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Saturday, June 20, 2009 - 7:23 AM
You make me wanna lose control
Back to top, baby.
Mood: Lethargic
Music: Good Girls Go Bad ft. Leighton Meester - Cobra Starship

Anyways, I'm getting in the UK mood by downloading Skins s3. It takes too friggin long, but atleast it'll be something to pass the time in the airplane when I go home.

Yesterday was my Art Exam, and I'm not even gonna discuss how I almost failed the application because I RAN OUT OF TIME! PEOPLE, KEEP TRACK OF THE DAMNED TIME LMAO =( Embarassing.

After that, I watched a Valkyrie w/ dad and fell asleep. Then I watched HJNTIY with Pia and Joe for the second time. I love ScarJo but must she be such a slut?! LOL <3

THEN went to Mon's house and saw JANVIR, Danny, Tim, Leen, Nikki and ate a pizza and we went to see UP! Obviously I cried again.... Cheesitz. But this time I didn't sob! LOL. Then we snuck into the Hangover. Such contrasting films, eh!? LOL I LOVED THE Hangover. Although it may be lacking for such a highly rated film, we concluded it was a "White boy"/"White frat boy" humour. Funny thing, I called where Doug was right when they asked where he was..... LOL. I'm not even kidddinnggg. After that we ate McDons and that was the end of my week and the beginning of my summer.

When I got home, I finished The Last House on the Left with the girl from Darcy's Wild Life with my sister and Joe. LOL SO MANY MOVIES. But damn... uhmmm messed up.

I've got to finish packing and get ready now! I'm supposed to leave at 1.

I'll mees you guys.

XOXO,
phatee girl

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009 - 5:12 PM
big things poppin and lil things stoppin
Back to top, baby.
mood: chipper and HOT AND SWEATY =(
music: do it - TI

Sewwwwww,
Today I slept at 1am watching HMIYM like the loojer that I am.
But yesterday my grammy came back from her 3 or so month from the Phillerpeenz and she came bearing my gifts! (PasaluBONG) AKA... My ***** dress, and my ***** tiara! BIG SECRET GUYS =*)
But for those of you who I've notified, please come! Mark June 6th on your calendars for some crazy walks around Valley parking lots, lmaooooo...
On that topic, I finished my *********** letter to be published in every *********** book being handed out. If you want to help as much as you can, buy some ad space from me, it's only (lol i kid, i kid) like 25 dollars for 1/4 a page and you put ur picture, it's uhmm.. pretty JOKES lmao.
I'm so very excited! Can't wait =)

Anyways, today I had an art trip. One of those days when you don't have a clue what to wear, try on something u think looks cool, go out realize it's not that realistic, add certain pieces and end up loving what you wear.
I packed my sunscreen, honeydew softlips, honeydew lotion, sunnies, sketching pencils, and catcher in the rye (which I haven't finished since 8th grade... lmao) and camera hoping that these things will keep me occupied and important lmao.
I chilled at first period and got the hmwk (YET I LEFT MY FUCKING MATH TEXTBOOK THEREFORE NOT DOING ANY OF THE FUCKING REVIEW) at school like the ditzy girl that I am. When I got called down I had my only free time coz I got kinda late to school (well, right on time but not enough time to chill with my LOVES of course) and I QUICKLY DASHED to get Gossip Girl coz while reading Catcher in the Rye in first, I got so bored and wanted to start over again, but seriously need to rake in my AR points (AR count: zero)
We went to OCAD and around there and we took this life drawing workshop with a real model and he was NEARLY NUDE in his fucking BANANAHAMMOCK BUT HE WAS SO OLD YET CHISLED.... I WANTED TO BLOW MY BRAINS OUT COZ I WAS SO UNCOMFORTABLE AND MY SKETCHES SUCKED ASS LMAO.
Afterwards, we got to roam downtown TO for like a solid 40 minutes (booo) so we went to some plaza with like.. EVERYTHING =*) and I got a souvlaki dinner and bubble tea (all the asians got bubble tea so I was like truueeeeeeee.. unfortunately, not TUB SIZED lmao)
K then, we finally toured the AGO. I love art museums! Some people think they're boring (well guided tours suck ass) and I just love to explore, I find it so damned interesting and... dare I say... romantic! I'd love to go on a date there. JSYK, students get free admission wednesday evenings.. How cute =*)
Got to school, bussed home and met up with Emily on my way home.... I miss her.
Funny how things change.
Got home, watched fre$h prince of course, and finished reading Gossip Girl.

