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M is for Music P is for Profile (and Phatee)  Patricia Estrellla.
born on [February 12] and I'm sweet[16]. I study at [St. Joseph] as a second year high school student! I LOOOVE clothes, shoes, food, music, hair and make-up (what girls don't?) so you will see a lot of that kind of content in my blog. If you know me well, you'd learn that I'm actually kind of nerdy, down to earth, real, and definetly NOT like anyone else. Please visit my FLICKR &  BLOGGER PROFILE
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I feel so accomplished. I don't think I've ever finished this much homework in this much time. SO with my spare time, and NO FACEBOOK *another one of those emo moments when I delete it to isolate myself as an excuse to "focus on school"* I think I should study my biology because I hate science. EW I had like sooo much Francais today. Is it weird how I get the most homework in that class? My teacher's got haters for days. According to Danny's sister, grade 10 French is the hardest out of grade 9, 10, 11, 12..... IS THAT SO. Tomorrow me and mia are going job hunting. Joe's friend, Jordan took a little course on how to do resumes so he edited mine.. .hahaha somehow I went crazed (pre-edit) and put "specializing in fashion presentation" and some other shit coz I felt I neeeeded to boost (desperate tips) And then at one point of readingone out ofo the 4 different workplace resumes I made he said "some of these are just blatant lie.. good team leader???" HAHAHAHA. It's... so... true... I need to talk with the parentals about an XMAS GIFT POUR MOI. This year we've omitted it, but I just want a LIKKLE treat, you know? :(.... Sigh. TO BUY as soon as I have money - mauve beret @ lavish & squalor - high waisted skirts in maroon, teal, black, gray -"hydrator" sephora OPI nail polish - turquoise/lavendar liquid liner - rouched hidden wedge booties with rounded toes (creamy offwhiteygrey-ey? ahhahaha) - cowboy boots.. black or toffee brown - diana+ dreamer lomo cam - aa loungey loose fitting raglans (tri black, dark violet) - aa dark heather gray cardigan or black - leather jacket? :/ - serpent and violet shiny tricot leggings * duh - uhmm... a chanel coin...... bahshahshahdsh fuck. it's beautiful - cigarette holder - ....google phone/iphone :( le SIGH!!!!!! Labels: facebook, job hunting, school, to buy 7 HEARD 'EM SAY Music: the Ting Tings - Great DJ Mood: Lazy Why the fuck is this song so catchy... I feel like shoppping SOO bad but I'm broke PHI BROKE!!!! plus, the malls or downtown right now aren't "doin it" for me. I'd love to scope out some original pieces, design my own and have my lola make it for me.. maybe even my costume? It's weird but I'm craving a pmall mish. I NEED NOODLES AND/OR COOKIES AND/OR MCLOVIN. Had a raging nap today. I've got a raging clue thinking about YOU AHAHHAA. I'm crushing on this mandem sooooo much it's pumpum, u gree? I swear it's sooooo stupid bcuz we don't really talk anymore (...sadface) but EEEEEEEHEHEHE.. He's such a cutie. I need a fall wardrobe soo bad. I need a Halloween costume SO bad! WANTING: luella hadband... willing to go to fucking uk for my baby... fall outerwear... *sweaters... any DECENT suggestions flannels *aa tri-orchid skirt *more slouchy boots...... *oxfords pretty heels *pretty dress serpent spandex... lol... fucking blazer :****( *crieS* furry hunter hat can't think of anything more, but I'm totes not in the fuckin zen. (new fucking hair cut tips. FOKN skanks.) 0 HEARD 'EM SAY music: la la la - lil wayne (ITS WEEEZY BAAAYYBEH!)...hahahha fuck! mood: chill and embarassed So, last night was semi. See below for the pictarz Kevin Antonio was hooking me up with some juiice... like not a lot... but Jensy gave me some too :D mission shitfaced FAILED. I'm convinced that I wont ever get shitfaced... ever. I'm somewhat okay with that. I want just one night before school starts. Add that to the to do list. Anyyyways, back to semi. It sOunded SOOO lame, like.... C'MON, Wild Water Kingdom? really?!?! hahaha.. it was okay though.... ppl were fucking making a shit out of it like planning after parties, R U SRS?! LAAAAAAAAME!!!! But yaya ate, chilled, took pics, then the bloodening right after desert and before the main mealio forced me to dipppp. My cousin fucking got 3 nose bleeds... He's been getting them