for every time I heard that.
Bart: That's enough Chuck.

Serena: Okay let's get one thing straight. Our parents might be insisting on blending our households but I am not your sister. I do not share any of your DNA, nor do I ever wish to.
Chuck: Then I suggest you get new hand towels.

Nate: She's right Serena, I mean none of us are saints.
Blair: [points at Chuck] Yeah, I had sex with him in the back of a limo.
Chuck: Several times.
Nate: I had sex with you, at a wedding while I was her date. [looks at Chuck] Once.
Blair: [looks at Chuck]
Chuck: I'm Chuck Bass!

Blair: I came to congratulate you in person. You ruined my relationship with Nate, Serena, all of my friends. Even little Jenny thinks she's too good for me. So, Bravo. Just like you wanted. I have no one to turn to but you.
Chuck: Actually, you don't even have me.
Blair: Enough.
Chuck: I'll try to be more succinct. You held a certain fascination when you were beautiful, delicate and untouched. But now you're like one of the Arabians my father used to own. Rode hard and put away wet. I don't want you anymore. And I can't see why anyone else would.

oh my effing god!

I really like the following styles, featuring a twist on classic pieces:

*preordering?? should i? already have a stupid blazer...

  • I really want green or brown contacts.. i have turquoise and amethyst and they DO look fucking unnatural..... obvi all coloured contacts are unnatural on asians but still.. LOL I hate not having colorful eyes, it makes my asian eyes stand out. I actually also want new glasses. I want these Chanel ones that are HUGE granny-ish... LOL
  • I also kinda want a simple corset. my sister has a floral one from f21 and I'm dying to steal it, but I probz can't even, coz I don't have boobs and I'm too pussy to take anything from her.... Should I just ask? LOL.
  • I'm really disappointed that I still don't have oxfords. I guess I can't rock them because I'll just end up looking AWKWARD :(
  • http://handmeover.blogspot.com ..... I admire her bravery in the name of fashion sooo much
  • should I buy black lame leggings? You guys.. I'm on my last hundred....
  • I know this is an extremely long post, and I still haven't started Friday's hmwk... but... http://lookbook.nu/user/3236-Hannah-S omg :*)
  • Trying so hard to stray away from fucking AMERICAN APPAREL but I kind of want this...
  • fml.....