UPCOMING:
  1. AR test for It Girl
  2. AR test for Gossip Girl (I know, I ready stupid books, can't help it.. guilty pleasure :P)
  3. Take out another GG book or a classic novel so I can have higher points.. any suggestions? I might take Moby Dick)
  4. BR date with my number one stunner
  5. Human Rosary Friday(saying a HAIL MARY... no biggie version tho :P!)
  6. Volunteer at Carassauga Fri-Sun

OH and... I kinda sorta like someone... kinda. sorta.
Okay yeah, I do.

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Monday, May 11, 2009 - 1:26 PM
fml
Back to top, baby.
music: Can U Help Me - Usher
mood: overwhelmed/worried

upcoming assignments due:
  1. English: group skit - Trojan Horse
  2. English: group game board - Trojan Horse
  3. English: individual rap song assignment - Twelve Labours of Heracles
  4. English: worksheet package
  5. Careers ISU + Powerpoint
  6. Art: pencil texture sketchbook assignment
  7. Art: 3 Calligraphy alphabets
  8. Art: Find b/w face photograph of celebrity (who should I choose) for CAT tomorrow
That's a lot of stuff... Due somewhere around this week except the Careers project.
As you can tell, my English teacher is insane in the membrane.

I just cleaned up my room and am going to treat myself to some oreo ice cream =)

To do
  • Return Rosie's presents @ Sephora (she has BOTH the venom and shu eyelash curler already)
  • make a video for my mom (belated mother's day present...)
  • find a job, dammit
  • apply at credit valley for volunteering!!!!!!**
  • take sewing class
  • take cooking class
Where am I going in life, and how the FUQQ will I get there?! =( By Patricia Estrella 60162252.

I'm busy, FB hiatus.

edit: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WHYYYY WOULD U DO THIS AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Today, I had a presentation to make before 20+ executives from high up in the business chain. I used a power point to aid in my presentation. About halfway through the power point, my screensaver turned on. It was an animated picture of boobs rubbing against a soapy car windshield. FML

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Wednesday, May 6, 2009 - 8:00 AM
in class
Back to top, baby.
I'm in English "researching" mythology.
BOOOOOO
Just came back from the church and it was very nice.
The weather outside is UNREAAALL <3

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Sunday, February 22, 2009 - 7:00 AM
hellophatee
Back to top, baby.
music: little bit (ft. lykke li) - drake
mood: cannoot sleep

  • I have a kanye twittaaaaa finalement.
  • I have to call Aritzia today to schedule my interview. interview at 3;00 tomorrow! WHAT TO WEAR!
  • I'm finally up to speed with the technology world... with a blackberry 8900, call me ;) send me your numbers bbs....have a BB? PIN MEEE... 6969696sexylovebyneyo69.. srsly tho, if you do, just ask ahah.
  • k i totally gave in and now I'm watching those stupid ass asian dramas........ :(
  • my nephew just brought all his toys in my room.... (ie. 2 fake pliers, geometric shapes, a dare devil stunt track, what looks like an oldsmobile yet i cannot fully decipher)
  • jace was wrecking my artist pens and when i took them from him he stormed out and looked like he was about to cry....
  • friday ms. mcbride chose people from her art classes to touch up the school banners in civvies so we could paint and get really down and dirty (lolll) and jenny hoang was there!! so we worked together on the ugliest banner ever and made it... uhmm... even worse, then even betterr ahhaha.... i love the mezzanine!
  • had 3C lunch that day and on fourth period we played in the mezzanine rolling in the staff room chairs HAHAHA :) :)
  • lmao seriously, i hate the radio.... FOR THE NIGHTS I CANT REMEMBER - HEDLY (aka every white girl album name on FB) came on and OF COURSE people shout "I LOOOVE THIS SONG!".. definition of a woo girl, holla.
  • ohoh OHHH and a buttrock song.. nickleback or something came one and one of them RUNS to the radio as I'm about to change it, and turns the volume up.... :(
  • watched CSI miami the whole night (yeah sooooo LIVE) making jokes about horatio with my dad... i never knew people actually referred to him as H... the darkskinned runs in and is like "H"!!!!!! LMAOOOO DA FUQQ
  • IN LIKE 3 DAYS I USED UP 80% OF MY BLACKBERRY'S DATA PLAN AHHAHA =*(... i think i accidentally had the rogers on coz i was using it at home thinking the whole time it was wifi (which i named THUGLIFE...) so my sister called rogers and change my data plan to 500mb, its all gravy gravy graavy
I want to go downtown now, fuqqqqq