every day for 3 weeks at odd hours of the night. The first aid staff at wwk had to rush to his aid and I stayed right outside the boys washroom the whole cottdamn time while ppl were dancing. I was a little pissed, but I had no right to because he could be in serious health risks. So, my aunt forced me to leave the part at around 11.... when it was supposed to end at 2 (so unreasonable :*() and sarah tagged along being the darling that she is. For some stupid reason we stayed at the hospital... haha ok I was a bigggg bitch coz I was soo pissed idk I wasted like 30 bucks to eat shit food and get dressed so I dont think it was worth the time. but ANYWAYS, l'hopital... i was acting up so my aunt brought me & sarah home and I crashed at my bed immediately, waking up to realize how ashamed of myself I was. I'm such a bitch and I dont even realize it sometimes. I end up HATING my family for being so embarassing and not letting me do whatever I want, not letting me have the freedom others have! And yet, many times i fail to realize that I am really privileged. Perhaps the boys are right, I am a bit of a brat :P Nonetheless, I need to stop comparing myself to my friends and just realize I'M NOT THEM and shit is different.. everything DOES happen for a reason, and I dig that. Maybe I wasn't supposed ot blaze or get drunk all the times I wanted because God doesn't believe it's right for me. Sometimes I isolate myself from my family because I dont agree with anything or anyone in it. I frown upon all of them as a righteous ass pretentious 15 year old wanna be punk nerd ass fucked up SANDY VAGINA BRAT. & now I guess I should save this hardcore fashion loving BULLSHIT for the last week of summer because I want to be the one good uncoorrupted Estrella/De Guzman. I feel fucking embarrassed to say this, but not one NOT ONE fucking member of my family has wed before getting pregnant. And I don't ever care about sex/chastity/ any of that... but seeing how pissed I am to know this information it makes me want to devout my life as pure (in that cherry popping sense aahha) Every kid wants a life and being a teenager is ALLEGEDLY the most fun people have in their lives, so sometimes I'll question this- is it really worth the pride? throwing away your youth? maybe it it is, maybe it isnt, but I just dont wanna fuck up my life. To compromise for the mixed emotions I'm getting..... the word of the day... or decade, rather.. is limit....with a little bit of priority. Keeping in mind that happiness is also a priority but there are limits to it... and there are other ways t have fun without being a badass :P behold- tranny in dress ahead(mee haha):  shes too pretty to take a picture with :( might as WELL rename this "perversions of patricia album" :(! haha ok im such a pervert ahah hahah i HAD to throw this in, credits to lol_nazis @ lj comm  wtf is wrong with my skin? JAUNDICE, right hurr. loveliesss fam jam they MADE me do this!!! brb crying being around all these qtier than me's. guess what, I'm COOL :)In other random ass ramblings: unnecessary is probably my most favourite word... EVER. i can't help myself to laughing everytime i hear it? to do: pmall with eleisha downtown with the homies blaze shitface/piss drunk nite with...? youtube videos HAHAHA cottage with fam? (eeeee...) leearn to skateboard wild water kingdom with the boyssss go kart paintball polaroids roller skate party photo shoot lmfao TO BUY: new striaghtener new phone colourful binders white out lead cool pens + pencils skateboard polaroid films ms points school shoes bonus material: Earlier the day, well at around midnight- I made cookies & saved them for Artemio. The next morning I ended up ditching Kensington coz... well I woke up too late :( I curled my hair and biked over to Timmy's. We watched my FAVE show, Filmore, Guitar Hero'd. and Danny came.. then Nkechi demanded her xbox shiz (I think) and brought my charger. In pursuit of a semi dress, I spotted them bus tickets to Square and then we just kind of loafted. I found a lovely dress at Le Chateau but unfortch, I don't have the boobs for it! :@ It's a gradient of dark blue to light blue and it's sleveless and the titties are wrapped, hahaha. Anywhoooo, I had to dip because it was 5 and I needed to be at semi by 6.30 selon de kevin BUT STILL get ready with sarah, elaine, charlene... eh I ended up