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Friday, January 16, 2009 - 8:36 PM
these are the tales of the cool
Back to top, baby.
MMMMMMMOOOOOOothafucka ahdshdjashd hahalalalhalallahalalahalala

I'm grounded if YA HAVEN'T HEARD til February coz I.... "lost my virginity to batman on deck"


hahaha I'm totally fucking with you.
I skipped Religion so of course my parents "ground" me until February. WHO DOES THAT SRSLY.

Religion is my first period and I didn't go because I didn't feel like it on Wednesday with Nikki, Miarka, Marteina and Joshuelle. We planned to make Hladin bring down the attendance and erase our names from absent but that SLY FOX OF A SUPPLY TEACHER (!!!) took it down himself. MOTHA FOCK. I honestly have never skipped before except during buyouts, last days of schools, vacations, "snow days" (aka bus cancellations) but my parents have always allowed me on those days...

  1. ITS RELIGION WE DONT LEARN ANYTHING IN THAT CLASS THAT I DON'T ALREADY KNOW, YOU KNOW? (k well actually obviously not because I skipped it and i'm saying how i don't need it and how its basically useless but LOLOLOL I'm actually a good person so??)
  2. what the fuck man, FEBruary!?!??!?! are you serious
  3. It's crunch timeeeee... I gotta study hard 8)
  4. I've never been grounded before :(... I was gonna see NOTORIOUS TODAY WITH MY GANGSTER GYALDEM but noooooo.... I got to go to the library to see Danny and John, though. They were stuck for like an hour on this question quadratic functions and within 5 minutes I solved it for them HAHAHAH but honestly I FAILED TODAYS CAT BECAUSE I FUCKING SKIPPED FACTORING 1 FUCKING FUCKIGNDIFGNIFDSIFSI FUCK NUMBFUCKER!!!!! WHICH MEANS I GOT EVERYTHING ELSE WRONG COZ IT WAS ONE OF THOSE 1 A)B)C) ANSWERS SORRY I'M YELLING BUT MATH PRETTY MUCH IS MY SCHOOL LIFE LOLLZZZ

RANDOM SHIT
  • Bromance the show is so terrible... mainly coz of Femi. Actually it's kinda okay but Femi piss me the fuckkk off, haha.
  • FINISHED MY FRENCH CAT FINALEMENT... It was so fun, though. I seriously loooove Jill, Daniel, Tisha, and Joshuelle! Our group did cooooooooolsy.
  • My sister made me make her a layout.... Her "BS" as she calls it is pia-colada.blogspot.com if you want to see the layout. I think she'll be using that account now JSYK, Regine.
  • My course selections goes as follows: hang myself
  • there were odd fumes in the school so 3rd floor was lucky enough to be evacuated...UNFORTUNATELY I'M ON 2ND!!!!!! :@ :@ I wanted all 3 lunches, man!!! :(
  • I finally learned the bow tie bun and it is amazing
  • I'm still in my uniform coz I was working on my sis' layout haha.
  • I'M SOOOO SAD THAT MY OVERNIGHT TRIP TO BLUEY FOR MY BDAY IS CANCELLED!!!!!!! :***( IT wouldve been the perfect birthday but now I'm just really bummed I can't celebrate it like that.. I was really looking forward to it and it would be on Valentines day, man! How cute is that!!! Except I don't frigging have a valentine (one day, mr. chu... you will be mine) Have no idea how I'm cellybrating my SWEET SEXTEEEN!!! :( probably won't even.
  • wtf I'm so weird :(!! No wonder guys never hit on me/talk to me ahhaha ewwww.

Anyfucks, why do I keep swearing.
FUCKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASUCKAPHREEEEEEEEEEEEEE


Someone make me a free jitz/free yayo/phree phatee/free free (from bet hahaha) shirt....*COUGH* MONICA*COUGH*

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Sunday, January 11, 2009 - 4:10 PM
these are the tales of the cool
Back to top, baby.
Medicine IS something that interests me, but science is one of my weakest subjects. The reason I want to get into the medical field is because I want to contribute my part to a better society AND help humanity.
Idealistically, I'd like to be a drug dealer (jk... a PHARMACIST) or a registered nurse.
However, I don't want to be stuck in university dying.
I also do know that there's a high demand for jobs in the medical field.
ALSO I HAVE THIS THEORY that when the world is coming to an end and the economy is impossible to improve, the only people with full power are those in the medical field because a giant epidemic from poor living conditions will spread and only we have the tools and shizzz.

If I decide not to become a nurse, I want to be an accountant. Math right now is my strongest subject and it's not that challenging to me. But I don't know if I want to spend my life in an cubical punching numbers. It doesn't seem fun. The pay is good, and of course this is shallow but who doesn't think money is a huge factor in deciding your job? I won't stress out too much here, and it's not too tedious. Plus, I'm not gonna lie... uhm... I kinda like math.

Lastly, I would looove to be a history teacher. History is my favourite subject, and UHM LOL I actually got an award in grade 8 for it (no BOOST.) History is the one thing I am passionate about and teaching sounds really fun! BUT OF COURSE there's the money issue and the fact that no one ever really respects teachers. BAH.


soooo.. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF do i do because for a while I wanted to drop everything and just be a history teacher but now its not appealing to me anymore!!!

possible courses for grade 11
*1. english U
*2. math U
*3. religion M
4. bio U
5. chem U
6. physics U
7. accounting
*8. french

9. fashion
10. parenting
11. american history (X!!)
12. 16th century history
13. intro to pyschology

what do i doooooo and i really can't take summer school because I don't want to condense any of the available subjects, they're all really important :|!

I really really see fashion as a priority because it's the thing i am MOST passionate for. Just so unrealistic for me to find a job in that area because of how competitive and limited it is.... For gr.11 I see it as the only ounce of fun I will actually have because let's face it who the fuck thinks math and science is ENJOYABLE?! :|
Well.... certainly not me.

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Monday, December 29, 2008 - 1:23 AM
Back to top, baby.
SOOO
I'm LATE NIGHT BLOGGING..
like LATE LATE LATE night blogging.
I should enjoy it while it lasts because I JUST REALIZED school is coming so fucking soon!
AGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why the eff do teachers like to torture their students by giving homework over the holidays?
I think I will do everything tomorrow so I can relax!! :)

So manythings are going through my mind right now... Overwhelmed.... So I decided to type everything out.