getting there at like maybe later than 8 because I LEFT MY DADS IPHONE @ TIMS! I went to his house and left them at Square with Jericho while they ate Johnny Rockets and I just missioned to Tims house and walked home after frantically searching for my dads phone...I left the bike there forTim to borrow so we could go biking some time. By the time YI got home it was like.. 6 and I got dressed to go to Kevins (cousin) house so I could go to sarahs house HAHA I knew I would be late but that wasn't nearly the end of it. Loafted @ Kevins for a while then went to Sarahs and loafted a bit with my love, KARINA! :) She's so coool =*) After that, we left on our way to Char's bf. Anyways yeah on our way there we saw Elaine and her date! HAHA. We arrived at Le Jardin, finally, which was BEAUUTIFUL :*) :*) (just like a castle/ a dream come true! An ideal place for a PRINCESS like me :) :) )I wanna have my party there but I NEED A POOL WTF! maybe I could have an after party @ a hotel and then youuu know check in some rooms :D Surprisingly, we still waited a few minutes until the frikkin appetizers had to come so im glad we were late, otherwise awkward drama and chilling would insue. soo yeah, MISSION ACCOMPLISH... little did i know how the rest of my night would go!! When we arrived, everyone was as cute as could be :D Labels: family, friends, hospital, life, party hardy, sex, to buy, to do, work 1 HEARD 'EM SAY 1. August 21 5 pm - 7 pm Hail the pin-up of all pin-ups: Kat Von D. The famed tattoo artist is debuting her limited-edition color collection exclusively at Sephora. Stop in, score some face time with Ms. Von D as she signs autographs, and get ready to experience her line of lipsticks, liners, and shadows. Sephora Eaton Center, Toronto, Canada / Tel: (416) 595-7227 2. rachel bilson annoys me 3.http://www.sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P0241&cm_mmc=email+ret-_-news1+20080813-_-bi-_-ud+gunmetal&dicid=358592:14174429830:4797400 4. why cant we have barry m here? 5. bought my uniform 6. back 2 school shopppiiiing 7. wheres my charger? to buy: t-strap shoes bag 4 school? headbaaaaaands 0 HEARD 'EM SAY THE LAST TWO DAYS OF WORK HAVE BEEN THE MOST STRESSFUL OF LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :@ :@ :@ anyways i have to get on thto buy: octopus amigurimi pdf file GET DADS PAYPAL FOR CUSTOM MINNIE MOUSE SHOES FOR SCHOOL!!!!!! buy all my etsy earrings (komodokat sparkly tooth, alwaysamy umbrella & bow, kungfucowgirl ice creams and perhaps tacos?) kitykm ice cream pendant!!!!!!! sailor dress (brownbagvintage...you guys, TRUST ITS THE CUTEST DRESS EVER!! AND I NEED IT.) things i wish i could buy: ticket to anywhere i can see lollapolooza.... so i can see RATM, BR&NEW AND FUCKING LUPE HOW GREAT IS THATTT... im sure theres a longer list of ppl who i love but i cant rly bother to check right now because i am soo icky sticky bitches covered in funnel cake product and nasty food smell. 0 HEARD 'EM SAY Today I went to Ribfest @ Centennial w/ my fam. It was pretty awesome. We only stayed for a while but MMMMMMomg!!! Can't go wrong with ribs ribs ribs! :*) Pia and Joe got two crazy blooming onions. Mmmmm so good and greasy. KSDJAKSDJ. Then it stared to rain :( I bought cotton candy and dipped :D After, we went to Squaaare (ugh loaftville much LOL) and there was that sale @ Aritzia. I got some athletic shorts... I'm ashamed to say.. TNA JSADKJSIOAS. Ew. Lol. I keep promising myself that I will stop buying TNA shit but I just keep going at it. It's a guilty pleasure, really. I wanted this gold Talula dress, heavily reduced but still quite pricey so it was a no. My mom said I could get the high waisted wilfred skirt in black! Eeeeeee. <3>a POOL jeebz I can only wish - McDonawwwwdsss obvi. - half of every paycheck, i'm saving for my Japan trip next year... hopefully if the rents let me. I WANT - new layout is in the making.. too lazy and uninspired to make a banner. I'm hoping to do one hand-drawn or using my wacom tablet that is basically rotting somewhere in this house..... - wesc x Aoki headphones!@#$%$# - black aa cardigan *- high gladiators - oxfords - chanel 1505's.... fuck. Now my Family and I are seeing 30 Days of Night. Theres a bloody eskimo kid running away from a vampire right now (heavy shit right thurrr hahahaha) This movie is effed... But it's good. 0 HEARD 'EM SAY |