  • I haven't been eating properally recently. I don't have an eating disorder but my stomach really hurts and I'm just a really picky eater. It seems like the only thing I'm willing to eat is McDonalds, and that's really a horrible thing to say.
  • I've made my new years resolutions MORE UNREALISTIC because every year I make resolutions that I end up not doing because I've doubted myself from the beginning. So here's to commiting myself to learning how to cook, getting a job, saving money, working out more, respecting my parents, going to church more often, and eating healthier! :)
  • I MUST call a preist for a Religion project I have
  • Finish my fucking religion magazine :@ JEEEEEBUS
  • I spent the whole day playing LBP with my cousins trying to get 100% on everything but I can'ttt!! hahahaha....
  • I'm up really late
  • I went to Eatons yesterday only to experience one of the biggest urban outfitter sales ever with me not knowing until I got home and looked at the reciept telling me i saved 50% off on everything I bought lmfao.... FUUUUCK!!! I need to go back
  • I'm going to MDG for NYE @ NY..... figure those out yourselves because I'm too embarassed to write it out ahahahha
  • I can't waiiiit til demetres tomorrow with the girlies!
  • I'm in love with sephora and I wish I could STEAL EVERY FUCKING BRUSH, BRONZER, FOUNDATION, AND MASCARA IN THAT STORE. AND NAIL POLISH AND PERFUME AND EYE SHADOW I GUESS BUT I REALLY SUCK AT APPLYING THAT SHIT!!!
  • I hate my science teacher.. must study for exam
  • I have like 902932109 billion sheets (aka a HOLIDAY BOOKLET) for my french class due when I GET BACK
  • I have a huge ass math exam review... DO NOT EVEN REMIND ME OF EXAMS
  • FRICKING GUY!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA I HATE THISSSS.
  • my stomach hurts like a bitch right now.
Pictures of christmas gifts/purchases sooonly :D

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Tuesday, December 16, 2008 - 7:22 PM
Back to top, baby.
Hey girls hey...........
Finally the endless wave of tests are OVER.

still need to...
  1. start religion CAT (due after break)
  2. call father saul
  3. look for a job
  4. buy secret santa present
  5. figure out what I'm wearing on thursday
andddd that's about it. Feeling of getting things over is sooooo rewarding but the feeling that you didn't accomplish anything just sucks ass. I studied so hard for my science and french tests but I have such big feelings I didn't do well at all. Well meaning above 90, ahhaha. FUCK. I'm stressing over my science mark so much. I always get 60s in the unit test but "straight goods" on term work. I secretly think my teacher hates me... but that's just cynical me blaming it on her.

ANYWAYS.........
I finally finished that french ad within the last hour. It's basically the xbox 360, but I callde it xbox570 to avoid infringement lawsuits (ha. ha. I'm funny)... it looks grammatically incorrect for some reason. It's supposed to be the "full experience".......and MORE hence... 180 +360 because it only makes sense that xbox increases by the 180 degree... or I could've doubled 360 to make it.. hmmm... 600 plus 60x2.... = 120.... 720? WOW. LOL.
I'm kinda proud..... IDK SOOO CHEESY SHUT UP but my teacher said it was a "brilliant play on words"
thar she blows.. the most cheesiest xbox ad ever.
FUCKING HATE HOW WHEN I PRINTED IT THE YELLOW WAS BLUE!!! AND THE GREY AT THE BOTTOM WAS PURPLE!!!!!!!!!!! :@ OK neeeeeeeeeeding more colored ink.
I OFFICIALLY HAAAAAATE conditionnel, imparfait, et imperatif tenses. SO fucking fatigue.... the OTHER fatigue. as in fatty gay.


Obligatory cam whoring/aka proof that a phatee exists.:




HMMMM...
i MADE COOKIES. wewt.
=*)


HMMM...
Let's see... I'm still in my uniform




UHM I loooove freaks and geeks. I'm
currently on episode 7 or something. Hilar. and SEXXED not to mention coz the two (other)loves of my life are there (that would be SETH ROGEN and JAMES FRANCO)

Time for an updated list of the current LOMLs (loves of my life)
  1. seth rogen
  2. james franco
  3. ed norton
  4. mr. chu
  5. robert downey jr.
  6. andy samberg
  7. dirk nowitzki
  8. phil banks
  9. mr. tatarski
  10. jonah hill
list needs more asians... TBH.

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Sunday, December 14, 2008 - 9:30 PM
Back to top, baby.
I caught up to 3 days worth of homework and studied for all my tests in one day.

Fuck Sundays, I'm never doing this again.
I was literally in my living room from 11-11 today.
FUCK that, man!
Hate it.

I really need to buy my secret santa's present soon... (s)he's a hard pleaser.... has everything he/she wants and his/her list was SO vague. :/ WHATEVS. I'll think of something. We're kinda close, I guess.

It's my parent's 20-something anniversary today and I had to skip Red Lobster, IKEA, ANDDDDD Sherway to catch up. BAHHHHHHHHHHHH
*screams in pillow*

I'm going to study some more bio.. Don't think I've got it down completely just yet.

FUCK MY LIFE FRENCH... Still not 100% sure if I'm conjugating IMPARFAIT, IMPERATIF, CONDITIONNEL correctly... Still a bit behind.


This entry is all over the place, but I've been making notes and watching Finding Nemo and Seinfeld whilst eating biscuits my parents brought home for me half of today so you can only imagine how out of place I am right now.

I think I'm going crazy =)

ps. Religion test Tuesday.
aaaaaand Civvies day sometime this week... someone told me we cant wear pants? The FUCK. HAHAHAH welllll... okay then :) i'll just arrive sans pants...avec pretty panties? k, trueeeeee.


I'M SO MAD I can't find my iPod!!!!!!!! Madd updates, I downloaded some cool podcasts ahhaha. HOLY FUCK I SAW ANOTHER LIGHTNIGN FLASH OMGGGGGG AGAIN WHAT THENF=ASFKDHSFD

IS IT JUST ME :( :(

edit: that was my sister taking photos of her boots in her ribbed cotton tomato coloured top (!!! :@) hahaha I'm jk. *prays to God she doesn't read this* but I honestly screamed and wailed a bit ahahhahahahahaha.

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Thursday, December 11, 2008 - 9:42 AM
Back to top, baby.

kind of miss school.
i've been home monday, wednesday, thursday.
but i'm alive, okay?

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Monday, December 8, 2008 - 6:59 AM
Back to top, baby.
music: the sounds - ego
mood: chill

Finally done the book, "Robbie's First Raindrop" (our biology project was to make a children's story book about the water cycle.... SOOOO frigging stupid)
bahahahha.
I should've taken pics, it's pretty cute tho.

ANYYYYPOOO.
like 2/25 of my eye is pink so my teacher advised me to go home LMFAO.
She thinks I have pink eye, which is an extremely contagious disease or something so my dad picked me up and now I'm here.
We might go to Ikea today to pick up our 2$ tree or something. wewt.

........... here it is.... YOU CAN BARELY SEE IT lmfao. BUT OH WELL, i'm at home on the couch with my maccc daddy... STILL IN MY UNIFORM D:!
As I mentioned a few entries back, I dyed my hair. from...:
to
whaddup downgrade :(. I need a hair cut! My bangs are not even bangs i jsut bbby pin them a certain way.
I look much more AZN w/ blk hair fuqq!! lol

I wish i was swedish!!!!!!!!!!!
or russian!!!!!!!!!!!!!
or german!!!!!!!!!
or half asian!!!!!

maja ivarsson is TOO pretty for words. She's in the wesc ads now....
<3
I'm jealoussss.
I STILL want wesc headphones but she makes me want them even more!!!
preferrably the ed banger ones (fml 2 billz) but i'll settle for the aoki. Stance must atleast have the teal ones i want.

oh and i finally applied for a lookbook account and i got it yesterday :D
i'm so scared to post up my outfits tho!

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Tuesday, December 2, 2008 - 3:09 PM
Back to top, baby.
I feel so accomplished.
I don't think I've ever finished this much homework in this much time.
SO with my spare time, and NO FACEBOOK *another one of those emo moments when I delete it to isolate myself as an excuse to "focus on school"*
I think I should study my biology because I hate science.

EW I had like sooo much Francais today.
Is it weird how I get the most homework in that class? My teacher's got haters for days.
According to Danny's sister, grade 10 French is the hardest out of grade 9, 10, 11, 12..... IS THAT SO.

Tomorrow me and mia are going job hunting. Joe's friend, Jordan took a little course on how to do resumes so he edited mine.. .hahaha somehow I went crazed (pre-edit) and put "specializing in fashion presentation" and some other shit coz I felt I neeeeded to boost (desperate tips)
And then at one point of readingone out ofo the 4 different workplace resumes I made he said "some of these are just blatant lie.. good team leader???" HAHAHAHA. It's... so... true...
I need to talk with the parentals about an XMAS GIFT POUR MOI. This year we've omitted it, but I just want a LIKKLE treat, you know? :(....

Sigh.


TO BUY as soon as I have money
- mauve beret @ lavish & squalor
- high waisted skirts in maroon, teal, black, gray
-"hydrator" sephora OPI nail polish
- turquoise/lavendar liquid liner
- rouched hidden wedge booties with rounded toes (creamy offwhiteygrey-ey? ahhahaha)
- cowboy boots.. black or toffee brown
- diana+ dreamer lomo cam
- aa loungey loose fitting raglans (tri black, dark violet)
- aa dark heather gray cardigan or black
- leather jacket? :/
- serpent and violet shiny tricot leggings * duh
- uhmm... a chanel coin...... bahshahshahdsh fuck. it's beautiful
- cigarette holder
- ....google phone/iphone :( le SIGH!!!!!!

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Friday, October 31, 2008 - 7:50 PM
Back to top, baby.
Music: 'Till I Collapse - Eminem ft. Nate Dogg
Mood: P.O'd


RUN dmc:
  1. went to cousins house
  2. went to long and mcquade to meet up with cristelle, jason, artemio
  3. went around the block where i saw turner, ralph, leen, nikki, phia, leen's friends
  4. smashing pumpkins
  5. saw corbin and stuff... yet didn't say hi.... lol......? :/
  6. went around and back then to leens
  7. chilled saw biju, francis, erica
  8. took webcam pics
  9. didn't get any candy *cries*
  10. got picked up within an hour
  11. pissed off
  12. at home writing this
OH and at school I got the FUCKING KILLERST bruise from the haunted house.
I was attacked in there and phia fell on me (I think) and I then fell on a steel ladder and it took me like 9 years to get up, I really couldn't right after, my body was unresponsive... it was pain-fucking-ful. IT KILLS.

You know how when people say when Halloween is over, Christmas is already coming?
My list as of yet
  • polaroid film (as much as I can possibly get!!!!!!!!)
  • diana cam
  • black lame leggings
  • little big planet for ps3
  • iphone (unrealistic but like... i can try lmao)
  • burberry prosum heels.... whatever I can wish
  • buckley boots or cowboy boots or any boots except uggs (..... however they are fucking incredddiiibly comfortable)
  • chain link bag
  • a new mattress
  • aa socks = best stocking stuffers
  • new glasses
  • snowboarding gear
  • luella head band!!!!!
It's hard for me to think of what I want but... yeah.... those will make me content.


Have fun being someone you're not tonight.

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Thursday, October 30, 2008 - 5:02 PM
Back to top, baby.
Let the beat build, bitch.

Today I got shocked by culture.
Effin' amaazzing! I ate sooo much lol.
Perogies, bibingka (lmfao), casava cake, viet noodles, custards, french tarts, spring rolls, SHAO MAI, dumpling, italian cookies (lmfao), samosas, frigging everything even jamaican stuffsss.
YUMM food.

I was kinda bothered @ the Japan pavillion. Like... is it just me or do people just assume "anime/manga...hentai" when associating culture to Japan. I really love japanese culture and I'm not hating but ... they didnt have food.... their culture is one of my favourites! So rich in history, I wished they showed that more instead of shitty kimonos and otaku tables jkjkjk haha.

Well there were also performances, they were sickkkk... I actually loveeee Indian culture! OMG Sooooo ornamented and cute! Hahaha, love it! They certainly are proud and talented. <3

I'm so sad lately!!! Ugh.. I need a really good pick me up, and I'm kinda getting into smoking, it's horrible. I kind of want those holders like Audrey Hepburn. But smoking really is a nasty/stupid habit :(

I'm currentlyyyyyyy wearing the same sweater to sleep for the past nights since I got it, but IT'S AMAZING I feel so badass.
I'm still craving black lame leggings :'(... monee, i feel your paain.

Currently watching- Zeitgeist
To finish: Zeitgeist addenum, Factory Girl, Breakfast at Tiffany's



Nevermind what the haters say, ignore 'em til they fade away.

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008 - 6:42 PM
Back to top, baby.
Music: Leona Lewis - Better in Time
Mood: Dancey

Today I was singing THE WHOLE DAY.
From Slow Jams (by Usher and Monica), actual slow jams, sum coldplay, french R&B (lolz), womanizer tip, some crying leona lewis, and yeah.... just about uffing it up.

YO SO... What is the deal with the new Kanye?
Love Lockdown is crap IMO...
Heartless.. makes me feel.... heartless?
and Coldest Winter is aiigh, idk what to think of it all, he's certainly changed his styles.
It's always hard for me to accept change, but in the end, I think that we learn to appreciate it and embrace it. So we'll just have to wait and see mr. Kanye West.. but plz stay off the condenser mic tip.


It's grade ten so why am I worrying that I'm not getting straight GOODS lmfao.
so far...
religion - 99
math - 95
science - 85!!! (I WAS GETTING STR8 GOODS 100S AND 99S..... then my test + lab fucks it up.. still have time for progresS)
french - 95


In dire need of new layout.
Change!

My outlook in life is so much better now..... Can't explain how.

BE PATIENT.
BE STILL MY HEART.

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Sunday, October 12, 2008 - 6:27 AM
Back to top, baby.
hahah I'm such a fatass.
I went grocery shopping for food all for myself yesteryda =**)
Now I can pig out in peace without demanding ______.

AAANYPOO.
I have hmwk overLOAD!

to do:
- religion project (buy magazines and talk to Miarka)
- ask someone for math and science homework
- SCIENCE HOMOWORK from thursday (soooo FUCKING stuuuuupid)
- french autobiography rough copy that was due friday

So today I will just do my thang, clean my room a bit, and eat the 9 bags of chocolate my parents gave me *lol k not nine but ON THE REAL SOOO MUCH CHOCOLATE! It was the only thing they brought back for me! lmao!*

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008 - 5:24 PM
Back to top, baby.
Not to rub it in but... Guess whos getting a 97 in math!
lmaooooo

Anywho......................
Someone made my day x 0920923409 and I'm so gassed right now lol.

xoxo,
Gossip Girl

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Thursday, September 25, 2008 - 4:58 PM
Back to top, baby.
Walked all the fuk over today....

SCHOOL was okay... then we walked to Terry Fox Way or whatever the crap and THAT was a bitch. I was sweating BALLLZ the whole time coz I was wearing my cardigan and tights wtffffff.
DID NOT expect it to be that hot. It's all good.
After that we grabbed food, went to Danny's, went to Tims.. loafted.... McDonalds, anddd I'M OFFICIALLY BURNT OUT.

later haters

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008 - 6:27 PM
Back to top, baby.
SPOTTED: Little P (i have to worrrrrst GG name) in good condition listening to "Don't Worry, Be Happy - Bob Marley." Reggae/Slow Jams/aka black ppl musix lmfao seems to help her recover!

GOODNIGHT
and go.

XOXO GOSSIP GIRL

OTHER NEWS

I FLOPPED ON EVERYTHING TODAY
- Philippines pavillion (LOL I wanna switch to Hawaii!!!)
- Art Ministry
- Lady Jags (lmfao)
- HOMEWORK (it's all 2nd and 4th period anyways, all good)
- SHERGAY with Emily (broke and lazy)
- eyebrow threading (totes forgot, so I still currently look like a fuglo man)
- Doctors
- THE BUS LMFAO walked to school and home yesterday
IT'S ALL GOOD

Have you ever made love to a thug in the club with his sights on?!?!!!? lmfao, jeezy kiilllss me :S

dunno whart to wear tomorrow, effing hate walking!
CLUELESS ruleless coolness.

FAMILY has been ... a priority, but a struggle nonetheless.
KEEPING IT UP.
:D

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